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Dear Diary,

Today I woke up with a strange pain I haven't felt b4. It was close to my breast bone, maybe just a bit to the side. It was a pain making it hard for me to move. It was a pain that made me groan from the ache. But then, when i realized what caused this pain, I smiled.

I saw by bf yesterday. I had waited all week just to see him. I talk to him on the phone and stuff, but i had to see him. I wanted to so bad. I needed to. This is realy new to me. From all the bf's I've dated, i hardly felt like this. All of this is so familiar, yet new! I enjoy every second of it!

Today, Mcd's finally found my pay-check. They had misplaced it, for like a week, and called today to tell me that they have found it! I am so happy because of this. I mean, gosh! I have a job, yet i am broke! And i mean that for real. I have $0.19 on my debit, and like $50 cash, which i can't even touch, because i'm saving to give to ma older sis, so she can go to yugo, to see her boyfriend. I know how it is to miss someone, and she can't see him when ever she wants, so I am going to do anything I can to help her out.

I am going to baby sit some kids today, earn another $20. So that way i have about $100 for ma sis, and just need a little more, and she is ready to go! I'm so happy for her. She is so lucky she has a sis like me, lol...

Ne who, I have to go, maybe clean up around ma house. I dunno why, but today i just want to be good. I want to help anyone I can. I know how i can help my mum. I'm going to clean the whole house, vacume, and all -the works! Then for ma older sis, tell her i have the money ready for her to take, she will be psyced. My friends, i'll call and they can talk about their l8est crushes. I'ma buy something for ma lil bro, and...Oh My Gosh! The only person I can't make happy today is my dad. I got my ears peirced like 2 weeks ago. He didn't notice untill 2 days ago. And I find that sad in so many ways. Now he is asking me to take one of the 5 earings out of my ears. He isn't just asking, but everysecond of every time we see each other he is like beging me to do what he asks. I don't think i will do it. But feel terrible about it. Nothing will change my mind (at least i don't think ne thing will), so he should just give up.

I'ma go, work... lol.
Funny concept to all that know me.
luv-ya -See-ya -Bye-bye!
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