Since then, i don't think there is a guy that is as perfect as that. My first boyfriend was that one, and he was the best. So real, honest and just amazing.
I don't mean to brag or ne thing, but like, everyguy i liked, always liked me back. And lately, it hasn't been happening, and I feel terrible about that. I dunno what is going on, but like, it just stopped. Maybe i have changed, or maybe they changed, but i haven't been as lucky to find a guy that likes me as much as i like, or don't like him. It's either that i am crazy over them, and they are like "she's cute, or hot, or alright". Or he is crazy over me, and i am the one thinking he is "alright, cute, nice"
Ne ways, this is just a page where i can gush out shit about the guys i like.
And now, i like this guy... I liked him for the longuest time. Over... a few years. He liked me too! But then as time went on, neither of us acted on these feelings and i think he lost them for me. But i am still crazy over him. I named him Smokey. It's a nick name, so that i can talk about how hot he is, in his face if i wanted, and he wouldn't know... LOL (might sound corny, but it works)
Ok Ok i feel like i've gushed enough for one day... get back to u soon, wit some pics. Maybe.
