It is like 11:45 am,I just woke up, like 15 minutes ago. The first think I did was, go to the bath room, wash my face and all, then go straight back to bed and read my book. The Sweep #3. Blood witch. It is pretty good. So many things are changing. It's like, crazy. I read 2 chapters and could hardly stop. But then, on the last few sentances of the last chapter I read, there was mention of the main characters bf, which made me think of my bf. Which made me real sad. I miss him so much. At the begining when school had just started, and stuff, i didn't miss him all that much. Like, i though i would, but i didn't. Maybe it's cause we were off at a rocky start, but now that things are like, really looking up, i just want him to be here, beside me...
I feel weird writing this for the world do see, but at least i'm getting it out there, not keeping my emotion inside. That is very bad...
I miss him. I so totally miss him. This is so crazy and stupid.
Ne ways, I am going to like, go somehwere, and do something today. I have to. I have to keep myself busy while he isn't around. I'm thiking i can watch a chick flick of some sort. They always cheer me up. But then again, what if there is a guy in the movie that is dating a grl... then I'll think of him again, and ... OH MY GOSH! Life sucks, when u don't have what u most desire...
I'm so leaving now! Maybe I'll be back to write about more Wicca stuff.
-Mya
