What am I not giving you?
What could I do for you to make me okay in your eyes?
I redid my desktop (computer monitor) and I put that thing "masturbation kills kittens" as the main thing. it now looks like this:
Also, today was my last day at Cinema Arts. It was nice, leaving was. I get to work at the daycare center on friday, and I am very excited. I'm really just happy to be able to wear my own clothes every day. Not that I didn't before, but sometimes I'll look really cute and then I'll have to change for work. Well those days are over. I am never working in a job where I cannot wear what I want to wear to it. I'm not talking about being indecent (a la Gwenyth Paltrow) but just being able to wear grey courderoys or my green plastic pants to work would be so nice. And to not have to say "would you like butter" ever again makes me feel much older than I did earlier today.
Speaking of earlier today, I did Ryan a favor and drove him down to Leesburg to pick up a car. We took the most roudabout way ever, and when we were finally there I saw that we were on route 7. Route 7. That road which brings me directly to the mall. When it came time to go back home without directions from ryan, I just said "route 7. That takes me to the mall. I know how to get back from the mall." and he was like "that's true." Reminiscent of Clueless: "I have direction" "yeah, towards the mall." Yes and direction to the mall definitely comes in handy as proven by today's events. So ha.
Um. Read that link on Julia's website from the 27th. I don't feel like linking you. It's about this guy who blew himself and many others up in isreal. What. The. Fuck. Is there something in the water over there that makes people just want to destroy everything. Because the only person I would want to get rid of is Britney Spears, and I wouldn't kill myself along with her. What would be the point? I just dont get it. Why can't they just get along. Just get along. Go. Live. Get along. Play nice. I don't see the problem. It's not like they keep stealing from eachother. Please. Just be nice. I really can't comprehend hating someone for no reason at all. Like, someone I don't know. What did they do to you? Yes, some people's existance annoys me too, but I 1) Know them and 2) Don't wish them dead. I just want them to go away. I can't think of who I am talking about, but I'm sure there's someone I want to go away. God I just don't understand. Maybe I'll ask Suleman. But he's not palestinian really. God dammit I just don't get it. I would love it if some palestinian would read this and be like "she is right." Middle east problem solved.
Enough of that. I'm going to bed. Take this quiz. I got a 38%. This suprised me but then I realized that there are people like Keith and Steve and VIsa who don't work or go to school or do anything good and there are people like me who do both. Keith and Steve should get a fucking job.