| It`s only been 3 years, seems like forever, I don`t celebrate like you would think, but I do do a few things to help me get thru the day, one of them is to get some balloons to send to Jim, & I either write him a little note or I try to write a poem, there really just my thoughts & a poet I`m not, but that`s what I do to remember the day my son left me. I don`t need to do anything to remember him, he`s on my mind & in my heart each & every minute of each & every day. |
| Jim, I`m having a hard time, I can`t remember your laugh, your smell, & I can`t remember that twinkle in your eyes, I need your big ole arms around me to tell me everything will be alright. I want to hear your voice I need to hear your voice, if I had one more day with you, I`d want it all, to hear your voice to touch you, your smell, but all I have is our memories, sometimes I can`t even remember those, it scares me, I don`t want to forget anything about you, yet I can`t remember anything , I can`t remember the last talk we had or the last time we went for a ride or snuck off together to go out to eat or the last time we had our late nite talk, or the last time you came in the house with Zues & gave me a hard time or a good laugh, I miss you so much. |
| Happy Birthday my precious son, always remembered always number one. My heart is broken right in two, it`ll never mend over losing you. Memories I have & memories I`ll keep, loving caring funny & sweet. Then someday here`s what I`ll do, I`ll come to heaven & we`ll make them all new. I spent your birthday with you on my mind, but that`s what I do most of the time. I sent balloons to you up above, There sent to you with all my love. Happy Birthday & Happy Valentines Day Jim I Love & Miss You So Very Much. |
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