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Dear Diary,
This is the second time i am writing this. Last time, i wrote today's diary entry, it took me like 30 mintues. And the page was long, and colourful, and real nice. But i guess i was on too long, and something happened making it impossible to save this page. (or that page) N e ways, what i wrote there was too much for me to repeat. So i won't. But i will just say everything real short and simple...
Oct.07.02:
-I went to Matt B's house with elaine to watch his snake eat a mouse -The snake didn't eat it, so we ened up jus tchilling there -We were talking about how badly Matt needed a hair cut, and i jumped at the thought of being the person to give him that. -So i did. Well, me and elaine did. We cut his hair. -it was a funny and long process. Elaine gave him like 2 bald spots, and i gave him one, but it was at the bottom near his neck, so we covered for it. -I did his side-burns real nice (so proud) -In the end, he had a Mo-halk! It was great. -We took pics, and i'ma have them on my site as soon as they are developed and scanned. -He freaked and frist but i think he had fun too. - LOL i did a lil dance durring this cause i was cold and had to worm up LOL Matt and Elaine just gave me a weird look and laughed! I fallowed. -He wore that hair to school. Everyone commented. I enjoyed every sec of that day, hopefully he did too. -Everyone who knows me (well) knows that i wanted to get ma hair shaved off. I had the idea in my head back in grade 7, thought about doing it durring grade 8, tried to do it right b4 grad grade 8, my sis cought me and they kept scisors and razors away from me for months. Seeing Matt now, in school with his hair, all shaved and stuff, is like bringing back that craving i had to shave my head. So i can tell the world " I did it!" and just to state that, nothing more nothing less...
Oct.08.02:
-Got in trouble for swearing around a new teacher at my school, not knowing it was a teacher -He yelled at me for doing it, i got mad (cause i totally dislike ppl yelling at me) and responded by giving him a little (NOT A LOT) of attitude. -He threw it back at me, and we were argueing, half way through he said: "I can give u attitude if i want, i'm a teacher! That's my JOB!" -At that point i knew he was an ass, and decided to leave it at that, so i walked away, saying: "what ever!" -The guy fallows me seeing what class i went into -5 minutes after i sat into my chair, the V.P came in, and asked me to come outside. -The 3 of us talked for a while, mainly the VP asking me why I was swearing, and then asked: "Do u have ne thing to say?" I knew it was a chance thingy where i am supposed to appolagize. BUt i thought that guy was rude and i was offended by the thought of me saying "sorry" to HIM! -So i said: "Yes, i do have something to say. I Understand that i have a bad habbit of swearing and i will try to keep it at a minimal durring school ours" -The VP and teacher just stared at me, and the VP finally said: "ne thing else?" - I told him no, real cold, and he asked me to come grab my stuff from my class and go to the office with him. - I did, and Happily too! Because i believed what i did was only correct thing to do. -when we got there the VP told me to write an appology letter. I had to. -In the end i did write him (the teacher) a letter, but never onc did i appolagize. -i believe i am correct, in what i did, and wrote the letter stateing egsactly that. -That (stupid) teacher can take that letter how he want's but if he asks me about it, i am ganna explaine every word of it, and the meaning behind it and make sure he knows that It was NOT an appology letter. -L8er that day i kicked some guy, real hard, in the shins, something i haven't done for over 2 years. It felt real good. Talking back tot he teacher the way i did, kicking that guy, if all felt so good, like it did in the old days. -That day (oct.8th.02) I realized i had changed since 2-3 years ago. B4 i would act on impulse and kick, punch, slap who ever looked at me the wrong way, and now... well let's just say i let a lot of things go that i shouldn't. I cahnged...
Oct.09.02:
-Nothing happened today -went to school -wore CAUTION take around my neck and wrists for a protest. -I'ma keep it untill the end of the week. -2 guys got ina fight today at schoool, i yelled at them to stop. stupid lol kids! -I had a presentation in History class today, where i let Elaine Yell at me, as an aboriginal women, for a mark. Real funny. -Watched a lil bit of rugby... -Nothing at all new. -the day went pretty well come to think of it. I enjoyed today. -The only thing i dont' like about today is that i can't talk to ma bf...major bummer.
-Magz |
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