My sister is possibly the best ever! well she is!
She sent me a cd of like 170 songs! all different albums, including acceptance, poison the well, rocket summer, alkaline trio, afi and moreeee.
mwahahahaha.
I want to start sending my sister care packages. Because i bloody care about her so much, she seriously rocks. I want to give her a hug now now NOW. She does come home soon, i can't wait.
Talking of not being able to wait, i can't wait till The Mars Volta this sunday! woo yehhh show time.
And also my little Fi Fi Bon Be Be (Fia) is ill! i just want to tuck her up in bed and give her a hot water bottle and make her all better :)
I'm getting more inspired by the Vector. I want me and Laura to start up our own graphics company and be kick ass. But i need to talk to her about it! Still shes the one with the drawing capabilitys and i'm the girl with the computer lovin'.
oh yeah when i get my VW camper van (which i will get no matter how un-reliable it is) i'm gonna name it the Vector Van. oh baby! its gonna be sweet.
College SUCKED today, it always sucks. Its a waste of time, even these kids started speaking to me because they always wondered why i just walked about listening to music and never smiling... but they were stoners? so they suck too! but whatever they kinda made me laugh and i think they thought i was older looking!? PAH! yeah right i look like 12, they thought i went to The Brush and The Alex? they obviously don't hang out with girls that are 18? and they are 18 themselves.
I'm getting a job at Four Acres Farm Shop, hopefully if they think i'm cool enough.
Pat and Godard will come round soon, we will watch a mmmmovie maybe and eat and sit with Chicken George.
"ohh Chicken George your so funny! Have you been working out?"
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18/11/03 time: 7:55 pm
Chicken George is magical. He is everybody that i forgot to put on the list.
Or his just some weird thing that me and Rob made up because we like chicken. But i'd go with the 1st one.
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17/11/03 time: 7:08 pm
I am bored, so i'm going to do this utterly pointless, boring and long survey, because i haven't done a survery in YONKS:
20 favorite things to do
19 things you did this week
18 people you know
17 bands/singers/groups you like
16 favorite movies
15 things you hate
14 things you love
13 favorite foods
12 favorite beverages
11 tv shows
10 things you want to do before you die
9 favorite songs
8 things you can't do you wish you could
7 things you say alot
6 people you find attractive
5 favorite places to shop
4 favorite places to eat
3 people you love
2 things you want more than anything
1 cause you believe in
I can't blieve i just did that
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17/11/03 time: 4:07 pm
Nearly done my project.
Still need to do some designs and evaluations and thats that.
I feel really weird today, just like blahhh...
Band yesterday was rather random. We are slowly finishing off the song i've been doing and it sounds all pretty. Then we started doing this 80s stadium rock song, oh dear? Fia loved it ofcourse but my lord! THE 80s! I said we all need some big greasy wigs.
ahhhh Max my internet boyfriend, just kidding! hehe Flash Boyfriend check it out. I played it AGES ago and so i thought i would play again. We just went to the beach, and i kicked this big biker dude in the nuts... how great of a girlfriend am i?!
Righty hoe, i think i'm gonna take bath!
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16/11/03 time: 10:33 am
I was going to go Lakeside with my Mummy today, but, my mum said to go next week on the monday... that seems a better idea.
I have been looking at this really kick ass design company kind of thing called Rinzen. The graphics are REALLY cool, and i've been getting all inspired to start doing my own vector images. I have an idea and yesterday Rob made it better by changing it abit, so hopefully i can start doing that soon.
Sometimes i can't understand people, they are just not inspired to do anything. Its like there life is just growing up, having a job, maybe get married, then DIE. I mean what the hell is that? I don't want to do that at all. I want to do something with my life, create something beautiful, inspire others to do better, to create something MORE beautiful. (its like emogame 2)
Oh yeh! Bowling For Columbine, is wicked. Micheal Moore is possibly the greatest mind there is. And i can't believe i never knew that America had so much guns? I suppose MTV, shows America as the happy sunny place to be where everyone just goes to parties. It showed the Columbine shooting, where those two kids killed 12 students and a teacher and then shot themselves. They got the bullets from K-Mart. Micheal Moore just tried to find out why they did it.
Seriously read "Stupid White Men" by Micheal Moore, its amazing and i think our generation NEED to know more about the Government.
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15/11/03 time: 7:32 pm
Quick update on the life of ME!
Been busy with work, lots of inspiration from my kick ass art teacher. I'm gonna get a scrap book and just get loads of stuff that i love and i'm going to start making some graphics :)
I was in my attic today looking at christmas stuff and taking photos of christmas crap for my project, it made me all happy.
Tonight i WAS going to either go out with Pat or with Nick Martin and co and i did just get a txt from Fia but that was ages ago... and now i've been invited to Lucies to watch Bowling for Columbine? (i think thats it) and i REALLY want to watch that film, because of Micheal Moore. Lucie and Jo got to see him on friday, very very jealous.
I should be doing work, but this film sounds rockin' and my sisters boyfriend likes it too, so i can chat to him about it too.
Robs mix cd rocks... I LOVE 4 HERO. okays must dash.
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12/11/03 time: 6:13 pm
Band in an hour.
Today was rather amusing... my art teacher is such a goon. I like the fact that 2 of my teachers are quite young so you can just piss about with them.
Got LOADS of work to do, but... i'm a fool and can't be assed. I better print out some pictures or do something.
I was thinking about my dream website on the way home.. oh how beautiful it will be :) it involes fairys and fantasy stuff..
This is random... right i'm going to go and do some work.
Oh but my mix cd from Rob is soo good and funny. It has beauty and the beast song on it! just because we watched beauty and the beast once, its the best song, the first one. It also has some other lovely tracks:
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11/11/03 time: 07:49 am
My daddy might have a jobby :) yay!
This is the first time in AGES where i have come on early... early blogging, how i love it.
I hate tights so much, and today i decided to put to pairs on because its chilly... don't you just hate it when tights are really small and your pulling them and pulling them just so they go all the way up... well that happened to me this morning... i'm scared that when i bend over.. ripppppppp.
Yesterday was weird, i had nothing to do... and in a way that was kind of nice, this week is going to be so weird not working, Pat and Godard came round for 40 mins or so. "My name is RRrrrrruby".
OH YEAH! gotta thank Nick soo much, he posted Little Shop Of Horrors through my door! i thought it was the people next to me, where we had lended our copy to them and they were giving it back and it was just a big coinsidence! but no! Nick who is just the most fantastic person EVER posted it through my door. Thankyou, i very much enjoyed watching it.
The boy made a new mix cd for me :) I can't wait. I LOVE MIX CDS. They are so creative, special and personal.
"Your in my heart, 3000 miles away..." -- movielife.
Okay peeps gonna go and get ready for college.
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10/11/03 time: 4:41 pm
Good News!
Drive Thru Invasion is coming to the UK!
Bad News :(
I'm pretty sure i'm not going to be working at KBBC much longer, Niki told me to take a weeks break. I've already gone down to Asda and got an application form. Anyone know where any good jobs are?
Hopefully i'll be okay... i'm worried that i won't be able to buy all the presents for people that i wanted to buy..
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10/11/03 time: 1:28 pm
I just cleaned my room completely... phew.
I found a bunch of crap from AGES ago and just threw it away, so now my room seems a lot lighter.
Right i need to get on with doing my e-card project. Then hopefully i can go to work, if i have some work to go too? :\
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09/11/03 time: 9:20 pm
Got a new christmas layout on the way.
Its quite simple, but again i drew it so it seems alittle more special to me :)
Last night 9th Angel pulled out? oh i wonder why? Emma took over, which ofcourse i loved. I'm just sorting out all this stuff on windows xp. Got Kazzaa up and running and downloading some stuff.
time: 9:13 pm
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08/11/03 time: 3:31 pm
My Dad is employing to work in Asda :(
It sucks theres no jobs for him at the moment, my mum even said not to buy her a christmas present this year! I hate it when the family sucks on the money.
We had to work 4 and a half hours today at KBBC i just couldn't hack it. I didn't get a lead and it just brings me down... so i'm looking for another job as much as KBBC is rather cosy.
I was going to get an application form for Asda, but that just seems really weird if my Dad might work there?
Tonight i see apparently the best band "around" at the moment, 9th Angel (PAH!)
Ahhh mannnn, cos my brother installed Window XP i now have windows media player which rocks because i have the Harry Potter Skin! and i just made a big playlist on random and the Dum Dums came on. This reminds me of just before i was going out with Rob.... which was probably last year? classic!
I want band practise! now! Damn the man.
The photos below should be working... thought my site has been abit crapped up recently. Geocites, how i detest you. My next project is the website project so i will learn Dreamweaver... and trust me that is when i will get my own .com website.
Ciao i'm off to do some surfing.
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06/11/03 time: 5:00 pm
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06/11/03 time: 4:04 pm
Photos i am in the photos mood.
I wrote a song, kinda. I like it. Its about the first time you meet someone and you really like them.... kinda like So Impossible i guess... but my version. Hopefully Lucie, Fia and Jo can change it and add little things to make it seem more in depth and i still need a chorus but i have the words already.
Laura gave me a cd of a band, i like them. Lucky Laura has a nice English Teacher who will give her lots of cool bands. Thankyou Laura :)
Okays i'm gonna find some random photos to show you all.
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05/11/03 time: 8:11 pm
Went to see The Matrix Revolutions.
I won't say that much, because i don't want to spoil it for others.
But i will say my toes were curled up with tension all the way through, and it is cheesey in some parts, but everyone should of known that by now because the second one was pretty cheesy and most films with Love in is cheesy... so you can't really avoid it.
College is cool at the mo, learning Cinema 4D, and i really like that.
My brothers coming home?! i completely forgot about that! wow kick ass. I miss my big Bro, never get to see his ugly mug around this place anymore.
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02/11/03 time: 8:33 pm
So smooth, so relaxed, so clean, sooo refreshed
hmmmmmmmm..... (yummy kinda hmmm)
The Sanctuary was AMAZING. So worth the money. You get to use all the products, you can use all the steam rooms, swimming pools, they give you some free tea and free fruit and loads of magazines all over the place!
The Koi Carp Lounge was sooo relaxing and the Swedish Massage was soothing and i just wanted to sleep.
Me and my Mummy felt like top V.I.Ps
Dawsons Creek tonight, which tops off my night perfectly
Tomorrow i think i'm going to chelmsford with Laura where i'm helping out with Lauras art.
By the way.. does anyone have Little Shop Of Horrors on VHS or DVD that they would like to give to me to just watch once. I have such a bad craving for that film and i can't watch it because i can't find it :(
Oh yeah! check out the new Sugar the makeover is my beatiful gorgeous sister. She looks so glam.
Okays amigos off i go, to do something on this ever so clever internet.
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31/10/03 time: 6:29 pm
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31/10/03 time: 6:20 pm
I know i wrote a bunch of stuff yesterday... but now it is all gone?
how weird.
Today is Halloween... there will be a photo of the pumpkin soon.
Yesterday i sow Echelon, with a bunch of people, where we all were on this coach to london, it was in the Buffalo Bar which is quite a nice place i may add... i got very tired and Roberto was very ill and it was all blah. Apart from the music which was FANTASTICO. All 3 bands were amazing Bloc Party, Echelon and Changing Shades.
Theres a band called 9th Angel well the guy in the band Phil is claiming to be the organiser of the WoodhamRock things... even though its my parents and their friends that doing it. It really pissed me off, i think his apologised now. Well they are playing the new WoodhamRock and they are meant to be the Biggest Unsigned Rock Band in England or something stupid like that. I listened to their cd....... IT IS CRAP. The singing is so awful... it has no melody? its all over the place... its just rubbish. I was really dissapointed if there meant to be the next best rock band to grace the earth.
Tonight, i'm hoping some crazy thing will just pick me off my of my feet so i can have a good time. But i don't think thats going to happen. Still i can try right? So me and Fia and Laura are gonna hopefully try and find something to do.
I just got some trick or treaters... who looked incredibly wrong and toooo old to be trick or treating... but hey! whatever. I gave them there chocolate, the best thing about halloween is the left overs of sweets.
Okays i'm off to hmm... upload of the photo then talk to some peeps on msn.
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29/10/03 time: 2:07 pm
I'm kinda glad its a rainy day.
I like to just snuggle up in my bed with a hot chocolate while watching Sister Act 2, which is ALWAYS on sky movies. Today was the first day in AGES i stayed asleep till 11. Normally i wake up at 8:30 and i just can't get back to sleep, but i awoke at 8:30 and zoooom i was back asleep. It was lovely.
I thought my e-card was gonna work out with the music because i sorted it out, but then something else went wrong... so thats dumped.
I just need a decent background and its gonna be eversosweet. It is taking me AGES though, but i have figured out how to do some really kick ass stuff with Flash so i am really pleased with myself.
Happy Birthday to Dave and Steppy
Chicken George is sexy and lovely and the best person ever in the world! because he lives in all of us :)
There you go Dave! Now go and have a game of pool with Chicken George and i'm sure he'll give you a birthday present! hehe Happy Birthday Dave.
1. dream
2. play drums
3. cuddle
4. sing loudly when no-one is in my house
5. take baths
6. blog
7. take photos
8. go to see shows
9. laugh
10. be stupid and immature and say stuff like "fi fi bon be be"
11. get loose like a goose
12. eat bacon sandwhiches
13. listen to music
14. make up stupid storys in my head that could NEVER happen, but like to think they are reality anyways.
15. cry at dawsons creek
16. kiss
17. be with my sister
18. make muffins with laura
19. sing chloe-oe-oe with james and tom (coheed and cambria)
20. be with my lover
1. watched bowling for columbine
2. had band practise
3. got upset
4. got happy
5. ate bacon round james and toms house
6. watched james and tom jam
7. looked at old photos from when i was a kid at christmas
8. watched gremlins with roberto
9. went the PMTs and watched james play an Electric Acoustic.
10. ate a chocolate twist from Sainsbury
11. got inspired from my art teacher
12. cuddled rob
13. did alot of work
14. listened to coheed and cambria tooo much
15. listened to my boys mix cd that i adore
16. got some body mud and put it all over my body and had a bath
17. went on 2 dates with Max from trouble.co.uk
18. blogged
19. sung
1. Laura
2. Rob
3. Fia
4. Greg
5. Pat
6. Godard
7. Lucie
8. Jo
9. Mel
10. James
11. Tom
12. Ryan
13. Kara
14. Dave
15. Rob (another one)
16. Mark
17. Lee
18. Chicken George
1. Rx Bandits
2. Coheed and Cambria
3. Dashboard
4. Phantom Planet
5. Steel Train
6. Mew
7. The Jackson 5
8. Yellowcard
9. Incubus
10. Reel Big Fish
11. Saves The Day
12. Brand New
13. Taking Back Sunday
14. The Mars Volta
15. The Eels
16. Taheti 80 (i think thats how u spell them)
17. 4 Hero
1. Harry Potter
2. Donnie Darko
3. Bowling For Columbine
4. Gremlins
5. Mary Poppins
6. Matilda
7. Shes All That
8. The Matrix
9. Detroit Rock City
10. Empire Records
11. Chocolat
12. Little Shop Of Horrors
13. Mallrats
14. Amelie
15. Wedding Singer
16. Josie and the pussy cats
1. Big sweaty men
2. Girls with a cockney accent
3. Spots
4. being alone
5. Being stupid
6. Sea food
7. Horrible kids.
8. Smoking
9. Slutty boys, that stair at every single girl that goes by.
10. Slow internet connection
11. Being depressed
12. no hugs for a period of time
13. crying (unless its to dawsons creek)
14. ex-ma
15. failing
1. shows
2. music
3. books
4. photography
5. art (graphics)
6. web design
7. Roberto
8. My girly friends
9. playing music
10. my family
11. cute babies
12. the stars
13. sparkley things
14. kisses
1. Chicken
2. Strawberry Laces
3. Clementines
4. Popcorn
5. Chocolate Twists
6. Fahetas? (i think thats how u spell them)
7. Mexican food in general
8. Dough Balls
9. Brownies
10. Peas
11. Bacon Sandwhiches
12. Apples
13. Cookies
1. water
2. fruit smoothies
3. white chocolate mocha
4. coca cola
5. grape, apple and something fruit juice from asda
6. sholer
7. chocolate milk
8. apple juice
9. tea
10. milk
11. Yop
12. Milkshakes
1. Dawsons Creek
2. Ally Mcbeal
3. Sex And the City
4. Grand Designs
5. Homefront
6. What Not To Wear
7. MTV2
8. Quatum Leap
9. hmmm... i don't watch all that much t.v
10.
11.
1. Have children
2. Get married.
3. Get reconized for doing good work.
4. help the world
5. play in a band and make others happy
6. inspire other people
7. go to new york on a huge shopping spree
8. go to Italy
9. be friends with a famous person
10. play guitar
1. rx bandits -- sell your beautiful
2. dashboard confessional -- so impossible
3. jackson 5 -- want you back
4. brand new -- soco ameretto lime
5. coheed and cambria -- track 4 (on the self titled album)
6. elbow -- new born
7. incubus -- the warmth
8. taking back sunday -- track 9
9. saves the day -- this is not an exit
1. speak a foreign language
2. play guitar
3. sing beautifully
4. be an A* student
5. go on a shopping spree
6. go to the war demonstration
7. hang out in places like the alex
8. drive
1. yay
2. vintage
3. chloe-o-o i wish god damn it we'll make it if you believe
4. hehe
5. how gay
6. hello my name is chloe i'm calling from kbbc, this is just a quick call to let you know about our perfect home campaign where we are just currently offering selected homeowners a free plan, design and quotation service on the kitchen! (well i won't say it much anymore because i got sacked! oopsie!)
7. hmmm.
1. Roberto
2. Jesse from brand new
3. Kenny from starting line
4. Laura (hehe)
5. Chris Carrabba
6. Brandon Boyd
1. H&M
2. pop boutique
3. hmv
4. slip disc
5. asda
1. la tasca
2. pizza hut
3. mexican places
4. back in time
1. Roberto
2. Laura and Fia
3. My mummy and the rest of my lovely family
1. to be loved
2. to be inspiring
1. no more president bush
I for some reason started watching Glitter (the stupid film with Mariah Carey), why do i always watch Sister Act 2 and Glitter on sky movies? Sister Act 2 is brilliant, but Glitter is a bunch of crap.
I'm glad my art teacher is pushing me, i think without Dan my course would SUCK.
It was also about how everyone has fear. Of everything and how the media just makes people more afraid. I'm gonna live in Canada when i get older, it seems like one cool place.
okays that enough from me this morning.
James and Tom have some real cool graphics books that i think i'm inlove with. I want some but have no money.
James has taught me how to play alittle of Brand New on the guitar! i want to know more! moreee...
"WHERE? WHere are my? Where are my p? Where are my panties??" oh how i love Andre. (Ice Cold, check out the new outkast split album) but how much MORE i love my boy :)
"feed me seymourrrr" hehe.
"Clo-oh-e-oh-oh, Clo-oh-e-oh-oh i wish god damn it, we'll make it if you believe :)" -- coheed and cambria with a little changing for the words to my name
Home Grown, Allister, The Early November, and Hidden In Plain View all playing under one roof! Thats pretty kick ass.
listening too: Brand New
I really hate having a dial up connection, i want broadband. I can't download anything from Kazzaa, i just want to hear Death Cab For A Cutie and see if their anything special.
Just had band, we didn't really do all that much, just talked which is always cool. I like it that i hardly know Jo and Lucie because i get to know them. But i showed them my song and they love it and it rocks, because i'm playing guitar? me? play guitar?
ccrrrazy.
So i just went in for a job at a farm shop :) i like animals.
But also Flask and another band, who could be okay, maybe.
Come along, bring a friend or two and laugh at 9th Angel with me, come on i know you want to? Lou Hitchins Studio, 7:30, �2.50.
Or a cuddle would be nice.
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College was tirering.. i had to run for the train and missed it by 10 seconds, but lucky for me my mummy came and picked me up from Wickford. I had Brand New to keep me occupied anyways.
Still... see it, if your wanting to complete the story.
I hope they bring out more Animatrix stuff... that shows the aftermarth of everything. Just little stories and concepts.
Tonight i shall sleep since about 5 people today said to me "are you tired?", i must look like i'm going to die or something... but when i looked in the mirror i looked fine? maybe i just always look tired but no-one ever REALLY looks? thats a frightening concept.
Okay i'm gonna go play guitar! did you hear that? i'm learning guitar. Well... kind of. I figured that in our band we all change instruments and i want to try and create some guitar.
its my mummys birthday
Hmmmm so dreamy.
I can't wait till tomorrow... its going to be so exciting, The Sanctuary! wo yehhh. I really feel like i want to swim and stuff aswell.. so its going to be very cool and nice and relaxing. I hope my mummy enjoys it :)
"little shop, little shop of horrors, bup shoeee up little shop or terror bup shoee up little shop of horrors bup bup bup shoeeee upppp"
woah... wouldn't wanna see that face down a dark alley. ;)
i've started a new idea where i scanned in the christmas tree fairy in the flower fairys book and she like taps her wond and the poem in the book come on the screen.