Have you ever woken up in the morning
Wondering if this was your last day on Earth?
Have you ever left your house
Unsure if you'd return?
Have you ever seen you friend get shot
Outside his favorite store?
Have you ever seen a friend die
From drugs he'd never used before?
Have you ever seen your mom get beat u
p
By your stepdad messed up on booze?
Have you ever sat beneath the stars
Hoping God will hear?
Have you ever seen your friend drive away
After way too many beers?
Have you ever had a friend
Experiment with weed?
Have you ever covered up guilt
By doing a good deed?
Have you ever considered suicide
As the only way?
Have you ever tried to hide yourself
Behind the things you say?
Have you ever wanted to protect
Your friends and everyone in sight?
Have you ever felt such pain
That you cried yourself to sleep at night?
Have you ever lived my life,
Spent on minute in my shoes?
If you haven't, then tell me why
You judge as you do.
I�m on my knees
For the final blow
Waiting for her to return to me
Wondering if I should just let go
My angel is gone
Stripped of her wings
By the one who should have loved her the most
I�m Wishing for him to understand
With the most beautiful eyes
She�s taken my heart
I hope she hears my cries
Before the world around me dies!
It�s come crashing down
Hanging by the thread of hope
Pleading with God to make things right
It�s so hard to believe it�s over
My life has no existence without her
The meaning of life has died
Along with my broken heart
I will try not to cry.
So if you�re out there.
Listen to the night.
And you will hear,
My world come crashing down.
My tears will soon drown my sorrow
I will die with a broken heart
It�s a matter of time
Until my emotions kill me.
I love you Shay!