Not quite HEAVEN

I sit with your arms around me,
expiriance the most tender kiss ever,
my body melting into the floor,
mind cuttered with nothing but your love.
I know i'm in heaven,
Everything is so perfect..
.. then suddenly i jerk awake
realizing once again it was nothing but a dream.
I tr to concentrate on my work,
figure out what i missed
my heart is ready to burst,
and it is sure to be seen through my eyes,
It hurts all over again
like you were just taken away
I leave class still unable to breathe
peel my eyes as i walk through the hall,
praying for just a glimpse of you.
Hoping to look into your entrancing brown eyes.
I wanna see you even if you don't see me too.
I need nothing more than your touch,
Its a bandaid for my bleeding soul.
Its so unfair how i do this to myself
just another form of self inflickted pain
i know you're too far gone,
Im not the one on your mind.
but to me you are still the closest thing of all.
you fill every ounce of my heart,
cover every thought and dream,
and dominate my every move.

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