I've had a good day... i still smell of garlic from last night, my my, it was a crazy but very good night at La Tasca, sometimes i like to forget my troubles and just have a laugh.
Emily guessed the waiters name right, Matt! but on the bill it said Bruce... we were outraged. And Sting "message in a bottle". We've decided to get together every wednesday.
Yeah after class today, Stan the Man picked me up and we went to Chelmsford with my sissy, stan, james, tom and mark. I like new friends. (big up the kinder egg clang)
I see Rob tonight, but i have a feeling his going to want to stay away from the breath... i might actually swollow some toothpaste.
oh yeh! and the best things... both my ticket for funeral for a friend and my dickies! wooooo and coheed and cambria and buttons came today.. dude i am happy.
i love my trousers. Shall wear them when i see Aryton.. or however you spell it?
(lawrence and sams band)
Oh my god! more news... might be in a band! yes thats right... a band! wooo yeh. With Thea, Joe and Lucie. Lucie is incredible so that would be cool to work with her, i reckon her mind would come up with crazy and brilliant stuff. I want to be crazy and brilliant.
Right i'm going to swallow some toothpaste... ohh but first i might post photos.
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17/09/03 time: 3:02
I am sick of writing about films and games and games and films.. so i'm going to write here instead.
I got out a book on flash 5, but i somehow think its too complex for my liking. Still i learnt how to make an object move across the screen today! it was amusing.
This kid in my class called David (well i think his a bit of a shlag) so when he was talking to me i drew him naked flying into a bum... mwhahahha i am so funny.... yeah as you can tell i get bored here.
I am so excited about tonight. LA TASCA with the girls. sooo good gonna get dressed up and wear this dress i've never been able to wear before.
I also need to book tickets to go to the lord of the rings exhibition. And hopefully my package will have come today. New dickies new dickies.
it is really really hot in here. If Nelly was here i'm sure i would take off all my clothes.. it really is that hot. They need air conditioning in this room.
Luckerly i'm wearing the poka dot dress so it isn't too hot for me.
Mann yeah the old boss has come back to KBBC and Niki has gone :( seriously i'm depressed about it. Niki was really alright to me, sure she favoured people over others but she still made me actually want to kinda work and do well. Magnus or however you spell his silly name just sits there, being a fatty.
to make me happy i shall sing a song:
I want my drawing lesson to be over and then i can go home and get washed.
"heyy mr crow, why are you always stoned?????"
I must go peeps teacher is coming over now...
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15/09/03 time: 9:22 am
Grrrr wrote a bunch of stuff and now its gone! DAMN YOU GEOCITIES.
i'll just break it down,
Sow a shooting star last night,
And that is all i shall say.
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14/09/03 time: 9:37 am
Steppy, i want to give you a hug, hope your okay my dear i shall ring you today.
Last night was absolutely brilliant. Seriously out of ALL the bands i have ever seen Emma were by far the best performance. I was so unhappy Rob was leaving, you can tell he loves to perform. His leaving because theres no time to practise, he always seems to be unhappy before a show because they haven't practised in ages.... sooo. yeh. It is hard being in a band, you all have to have the same exspectations and feelings and willingness to practise.
Anyways.. Strange Duck. I love them. The Actons are possibly the greatest family around. I hope they keep playing shows i will definitely go to them.
Today i plan on lying around and doing nothing because i haven't had a lazy sunday for ages and i need one.
I want to eat at La Tasca, but all of us girls are busy! it sucks bum bum.
My package of things hasn't arrived yet god damn! i want my dickies now now now.
Ahh man its Pippas birthday! Happy Birthday my dear, even though i don't think you read my blog but whatever!
okays... must either go back to bed, watch some morning tv, shower or eat ? all sounds very lazy sunday like :o)
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13/09/03 time: 9:32 am
Finally a Saturday!
I'm enjoying College a bit more.
The people in my class have come alive and they are all nice kids, but i still haven't really found a clicked person yet.
Yesterday had a chicken burger in Route 66... sooo yummy.
And my project is actually looking good and not messy! I am proud. I have planned each page and it looks good. Oh yeh not doing Donnie Darko anymore. I'm going to do "Detroit Rock City", because it reminds me of Emily Steph and Laura and i like to have them in thought while doing my project. And it is a kick ass film and i bet it would be a well funny game.
Having a bit in the game where you have to strip, like Hawk.
Yehhh i would love it.
Tonight Emma play and it is the last time i shall see my gorgeous Roberto sing for them :( but Emma shall still carry on as a band with a new singer :). It will be good to hang out with everyone i am much excited.
Dude my kitchen sold yesterday :) i am working again today for 4 hours. I'm hoping the time will pass fast. My sister also leaves for a few days today to Nottingham, its going to be weird when she leaves and doesn't come back till Christmas. I love my sister.
Anyways must be off my darling blog readers. (if there is any)
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12/09/03 time: 11:32 am
just sitting in college and i'm gonna do the Friday Five
1. Is the name you have now the same name that's on your birth certificate? If not, what's changed?
2. If you could change your name (first, middle and/or last), what would it be?
3. Why were you named what you were? (Is there a story behind it? Who specifically was responsible for naming you?)
4. Are there any names you really hate or love? What are they and why?
5. Is the analysis of your name at kabalarians.com accurate? How or how isn't it?
I'll comment on this when i get home. But now i have to go back to class.
.Yep, i would like to do many things, but i am a lazy person... and any bet that will make me un successful.
.I do hate fighting, but i won't avoid conflict if it needs to be talked about.
. I do need support from people when i'm making a decision, but when its something i'm sure about then i go for it no matter what.
. Yeah i guess the inner tension makes me not want to run around so much... but sometimes i enjoy abit of physical work out :)
. Man.. the bit about my feelings, so true. I always try and hide my feelings but that never seems to work so i just end up being really quiet and stupid.
. I disagree with espressing my thoughts bit, i can do that well and i think its quite easy to get to know me, it just depends if i feel comfortable with a person. But i definitely desire good friendship.
. Well.. from this blog you can tell that i love to express my feelings in writing. Not all the time though, its good to have a persons reaction instead of just some writing infront of me.
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11/09/03 time: 4:49 pm
Been so sleepy because of College.
The trains are actually a hassel and i thought i'd be okay with them. Today though it took me an hour waiting at wickford to get a connection to south woodham.
I like my art teacher, she never seems to think anything is bad and always gives good compliments.
I got out a couple of books today, one about darkrooms. I like the fact i can go to a libary and the people are nice there, in willy de there so moody.
Oh yeh so my sisters makeover was lots of fun... i do have photos just haven't uploaded them yet. We put these hulk hands on and the makeup artist was Declan Donaldlys girlyfriend. She was just lovely, she just looked really glam. Even though she wasn't at all dressed up. I would LOVE to photograph models it would just be so fun. I was looking at all the equipment and how i wished i had it all.
I have to go to work soon, it sucks that i can't write more on the internet... but i know i'm gonna be busy all the time from now on.
updateo soono.
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08/09/03 time: 7:43 am
I forgot to say...
my sisters getting a makeover from Sugar today in London! like the one i had! So i'm going with her too, because Sarah (my cousin) is just very very cool. I get to return to the perfect apartment that i love and i'm gonna take loads of photos.
Shall be fun, then i will return after going to Topshop.
See you later peeps.
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06/08/03 time: 4:22 pm
photos...
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06/08/03 time: 4:18 pm
Yesterday emotions went everywhere...
Luckierly had the boy for a shoulder to cry on.
College just isn't what i thought it was going to be, maybe i had this crazy idea that i would meet people who i clicked with, but i haven't. I haven't found one person. Which sucks.
I am lucky to have my lovely friends though, they all seem like there having a cool time and in a way i'm kinda glad Lauras gone to sixth form because i get to phone her every day and we have a bunch of stuff to talk about.
I did have this crazy idea about going to Sixth Form and changing but i've realised now thats just stupid. I am looking forward to learning in my course.
We did go to the Southend version of BattleLan yesterday... oh dear we are a class of GEEKS. not the cool kinda geeks, but the very bad non-communicative geeks. It was okay though, they did play Less Than Jake there and Spunge and aload of cheese pop punk. I met a kid called CHICKEN! hehe. He was a nice kid and gave me some free food and minstrals (POO DROPS) and taught me how to play this random gun game, that i bet i could get quite addicted to... but i'm not going to.
My tutor is rather cool, he really like Donnie Darko and actually explained some stuff i never new about the film before! He has designed a site for his friend who does Comic Book Art... and it was amazing art, like proper comic book brilliantness. I really hope his friend comes in.
Tonight i could just stay in by myself or if Steph and Laura are out of work then i could see them.
I hope my baby Roberto is okay... you will be fine tomorrow my lovely.
Oh yeh also bought some Dickies trousers, Coheed and Cambria and two buttons a *cheer up emo kid* one and I love mullets one, because the boy wanted that one.
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04/08/03 time: 7:29 pm
First day of college...
Blahhh...
I'm alittle scared. I think i had way to high exspectations of it all. Theres only 3 girls in my class. I talked to Lucy she seems very lovely and the other looks a little quiet. Infact all my class are quiet or just not... like me.
I was just exspecting people to be a little crazy you know, loud, chatty, liking music and websites and going to see bands and stuff. And there was not one person like that.
Well except Alex, but his older than me and i know him from here. I want to know people from Billericay and Southend and Brentwood and all over.
My tutor Ben is a lovely guy, very friendly i just hope his strict... even just alittle he kind of reminds me of Mr Allan which is not a good sign.
The things i'm going to learn look AMAZING! soon enough guys i should get my own .com website.... and then i shall be QUEEN! muhahahahaha. (only joooking)
We watched the whole of the animatrix dvd which i really wanted to see and its amazing. The effects and stuff and really cool.
Tomorrow we go to an arcade and battle against eachother... oh my... hehe
DUDE! i almost forgot, last night i went to see OKGO! really really fun. Good old Russel managed to get FREE tickets, and phoned me up at the last minute. So i went with Laura and Steph too! Okgo are so impressive i hope they get another hit. They deserve it.
I am knackered but i've already been set a project that i think i'm gonna start now.
I have to design a game thats been based on a film. Like the matrix, charles angels, the hulk or lord of the rings.
I think i'm gonna do Donnie Darko :)
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02/09/03 time: 9:21 pm
yyyyaawn.
me= sleepy.
today i phoned someone that had the last name Batman! i was gonna say my name was Robin but they never picked up :( i got a lead though. :)
Robertos gonna sleep over soon... hopefully he shall be here.
Tomorrow i'm going to C-ford with the girls, stationary shopping but i have no money still i shall look and be with the girlies that i love.
Then thursday is college day, i'm not nervous just very very excited. Can't wait to meet my new class and learn new things.
Spiders are crawling on my ceiling. ergh they are so blahhh.
Watched Donnie Darko with Kieron Nick and Rob. We all discussed how some things just don't link. I would like to have a class on Donnie Darko just so i understood some of the issues and things, but i also suppose with that film some of it is left to the imagination.
Grandma Death has cool hair. When i'm a granny thats the style i'm going for.
I also just realised i like the name Gretchen.. and i think about it and think... hmm but then i like it.
Weird me.
I think i'll show you some photos now.
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01/09/03 time: 3:44 pm
Haven't been writing much because:
I start college on thursday, wow me a college girl :) i am confused whether or not to go to Southend tomorrow with my sister and the twins and meet Stanley again. It would be cool but i feel like the little kid since they are all 18. Still they are all nice people and Route 66 rawks my socks.
Looking at shoes i can not buy :(
Where is Roberto i need to talk to him.. why is he at silly work. I have pictures to show you but my connection... oh the rubbishness of it.
HOPEFULLY i can get my brothers old i-mac soon... its blue! and will go with my room very nicely. Then i shall never leave my room again muhahahaha.
Thats what i said to my mummy and she got a little worried.
We people must be off to do other silly things.
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31/08/03 time: 10:29 am
Gotta be very quick. I got three leads yesterday! and now i'm gonna work today aswell. Been busy with stuff...
Gonna see Thursday and Coheed and Cambria ANd Further Seems Forever :)
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29/08/03 time: 10:10 am
Friday Five time
2. If yes, where are you going (high school, college, etc.)? If no, when did you graduate?
3. What are/were your favorite school subjects?
4. What are/were your least favorite school subjects?
5. Have you ever had a favorite teacher? Why was he/she a favorite?
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29/08/03 time: 10:04 am
I've enrolled to Southend yay!
Shall be much much fun. I've even got some kind of new friends. Well James who is a twin to Tom, i met them both already at Dashboard and it turns out they are doing going to southend uni. And Stanley and Luke who are much older but very funny and nice boys.
So me and my sister hung out at the Route 66 in Southend because she wanted to meet up with Stanley and i had fun. I hope i can hang out there when i go to Southend since it is for over 18s.
Yesterday i went to London with Roberto, he has new hair, i love it. We just bought some random stuff and had a pizza hut buffet :) then i fell asleep on the train. It was a lovely jubbly day.
Today i shall see how my lovelys, steph and laura are doing, i hope there not at work and book myself some more shifts at the hell hole KBBC. I don't know whether to carry on doing KBBC while at college... i will sooo not get any leads and i will get fired soon anyway but whatever!
You can soo tell Autumn is here. The temperature has just changed completely and its all dull outside.
Oh yehh i plan on getting Dickie trousers.. hopefully i can get some today.
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26/08/03 time: 10:54 pm
Just felt like doing the friday five
1. When was the last time you laughed?
2. Who was the last person you had an argument with?
3. Who was the last person you emailed?
4. When was the last time you bathed?
5. What was the last thing you ate?
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25/08/03 time: 11:13 pm
now for the Germany trip in Cologne.
As i always say i'm never fond of holidays.
But i can't say i was constantly depressed because i wasn't, i had fun.
ATE LOADS and had fun. Cologne is gorgeous me and my sister said that if a uni was there and we weren't so lomesome and none german speaking we would love to go there.
The church, as much as some church's scare me was beautiful and massive and there were loads of skater and alternative people outside to watch.
And down at the river bit there were fire people in the night, i wish i actually brought the right camera charger... yes i am an idiot (but an idiot who passed english and maths, hehe don't forget!)
We went to a chocolate museum! it was soooo kick ass and at the time i was reading Chocolat.. beautiful book, MUCH better than the actual film itself with greater detail and better story line. Anyways soo i was thinking about opening a chocolate shop when i was older or even just learning how to make chocolates by hand (soo blatantly won't do it but still a nice thought).. yeah it was good.
They had the BEST ice cream shops and i had possibly the NICEST mexican everr.
I definitely had an alright time. I was a little ill.. even though the air seemed clean my throat didn't like it too much.
Yep Germanys a nice place, also crossed the line into Holland.
Will have pictures soon.
Must ring Roberto now who is camping with all his bum loving friends.. (cough Lawrence, Jordan, Johnny boyyy whoever he is!?)
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25/08/03 time:8:59 pm
If you can't hack anymore of the results or can't really be assed with reading about how i'm just the coolest girl around (ha! joking there kiddys) do not read on.
Back!
And as promised the results!
I PASSED EVERYTHING!!!!
Thats right kids i passed English and MATHS?! WITH C's!
"FUCKING A! I RAWK!"
Now for the others... lets start with all the lovely little C's i got
Now for the 2 gorgeous B's
Now for that ever so sexy (just like steph and stacey, thankyou for the guest book entry) A..
I mean what the hell?! i can harldy sing, can hardly play piano, did my coursework in the last week possible of doing it. Studied alittle for the exam and i didn't even expect a C and i got an A.
I hate to brag but i'm still not over how proud i am of myself and normally i'm never happy with myself... so i'm just gonna be little miss Ego, i'm so great, look at me, look at me i passed MATHS and i CAN SING! (even if it is good charlotte change with me crapping my pants while singing)
Dude and well done to EVERY BLOODY OTHER RAWKING KID. no matter how you did you still deserve some "bigging up" for those horrible horrible exams and now we never have to deal with gay boy teachers again.
I have to say, i am the most proud of Rob... he got a B in English and passed Maths too.. Mrs Smoton his english teacher said he would never pass and they always just said to Rob, you can NEVER come to sixth form... when infact he could do whatever he god damn could now with all the results he got. We were both just so amazed with ourselves and eachother... i can't even describe how it was so beautiful it was for both of us.
And Laura... you are amazing do whatever YOU feel right.. and even if you choose something your not sure of just think you still have the rest of your life.
soo peeps i will talk about germany soon. But for now i must see Dawsons Creek and sex and the city! woooo.
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20/08/03 time: 2:54 pm
I'll be back you'll see :) with results in my hand too.
For now i hope you all like the new Dashboard background, because i do.
I'm a bit peeved off since tomorrow i have to leave at 12:30 and i get my results at like 11 oclock.. so not enough time to see everyone i want to see. I will cope. Work tonight... blah... but then the boys house for some much needed hugs and random watching of the t.v.
Update on monday, or maybe in some weirdo German internet cafe. But who knows?! have a good weekend people.
how do you say bye in german? hehe i have no club.
instead i'll just say
Ciao.
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19/08/03 time: 0:54 am
I need to write, i've been thinking for a good month about things..
Like poverty, racism, aids, fair trade, war, superficial beauty, womens rights, free education, my generation of teenagers, drugs, smoking, underage sex, pregnancy, global warming, animal rights. You name it, i've been thinking about it.
It started when i was listening to the Rx bandits album... i mean i've thought about this for a while, for sometime i thought about global warming and Esso.. the evil petrol station. But i mean i never REALLY got into it... and realised what it was doing to the world...
But anyway, the rx bandits album... the lyrics well, there not just lyrics, there are things in those words that really stand out at me. Things that make me want to get up and do something. I've researched into somethings and when i sow coldplay at V i sow that thing Chris the lead singer always has on his hand Make Trade Fair.com so i went on the site and i've been checking it out and its just another thing that makes me want to get up and DO something.
I can't explain everything on here, but it just makes me sad... Rob said to me yesterday that if you have money in your bank and in your wallet you are part of the 10% of the world that are virtually rich...
I make more money in my stupid ass KBBC job than most people do making shirts or picking coffee beans... and they work for hours on end. Those coffee beans or shirts are bought off for a ridiculous amount of money but the people that slaved away on them get hardly anything... and some of them have familys.
And its just pissing me off now how my generation HAVE to fight with eachother. HAVE to smoke, HAVE to take drugs HAVE to have sex.
"i haven't had sex in a month, i NEED to get some" you've lived with it for most of your life why can't you deal with it now?
Am i the only one that thinks sex is just to over rated for teenagers. Am i the only one that wants to keep it special atleast till i'm an actual adult.
Okay i'm not perfect, i don't do everything right in the world... but why is our generation just a big bunch of whores who feast on attention and popularity....
maybe its just me being un-fashionable or something.
yeah and i completely didn't know that if a mosquito bites someone with h.i.v and then bites you, you can get it. So... yeh... you really never know.
I'm sick of smoking.. if i was queen in the world i would just ban all cigarettes and watch everyone squirm until they got over it and realised that watching a sun rise and getting the warmth inside your belly is better than smoking any day.
hmmm... i bet everyone reading this is just like "what the f***?" . Well as i said i just needed to write about it. Because it makes me sad.
"i can't wait for the day when i hear us all screaming"
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19/08/03 time: 3:38 pm
I managed to upload some photos today, but then my computer froze.
I will write about dashboard and V when i can be on my p.c. And get some good photos.
My geocities account has nearly run out of space... i'm confused about what to do. I first better give it a good clean out, decide what needs to be kept and stuff that needs to go.. but still. I wish i just could work on dreamweaver or something.
Doesn't everyone just LOVE my starting picture... i do. :) the boy looks b.e.a.utiful.
Just a few pictures me and rob took when we were out sometime.
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18/08/03 time: 11:27 pm
GRRRR just got rid of a bunch of writing. HOW annoying.
Sooo anyways i was saying i can't stand the job at KBBC.. its getting to the point where i feel depressed about myself.. which isn't really a nice confidence booster.
And i want the poka dot dress from H&M.
I want to sell fruit in the day time... like Pats job but in the light.
Dawsons creek is toooo good and so is sex and the city. What is up with the frogs?
i don't have much to say.... thats a change!?
I think i want to show you pictures... not writing. but god damn my p.c is poopy so i have to be on my sisters mac.
anyways soo... i think i'll be crusing now and speaking to some peeps.
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listening to: Mix cd rob made me.. the mr crow song.
"you caught me smmmmiling again, you caught me smiling again" <-- thats aimed at Rob there.
listening to the addictive starting line song, on the acoustic ep.
it was pretty.
We had a cool convo on the way home yesterday, we talked about how all the girls in her year were having sex and drinking and smoking and dating boys. She just didn't want to do any of it. She said shes still happy being a kid, you can do all that when your older. I was so happy to hear her say that... excactly how i feel. She is truely a brilliant minded girl. I'm so jealous Rob got her as a little sister. There aren't much teenagers left that won't do any of that, because other wise they won't be cool.
its nice to be reminded that there are still a rare bunch of people left in the world though.
my down button doesn't work!
Its excactly the same, Chloe Louise Brooks. Because i'm too young to get married and i love my name anyways :)
hmmm... hard question. I have a love for the name Gretchen now. Gretchen Rose Brook. That seems pretty cool, but i am very happy with the name Chloe Lou.
Well i was going to be called Harmony. But my Mum hated the fact that i could be nick named Harm. So i think they both went for Chloe and my Dad probably just wanted to call me "Coca, Coca, Cola". How sad
I LOVE J names, Joshua, Jake, Joe, Jesse... and for a girl i can only think of one J, Josephine. But i love that alot. I hate the name Lauren.... quite alot probably because most Laurens i have come across have been pretty god damn evil.
Brief Analysis
Your name of Chloe gives you a very idealistic but passive outlook on life. You desire culture and all the refinements of life but you are inclined to live in your dreams. Although you would like to do many things, procrastination undermines your accomplishment and success in life. You do not like to create issues and will do anything to avoid a conflict. Making decisions is difficult for you without the support and approval of others. This name gives you a very sensitive nature, making you feel much that you do not understand. Your feelings are easily hurt, at which times you are inclined to withdraw and become uncommunicative. Although you desire the friendship and association of others, you find it difficult to express your thoughts through the spoken word, and others find you hard to get to know. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. Inner tension can deplete your physical vitality.
Back and its Saturday, okay well lets digest this bit by bit.
. The bit where it says about culture, thats so true.. i want to have a kinda normal life and have children blah blah blah that stuff, but at the same time i kinda wish i could be famous and be in a band and go out every night.
talking to: Tommy
Ciao
my back hurts... stupid chair.
just a random one of coldplay to start off with, i still wish i could return to that beautiful wonderful night.
this was the church in Cologne, it was soo amazing. and HUGE as you can see.
this was when me and my sister (noticed the retarded sun glasses haha) were on the boat and behind us is the chocolate museum.
i love this shot, these were the candles in the church... they looked beautfil inside.
me and my sis outside the chocolate museum.
listening to: New early november song (baby blue)
I also got a ticket to see Funeral For a Friend with support from The Movielife :) yipeee. okay i DO have photos to show you finally.
listening to: Gatsby's American Dreammmm. (it does not do to dwell on dreams)
the spiders are still crawling.
1. connection is stuuuupid
2. been pretty busy.
1. Are you going to school this year?
Yes ofcourse Southend!
Southend College.
Drama, Graphics. But i don't do them anymore :( i can still kinda do graphics in my art and design course.
Spanish, English, Maths (but i passed them all hahahaha)
Mr Darley (my drama teacher) because he just rocked, he never had a favourite student and he treated all of us the same no matter how good we were. He told it straight, and he told us really funny stories of his life being a teacher and living in dodgy parts of London. And in general he was a brilliant drama teacher.
when i was watching "grand designs indoors" the presenter guy was just so over excited about this building it was funny and cute.
My sister on holiday but i just needed to be in a mood
ohh hard question i never email anyone anymore. But i think it was drive thru records with some photos.
in the morning did a full on scrub.
my dinner... potatoe, chicken and veges.
as you can imagine i was dying with over-happiness... i could hardly breath for a good 10 seconds.. tears just ran down my face and there was no point in trying to hide it because i can quite blatantly say
Maths
English
Science (reading those science books paid off)
Graphics (yes alittle dissapointed but still i'm happy)
SPANISH?! (oh my lord mrs cat hair howard... you managed to get me a C)
Drama (Very VERY happy)
R.E (a big improvment from my E's in my mocks hehe)
MUSIC?!
I think others like Greg and Small deserved an A more than me since there going to be doing Music in the future, you know?
But to know my singing and playing wasn't that bad for an A... i'm damn happy. It has put alot more confidence in that kind of part of my life where i always thought it was just my brother, sister, mum and dad were all better than me (even though my gay boy brother got an A*, still, i know its not a compertition)
you deserved those results the most girly. I think your fabulous.
pplllease your (12, 13, 14, 15 ,16 ,17.. ect) years old or something stupid that like... your not even an adult! you don't even have a proper job..
i know there are people not like that... and right now i just grin and bare it.
and if you have time just check out Make Trade Fair.com
"i can't wait for the day when i hear us all singing together"
in other news: I went to chelmsford just to buy the poka dress.... i think i'm a shopaholic. but its just such a lovely dress. :)
