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MY GUESTBOOK
"I honestly don�t know.  It�s been eating away at me, too, �cause I can usually tell why I�m losing my mind,� I said, a lame attempt at humour that immediately fell flat.  �I was kinda hoping you could help me figure that one out,� I said honestly.

Stanley jotted something down on his notepad without looking down.  I could never do that.  I�m so anal about my writing that I can�t just blindly put pen to paper, even if I�m just making a grocery list.  �Tell me about the campaign.�

�What do you want to know?�

�How did you get involved?� Stanley asked.  Again with the starting off slow.

�It was brought to my attention that there were a lot of districts that Democrats were not represented at all, and if they were the candidates were laughable at best,� I explained.  �The candidate for Orange County, in particular, had suffered multiple heart attacks and was expected to run against a young, healthy, favoured Republican.  I started� I guess you could call it �obsessing�, though I don�t really like the term, personally, about this, and when our candidate died� I made some rash decisions.  The President had an event in the area, so I stopped by the headquarters and found out that the campaign manager was going to keep going because the widow wanted him to, and somehow I ended up making a promise to run for the seat if Will�Will Bailey, the campaign manager�managed to get our candidate elected despite the fact that he was, you know, no longer able to campaign.�

Stanley nodded.

�I guess we got a lot of sympathy votes, because Will did it, he got out guy elected, and the next thing I know I�m taking a leave of absence from work and packing up my office and heading out to California,� I continued.  I sighed heavily, feeling utterly defeated.  �I always planned to run for Congress one day.  Never this soon, and definitely not before President Bartlet is out of office, but I� I couldn�t break my promise.  The woman had just lost her husband and all she wanted was someone to run in his place.  The thing is� I didn�t really give it everything I could have.  I mean, one day I�m terrified about having to go through the stress of writing yet another Inaugural, and the next I�m trying to get elected to Congress in a district that already hates me on principle because I worked for the President and fought for things that made life a little less comfortable for the affluent.�

�Did you have insomnia during the campaign?�

I shrugged.  �A little.  Nothing like I do now.  It wasn�t really that big a deal, though.  If I couldn�t sleep I�d just, you know� work.  A self-destructive habit that I�m sure everyone who works in the West Wing has developed.�  Stanley made a note about that, again without looking.  I kind of hate him for being able to do that, though exactly why I would hate him for being able to write without looking was completely lost on me.  �I guess what I�m saying is that I never really noticed it.�

�That�s probably true,� Stanley nodded.  �Tell me what happened with the campaign.  Pretend, for the purposes of this conversation, that I have no knowledge of politics, which, to be perfectly honest, is pretty close to the truth.�
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