I want to update now but Howard's computer is off so my internet won't work. I don't feel like going downstairs.
Yesterday...I got up super early and went with Lauren to play with the children. It was lots of fun. These three girls, they were like 4 years old, were like playing and being silly and they said "we're having fun being different." How can you be mad when they say something like that?
Then I took lauren out to lunch. We sat and talked about Randy. I was reading the sugar packets that asked questions like "Where do you want to go that you've never been?" and "If you were a superhero, what kind of powers would you have?" I was thinking about how Alex and I have discussed both of those. Then one packet asked "What is on the back of a hundred dollar bill" and I said "Independence Hall." You have to cash your paycheck before 2pm in order for it to go into your account by midnight.
Then I was late for work. Then I got to leave work to pick up laura. Then I got to leave work eventually to go home. But I didn't go home.
Abbey said "Lets go to chicago" and I said "no" and she said "lets go to maryland" and I said "sure." So we went. We got a little above Baltimore until Billy called so we decided to turn around. Then we went to billy's. Then she spent the night at my house.
Oh and I saw Julia. If I had seen her like, three minutes earlier I would have hung out with her last night, but the road called. Anyway, we were talking outside and then this guy came up in a van and was like "can you tell me how to get to springfield mall?" so Julia told him (I don't know how to get to springfield mall) and then he didn't leave. He kept sitting there, trying to talk to us. And this is weird because Julia and I usually are really repellent of people in genral, unless we want to be nice. But this guy wouldn't go away, so we went into shoppers.
So here I am today. I am watching gymnastics and wishing my parents had pushed me harder. I could have been really good. Not as good as these people on Tv, but still good. Oh well, just another thing I'll do differently.
Employee meeting tonight at 11:30. I keep forgetting. Now you all have to remind me. Please.
That's what I wrote minutes ago. This is live now. waaaaaaahhhoooooooo.
I talked to randy. Turns out if you're in a relationship with me, it's a long term one, but if you're in a relationship with someone else, it's not long-term. Someone find me a way to erase the past, so I can be new and exciting again. I'm sorry I'm so consistant. I guess I just don't understand anything anymore. "If you love something, let it go." Does that not make sense to anyone else?
My theory about signs like these: the people who did it know it's funny. It's like, dodging the decency laws. They don't let you say "fuck" on signs or on the radio, but there is no law against misunderstandings. If you are in a position where you can do things like this, please do them. Protect freedom of speech. Pussy willow.
