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Love You
You are my first, I know you know
I truly love you even if it doesn�t show
I believe in all the things you said
I won�t leave you so don�t be afraid
You�ve just knew me for almost seven months
All those time I�ve hurt you, still it�s me you want
I really don�t understand the reason why
You still love me, just because of me you cry
My life yesterday isn�t the same as today
You�ve added colors from black and gray
I can�t imagine my life without you baby
I don�t want to lose you and feel so empty
I thank you for bringing light back to my life
And for wanting me soon to be your wife
Thank you for giving your full trust on me
I won�t ruin it �coz I�ll love you faithfully
You gave me the reason to live
Anything you said without any doubt I�ll believe
I don�t care what other people will say
We love each other, it�s our life anyway
Even though we�re miles apart
You�ll still own the biggest part of my heart
I will never exchange you to anybody
My sweetest baby, my one and only
Having you makes my life complete
Our relationship proven can never beat
My heart says I found the right man
My brain agreed, you are the one
You don�t hear �I LOVE YOU� from me everyday
But I hope you feel my love though I rarely say
Hear my heart that beats your name
Saying our love will always stay the same
Whatever problems our relationship will encounter
Always remember that you shouldn�t surrender
Coz you know I love you with all my heart
And I will love you the way I do from the very start�
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October 28, 2005
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.: JHON
ERVIN :.
Just
in time he came into my life
Everything I do
seems to be so right
He changes
everything in me
He�s my life and
he�ll always be
Happy
I am �coz I got to know him
Together we�ll
fulfill each other�s dream
To him I may not
be a good friend
But I�ll stay
with him until the end
On
the very first day we met
I knew all my
life that day I won�t regret
He�s my
inspiration on the things I did
He�s my all..
he�s all I ever need
Now
that he�s mine, only just mine
I know my life
will always be so fine
I care for him
more than anyone else
My love and care
for him will never be less
Everyday
my love for him grows more and more
My prince, my
knight and shining armor
Even though we�re
far from one another
Our trust and
love for each other will make us stay together
Remembering
the days and months past
A lot of shared
memories happen that won�t last
Though I�ve been
hurting him for many times
I know we also
and we�ll always shared unforgettable smiles
Very
much thankful I am �coz he�s already mine
I�ll be there for
him until the sun don�t shine
The very best day
of my life, sixteenth of May
And I do love him
even before that special day
I
promise to love him until the end of my life
For our love,
I�ll do anything, I�m ready to fight
He�s the best
gift God had given me
I thank God a lot
for giving me the best baby
Nothing
will change until we grow old
He�s my greatest
love in the whole world
In time we�ll
make our own family together
And I will love
him forever and ever..
/ October 22,
2005
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.: I Promise :.
I have you back once again
Forget what happened, forget the pain
Let's start a new beginning
For our love with real understanding
For breakin' your heart before, I'm sorry
This time I won't do, don't worry
'Coz now finally I realize
You're the only truth in this world of lies
Now that we're back together
I only want our relationship last forever
Now I know I'm sure about my feelings
You're 1 of the reasons why I am living
From morning til night I think of you
Wonderin' if you're thinkin' of me too
How I wish you're just right here with me
So I can show you how much you mean to me
I'm really not expressive in what I feel
But I do love you and I always will
Everyday the only beat of my heart is you
My heart that belongs to you 'til the time is through
My feelings for you grows deep
er
everyday
Hopin' you'll never leave, every night I pray
I won't let you go, once more let you away
I don't want you turn back on me, just stay
My love for you will forever remain
I won't let you feel even a single pain
I'll do eveything for you, hurt you no more
'Coz you're all i'm livin' for
My world now o
nly
turns on you
I love you and I really do
I'm savin' for you my very first kiss
And all this.. to you, I promise..
/ August 21, 2005
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.: Understanding Love :.
I'm sorry, the first and best word I can say
For all the hurts and tears I gave to you everyday
From the time you came to know me
Your flaming burden was multiplied by three
As time goes on texting each other
We became good friends, gettin' closer
One day you told me you're starting to fall
But how can you fall when you haven't see me at all
Though I'm not sure, I gave you a chance
To prove your love but I told myself it'll be only once
I was wrong that to your love I doubt
Coz I realize it's true love from you I got
Still loving me makes you ill
Sadness and pain again are what you feel
For many times I've been breaking your heart
I feel so bad, I'm doin it even from the very start
I don't want you be hurt anymore
Even to hear your tears fall
I decided to let go of you
Coz you deserve someone who'll love you like you do
For the
time and space that you've given me
I realize, I shouldn't set you free
Why should I let you go
When in fact I really love you so
Well I just want to thank you for everything
For the laughter and joys in my life you bring
You'll always be my one and only baby..
Thank you for the understanding love that you're giving me
/ June 19, 2005
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.: My # 1 Friend :.
I know I've been hur
tin'
you many times already
It's all my fault, I know.. I'm so sorry
I've never been a best friend to you
All I do is to make you feel so blue
Now I feel I'm slowly losin' you
You don't believe in me anymore though it's true
I don't know why you have to do this
It's only each other we missed
I'd always wanted to be your best
Compare to your other friends, they're less
But I know I'm not as important as they are
'Cuz I only got the smallest part in your heart
I don't know what else I could do
To prove that you're my best and its true?
To tell you honestly, I'm slowly givin' up
But 'til I haven't heard its enough, I won't stop
It hurts to see you slowly fadin'
'Coz I thought our friendship has no endin'
Now it's hard for me to come to you so near
The possibility of you to turn away my big fear
Become my best friend, I won't force you to be
I know you have a lot of friends much better than me
But for me you'll still be my very best
My # 1 friend, never been replaced by anyone else..
/ April 19, 2005
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.: No More :.
Some of my friends know,
but some don't
That I have a big crush on you, Idiot!
But you don't neither see or feel
That my feelings for you is truly real
Girls do come and go in your sad and lonely life
But still it paints black and white
The right girl haven't come yet
You've gone to a lot of hurts, but just wait
I know one day you'll realize the meaning of my existence
I'm more than the other, you're searching for less
I've been loving you since the first day
The day someone like you comes my way
All these years, I kept asking myself
Why until now I'm feeling for you this way?
When I know I'm just a friend since the start
Your adviser when you had a broken heart
You don't know but whenever you told me stuff like that
I felt like dying, it hurt so much, it hurt so bad
Stupid! the best word to describe me at this time
Cuz I'm loving someone, I know his love will never be mine
Everyday I kept on thinking
What's the sense of leaving
Will you realize my importance
If never you'll see me even at a glance?
Its hard for me to just let you g
o
But I need to and I want you to know..
My world turns on you, I love you so..
To escape hurt and pain, it's time for me to go
I should accept now that we're not for each other
Cuz from the very first day, you just treat me as your sister
I admit you're the ideal guy to God I wished for
But now I want you to know, I LOVE YOU.. NO MORE!
/ March 26, 2005
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.: Bakit Ikaw? :.
Maraming ibang pwedeng mapansin
Pero bakit sayo napatingin?
Hindi ko maintindihan
Ano ba 'tong nararamdaman?
Sa unang pagkikita
Ako sayo'y napatulala
Hindi ko maintindihan
Puso'y naguguluhan
Mula noon lagi kang hinahanap
Baka sakaling makita kang sumulyap
Hindi ko maintindihan
Bakit ba gusto kang tignan?
Sa pagdaan ng mga araw iyong napansin
Ako pala sayo'y laging nakatingin
Hindi ko maintindihan
Ngayon nahihiya kang sulyapan
Sa tuwing makikita ka
Puso'y sumasaya
Hindi ko maintindihan
Ba't sayo ito nararamdaman?
Araw-araw ika'y iniisip
Kahit sa gabi ika'y nasa panaginip
Hindi ko maintindihan
Totoo ba itong nararamdaman?
Nahihirapan na akong itago
Ang nilalaman ng aking puso
Hindi ko maintindihan
Ito ba'y aking pagsisisihan?
Sana minsan maramdaman mo
Na may lihim na nagmamahal sayo ng totoo
Hindi ko maintindihanl
Pag-ibig ko ba'y kayang suklian?
Nalulungkot akong isipin
Na ang pag-ibig mo'y di para sa akin
Hindi ko maintindihan
Ba't ba na sayo ang aking pagmamahal...
/ December 19, 2004
* for my secret
crush hehehe....
.: I Will :.
The
day you became my best
friend
Is the happiest and memorable ever
Its true believe me it's from my heart
In my heart that everything in you will mark
I've been in a different school for my search
Search for my best friend here on earth
And now for so many years finally I have found
A true friend I need, just there waiting around
One time on August I made a wish
That one day I can be in your close friends' list
I don't expect He'll grant what I'm wishing for
'Coz I know, in my mind it'll be impossible
But as time comes and goes
We get along real close
Almost everyday we're together
Sharing everything, mostly smiles and laughter
God gave me the best friend all my life I'd wish for
A friend who'll understand me, in fact you're even more
Really I'm so thankful that once in my life
I found someone like you who turns this darkness back to light
You're there when I need
you most
When I'm alone, sad, confused and lost
You're there to listen, you're there to care
You're willing to help anytime.. anywhere
I care for you, I know you
know that
I treasure and cherish you really so much
You've done a lot of things for me
I'm your best friend, I will always be
When you're in need, I will
be there
When you cry, I'll wipe away your tears
I'm your friend I know what you feel
You don't have to worry 'coz I'm near
Thank you 'coz you're always there for me
So when you need a friend promise I'll be
I will never let you fall
Just believe 'coz for you I'll give my all
You're the precious gift this year I have received
Being your "BEST" until now I can't believe
You're 1 of the most important person in my life
So when you're in trouble, for you I'm ready to fight
I don't care if you don't feel the same
It doesn't matter if you forget my name
I just want you to know how important you are
I'm hoping this friendship we built will go so far
On your birthday I wish you happiness everyday
Just always remember I'm always here to stay
Even if it really doesn't show
You're one of the friend I loved the most
Thanks for being nice,
gentle and kind
For understanding, listening what's on my mind
Thanks for being my greatest friend
My friend since yesterday... today and 'til the end
I hope wi
th
this I made you smile
A smile that is not just for a while
'Coz I wrote this poem especially for you
Hoping you'll keep it as time goes through