My life.
Hmmmmm, let me thing for a sec about that...
My life... what is there to think about?
Should i start with my accomplishments, or with my failures?
Well... recently there haven't been any accomplishments, so I can't write about that. And the failures... Well there are too many things, it would take another 5 years of my life typing them all up.
Ne who, my life.
Right now, my life is, not what i call a life at all.
It's not ne thing good, positive, fun, joyful, amusing, or anythng that someone can look at and smile. Unless it was a sardonic smile. Then u would have a huge one on ur face. Ne ways, I have been getting in many fights with many diff ppl. And not big fist fights or nothing (cause if i did, i'm sure i would win them with the female friends i fight with). It's more like stupid arguements that mean nothing to the other person (i'm sure) but do a lot to me. THen, wheni fix everything up between them all, I can't keep up with seeing them all in one week, (because of work, school, other ppl, family and so on) then they get mad, frusterated and the whole things starts all over.
Sometimes i wish that i just had no friends... no know knew me.... no one got into my business! U know? Sometimes i wish i was invisible. Where no one would notice me, untill i was ready, and able to stand up and scream what i wish from the top of my lungs...
This guy Bob* and I are now talking on msn, and we realized that, the guys that like me (weather they are my friends or not) don't talk to me because they find me intimidating or something, there for making my life hardet since i think they hate me or something like that. And the grls, (weather they are my friends or not) like me and chill with me while their lives are going good. THen, when and if their lives suck, they get jelouse of me, (and my happiness) and try to make me miserable as well.
GOSH! I am so tried of all this.
PEOPLE JUST STOP FIGHTING WITH ME!
I can't stand ne of this ne more.
I want to be left alone, i want to breath a little, not be egnored.
If u talk to me, and u arn't as happy as u can be... just try not to pull me down with u. cause once i'm down (in a sad/bad mood, i might not recover for a long while)
P.S. -Bye.
* means changed name.
