Everyday is a rainyday,
The pain just wont go away.
I hear the thunder,
but often wonder if it is only in my head.
My mind is flooded with so many
thoughts, feeling, and dreams.
Each day goes by just like the last,
with only shades of black and gray.
Even a bolt of lightning would seem so wonderful,
the slightest light to break up the fog.
I world rather live in a world of storms,
then have every day nothing but a rainy day,
cuz thats when the pain just won't go away.