Looking in the mirror
tears fill my eyes
my vision begins to blurr.
All the tears that all tonight
can not erase the veiw
the horrible veiw I see night after night.
I raise my arm
full force at my face
the image crashes to the ground.
Shattered glass at my feet
so sharp and shiny
my mind takes control.
I grab a handful fo glittering glass
search through frantically
for that one perfect piece.
I push down hard
pull it slow along my wrist
a crimson river starts to show.
I watch it flow
finally relaxed
but somthing is not right...
the image is gone
my pain is gone
but..... i'm still here.........