It's been a while since you touched me,
With out hurting me.
It's been a while since you held me close,
With out chocking me.
It's been a while since you looked at me,
With out any hatred.
It's been a while since you said "I love you"
And meant it.
It's been a while since I was the only one,
To make you genuinely Smile.
It's been a while since...
I was happy.
It's been a while since I had to
Hold back tears.
Now I do it everyday.
I am counting down the days,
Waiting, praying, hoping for happiness.
The last person to make me truly happy
Was you
Thus, I sit here,
Counting down the days,
Until you come back to me.
Counting down the days until,
You come back to me�
Is that really wise?
Is that really what you need?
Is that really what I need?
Is that really what I want?
I used to know the answer to my questions,
Now, I'm not so sure.
I have always believed that,
Everything happens for a reason.
But if that is so,
Then us being apart for now,
Is the best way to go.
Everything is so confused.
When I think back, to the beginning,
I remember how it used to be.
What absolute bliss it was,
For us to be standing side by side.
Feeling superior to those around us
Because none of them had what we had,
True love and happiness.
But if what we had was True Love and happiness,
Then why did you let go?
Why did you turn away?
Why did you decide to look at me as if you never did.
Why did you do�
Why did I do�
If what we had was true love and happiness then,
Why did we do the things we did?
Everything happens for a reason,
But I fail to understand
Why did this happen to us?
What is the reason behind all this
Were we never meant to be?
Were we supposed to go through all this,
To stop us from going through it again with someone else?
I refuse to believe that.
I refuse to believe that
This was my last chance for true happiness.
I refuse to believe that this is the end
I refuse to believe...