Merry Christmas my sweet angel son, It will be your second Christmas in the heavens, I know you can see all the beautiful lights from above, I also know you can see how hard it is for mommy to get threw the holidays with out you, I keep thinking about the day you left me, How it hurt so bad son, I want you hear with me, I want hug you and kiss you spoil you at Christmas, I pull out the pictures and things I have saved of you and my heart breaks, I cant stop thinking of you as the holidays approch, I will be thinking of you like always on that special day, and I nkow you will be spending Christmas in a beautiful place with snow and lights and lots of gift, I know youa re surrounded with many other angel children and I can vision you laughing and jumping around with them, I love you Ethan and if I could change anything I would have gone and let you stay on earth!! But I know you and I will reunite in Heaven one day, and until that day I will cherise you and remember you forever!!! I love you son!
MERRY CHRISTMAS ETHAN!!! |
