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Everyone knows how love can break Everyone knows how these stories end But sometimes it�s a different take. Sometimes it�s hard to pretend.
I wish for once not to bare this To bare the pain that never really ends. A story that everyone thinks they can predict. A story that has a different end.
Sure you�ll forget about him tomorrow. Sure it�ll all just go away. Sure time will make it easier. These are things I don�t know how you can say.
What about the space he left empty. What about the space that just can�t be filled in. What about the holes in my endless days. What about the memories that once made me grin.
I won�t forget that by tomorrow. I won�t look past it with time. I won�t be able to look him in the face. I won�t accept what should be a crime.
Why did I just let it all happen. When I knew inside myself what was wrong. Why did I just stand by and watch it. When I reused to acknowledge it all along.
I really don�t know if he�s sorry. I really don�t know if there�s pain. I don�t care to ask him what he would have done. If he knew how his family would slain.
So now there�s a new house to fill up with memories. There�s a new car to make new tracks. There�s a new date to find a new husband New scars to fix what the still-new one lacks.
I wish for once not to bare thi To bare the pain that never really ends. A story that everyone thinks they can predict. A story that has a different end. |
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