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Dear Diary,

I had such a full day on friday. Like totally FULL! Okay this is what happened. I went to school, like on any other day. But at the end of the day there was a change of plan and of my mood, many times in a row. Okay, there is this guy that goes to my school that looks like ma bf. (although Vlad would like to contredict that, HE CAN'T! cause deep down inside he knows it's true.) Ne ways, back to ma story, this guy that looks like ma bf was watching to football kind of think that went on at ma school (after school) as did Choice(aka elaine), Matt.K. and I. It was real fun too, but i couldn't help but to think of ma bf each time i saw the "bf look-a-like" from the corner of my eye. And after like 20 mintues, i couldn't resist and had to go home right away, keep myself busy somehow, untill ma sweets shows up at ma door. So I propose to matt and choice to go up to ma place, study a bit, and then after ma sweets comes, they go home, i stay, sweets stays, and we all end up being happy. But things didn't go as planned. When Matt, Choice and I came home, we chilled a while waiting for my sweets. He was late, he usually is never l8t. This time he was, and it freeked me out a bit. MY mum made us all dinner and i served the table, we sat down and ate after i called Vlad's place, talked to his dad and found out he wasn't going to come utill like 8:00 pm,a nd now it was like 6:00 pm. So after we ate, the 3 of us went outside, around me area. We went to this forest kind of park thing, and gave each other a real fright. Although me and Choice were the only ones being scared. On our way back to my house, I flashed a buss full of ppl, Elaine flashed a car, that stopped soon after and tried to pick us all up, and saw Vlad walking over to ma place! I quickly ran up to him and told him I had friends over. he didn't seem too thrilled, but we had fun at my house fo about an hour. (they were supposed to leave after that, but didn't and...) it all went downhill from there. Vlad got mad at me for many things, elaine got pissed at me cause she didn't know why vlad was mad at me, Matt went home, thinking i'm some weirdo or something, and ME, stuck there not knowing what to do, say bye to matt, and thank him for chilling and comming over? Talk to Elaine about what's going on with me and Vlad and he l8est crush? OR Talk to Vlad and try to smooth things over with him...
I was so lost. Of course i chose the last of the 3 things mentioned, but still the day went real bad after about an hour. But also, about 5 mintues b4 vlad left, everything was perfect! Me and Vlad were hugging, Elaine wasn't pissed at me ne more, and Matt... well I will see what's on his mind tomorrow.

Elaine ended up sleeping over at my place for the night since it was raining real hard that night. I had to convince her mom but it all worked out, and we had the best time... Well at least i did. And other then me and Elaine fighting, I think we are really like getting to be the bestest friends ever!!! And i am so happy for that. I feel like i can really talk to her, and act naturally, like myself around her. Like it should have been from the start.

Ne who, today... I woke up like at 8:00 am, elaine woke up around 9:00 am, we left ma place at 10:00 am and i went straight to work, she went home. Things were good. I worked for 6 hours, got my review (a month l8) and then headed to Elaines place to study for our History project. We did. We rehurst it enough times. We are supposed to do this skit kind of thing where there is a reporter and a Aboriginal person talking about the world war 1. But we made it so that I am the reporter and Elaine yells at me for like 5 mitutes straight. Real weird. Hopefully my teacher will enjoy this...

Ne who, right b4 I got on to the buss to go home, me and Elaine, sang some opera songs, barked at cars, guys and some old lady calling us drunk kids -as if we were dogs- and had fun. We also ran accross the street, avoiding cars to get some CAUSTION tape, and then run back. REAL FUN. When i got home and told my sweets about it, he called me crazy. And thats okay, because i'm having fun and letting go of all the restrictions that might have been holding me back b4! I feel great about all that!

P.S. I read the 1st book from gilmor grls, on sept 28th, then rented another book called: Sweep, Book Of Shadows, and finished it today. :) they are both good books, but i have to finish all of the books SWEEP! SO GOOD...
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