another quest
for loneliness
smiles are
the Great Deceiver
pain
is the
wise one
pain
is the
eternal
teacher
eye've
learned
so much
from your
endless
lessons
how to build
how to destroy
how to forget
how to hate
the fog
of misery
is a book
i know well
cover
to cover
front
to back
eye've
read
every
page
...endlessly
[tears
are the
test]
will
eye
let
them
continue
to fall?
how
much longer
do i persist
with this
self induced
sadness?
how much
time will
be dedicated
to this form
of suffering?
how long
will eye
swim in
exhausted
circles
trying
to escape
the great
ocean of me?
how many
breaths
until eye
am free of
this worthless labor?
another
journey
without
a destination
another
portrait
of bad poetry
& repetitious thots
again
& again
day in
nite out
eye know
the song
the sirens sing
eye know
the agonizing
melodies u scream
eye know
the secrets
u bleed
yes .. eye know,
everything.