When it all came down on that Saturday night,
should I choose a side at ninth and Pine,
can we still say we're civiliized,
watched some kid go down at ninth and Pine?
Which will it be,
sympathy or apathy?
Which part of the human condition will I believe?
Tried then it's tested and I've just decided,
Tried then it's tested and I've just decieded I've falied
Wednesday, February 13, 2002 12:24am
Why am I updating?  Because I am putting off doing work.  I will do it.  This is not going to be like those other nights where I say I am too tired to do work.  I will do it.

All of it.

Computer science is really hard.  I really like it, but just like most things I like, I am really not good at it. 

And i've decided what i'm getting randy for valentines day but it so doesn't even compare to what he got me.  And i know that it's not about material things but even beyond that....

But we did talk today and I feel better.  I just sometimes feel like I'm not in his life at all and I wish he couldn't read this because I don't know why.  I know he loves me but sometimes I just want to know what he's thinking and doing.  Not relationship-wise just in his life at school and stuff.  And I dont want him to read this.  Why does julia's magnetic poetry have the word "breast" but not the word "hole?"

I have this conflict in my mind:  I love sleeping.  I hate waking up.  And I sometimes don't know what to do. 

Something happy, you're thing.  Today! 
It's keith's website!!!! yay!!!  Do you know keith?  I'd say that most of the people THAT I KNOW OF that read my site know keith.  So go to his site.  He says nice things about me.  Yay me.  And look at his cartoon.  I would put it up here but it is huge.
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