Somewhere along the day he was talking about similies. He actually said these words: "Do you know how to spell analogy? A-N-A-L-O-G-Y. Have you ever used an analogy? Yes." And as dumb as the things he says are, you don't really notice. He sounds so intellegent because he is, he just says very Hudenburgian things. Julia knows what I mean. I just want to ask him what the fuck that has to with it.
Enough about that. After class (I start then because I wake up at noon) I went to the mall with Cathy because I had two coupons for Express that expire tomorrow, and I wanted to use them. Let me tell you, Springfield mall is so hard to navigate. Cathy and I got so lost. But we did have a nice talk about dinner. She said I was the most normal person she knows. And we were talkign about her dad and Holly's life and I just really started thinking about how easy my life has been. I get the feeling that when most people realize how easy their life has been they want to do something adventurous, but I just get glad. So, after I ate too much (a rich person's problem) I went home and layed down in my bed. Oh how I love my bed.
I had to tell Alex I coudn't see him anymore today. I had never done anything close to that in my life. It went well though. It was actually really funny because basically he said "i dont care that much." hahahahaha.
I look so fucking young. I'm watching this thing on HBO called "freshman year" and it's about these kid's freshman year. I watch things like this on HBO family that make me thing about myself when I was younger. Most of these girls on these shows look so old. That may be because they are talking mostly to the popular girls, the melissa trimmers and the ashley hendersons of Woodson. The girls that reach their peak at 15. As much as it sucks to look so young now, I really am glad that when I'm forty I'm going to look thirty. My whole family looks young. Ahh, genetics. But really the girl on this show looks older than me, and so did a lot of the freshman last year. By the way the school in this show has the same colors as woodson, hence the same uniforms. Creepy.
And here's where I talk about people dating people with a huge difference in age. Okay. If you are a girl who is say, 17, and there is a guy who is say, 21, I can understand why you would like him. Girls mature faster than boys, and a 21 year old boy is closer than the maturity level of a 17 year old girl than a 17 year old boy is. But the fact that he likes you back shines very badly upon him. Great, he likes you, but don't you wonder why he can't get a girlfriend his own age? That's my issue. That's why I couldn't go out with someone way older than me. And I know I've said I could never go out with someone younger than me, and that still stands. But jesus. 16 year olds going out with 20 year olds. Jesus christ jesus.
I really wish I could go one day without my stomach hurting. Tomorrow. I promise that I will be normal tomorrow. Wake up, small breakfast, class, lunch, class, dinner with dad. Three normal meals. Like healthy people.
Goodnight kids.
Oh damn you totd. It's this thing. Just go.
