| REMBERING MY ANGEL SCOTTIE ON HIS BIRTHDAY AUGUST 29, 2006 Today would have been your thirty-fifth birthday I so missed your smiling face as you opened your gifts Scott and I hope you were looking down, as we laid our flowers over you today, as this is all we could do, no hugs, no laughing, only tears. Things are just not the same anymore. I remember when you were born, it was just you and I I remember holding you for the first time and wondering how beautiful your face was, such blue eyes, and such blonde hair. I counted your little fingers and toes just to make sure they were all there. You looked up at me as if to say, Mom it is just you and I , and will I ever make you feel so loved, needed, and proud. I am proud Scott!! I am proud to have been your Mother and I would never change anything, except to have kept you here with me. In my heart and thoughts you must stay for now. I will always and forever remember the good times of your life. As always, on this day, I remember the day you were born and how I finally had someone to love and to take care of. It was the most happiest days of my life. I wish we could go back and start all over Scott. I would have done things a lot differently. Happy Birthday Son!!! Forever and Always, Your Mom, Derek, and Richard |
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