May, 09, 2003
Dear Diary,

It was awfull! Just horrible, and weird to expirience...
I was sick for a week and a half, going on to two withing another day. It was real weird, one day I was fine, and the next I feel like I am going to evaporate if I take another breath! I had a high fever, which went well with my head-ache. Then along with that, every time I stood up, I felt like barfing and fainting at the same time. And trust me, that feeling is not good! AT ALL! Ne ways, after about 4 days of staying in bed, not being able to get up, I finally felt a bit better, but even then could not stand for more then 10 mins. OH My Gosh! Durring the time that I slept, like at night and all, I found myself awake about 5 times a night, halusinating or something. It was the weirdest thing let me tell you...

Ne ways, now I am feeling so much better, I can finally face the world. But not head on, or face to face, because u see, I have this huge as cold sore that won't go away. In fact there are like 2 or 3. I haven't counted for a while. So I can't leave my house, fearing this discusting "thing" that introduced it-self, un-invited, ON MY FACE! I was like, get out! It was grose, but in a few days I am sure it will go away completely.

So durring the time that i felt good enough to sit, and stand, I had nothing to do. So after reading some of my fave mags, I went downstairs and did what I didn't do for a long time. Go on my computer! I searched the web for ne thing new, and found...amaizingly this cool Barbie site. I know it sounds dumb. It kind of is, but like, she is one of my role models and has the coolest friends. Chelsea's 
(above brunette) personality fits me the best. I am a bit flakier then her, but she is as creative as MOI! And so, the site rocks and I just thought I would share it with ya'll: 
http://www.myscene.com/barbie/barbie_index.asp
It's real fun and all. There are games and cool tips on some thing that might be of interest to you, and video's that u can watch that tell you a lil somethin about each character... It's loads of fun for when ur sick, and at home alone, with nothing to do. LoL Have fun ppl
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