Its getting worse again,
I'm sinking down,
I don't know why I get so sad,
depression seems, my only emotion.
The people who really care,
blame themselves,
but wait.. thats only ONE.
There's no real reason,
it just won't fade.
Things only happen out of habit,
my grades... not for me,
my life... not for me.
I live my life for others.. not for me,
I could not dissapoint them again,
I'm only alive because I can not die.
Maybe I'm already dead,
I wouldn't know,
I can not cut.. can not bleed.