| Tuesday, December 18, 2001 8:56pm | ||||||
| Doing laundry all day is "loads" of fun. I am so clever. I did a good deed today, There was this woman in CVS who was complaining in a nice way about how the traffic was way worse in Faifax than in Mississippi. She said she was driving south on I-95 tomorrow afternoon and how she didn't want to do it. I told her that if she took 123 all the way to occoquan then she could avoid the beltway. It's still slow but it's not nearly as stressful. She said she didn't know where that was so I drew her a map. She said she would probably do that. Whether or not she takes 123, I did my mitsvah for the day. I find myself getting too involved in video games. I realized I was hungry but I said to myself "I'll eat after I save this one fairy." Who am I? The picture on the wall in front of me makes me very sad. Almost depressed. There's this barn, and it's all in the snow and there are no people in the picture, just the barn and snow and trees with no leaves. It defines lonliness to me, and I hate that. I saw both of the people that call me yesterday: satisfaction. Sometimes I feel helpless, and other times I feel like I am helpful, but no one listens. Other times, I feel like I am helpful, but the person who needs to listen won't and doesn't call me when she gets home from college. Sorry, Im just a little hurt. |
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