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07/06/03 time: 4:57 pm
Conversation:
me: "I've got a frog in my throat, imagine a frog was actually in your throat and it popped out"
roberto: "yeh and then it just said "alright mate" and hopped to the window and was like "hmm, could you open the window for me mate", then we just walked there confused and let it out"
oh the weirdness of me and rob.

God damnnnn i feel sooo ill.

Last night me, roberto, laura, lee, james, ad, nick and simon all went to stephs house. I thought it was a nice get to together but i was as normal little emotional, i am thinking laura and steph have trigured it off for me and the whole thing with Lee was a little frightening. We didn't sleep that much and in the morning me and rob just wanted my spare room beds because they are so god damn comfy so we left at like 6:30 in the morning to sleep for ages in the eversocomfy beds. But thankyou anyway my gorgeous Steppy. I hope you had an okay day at work and your parents were okay about the noise... god damn lee
"its not my fault i was kicked in the balls, i was kicked in the balls! how would you feel if you were kicked in the balls?! you wouldn't be able to stay quiet if you were kicked in the balls!! KICKED IN THE GOD DAMNNN BALLS!" hehe.

I woke up feeling fine. I didn't drink anything last night but now i just feel so poopy. My head really really hurts. I've slept, taken paracetamols, tried to massage my temples... but no its still there.

And I HAVE to study today. I set myself the task of reading the whole of my chemistry book. So far i've done like 35 pages. But its killing me. I can't remember all the god damn Convalent and Ionic bonding and Electroyosis experiments. And all those GOD DAMN equations. I need to go over my Carol Ann Duffy poems aswell and make sure i'm ready for my next english exam since on monday i have:
English and Chemistry.... together.

Then it just so happens on the next day i have... MATHS! yay. I think i'm pretty much failed maths.... which sucks my bum because i want that gcse in it. I don't particulary NEED it but i want it.

Soooo god damnnnnn... oh wait! the headach.. its better. Alittle... please don't come back. I think staring at a computer screen made me feel better? Or maybe its because i'm letting out all my worries and they were built up inside my brain and hurting it.

Okay but to make matters worse people..... I AM ADDICTED TO THE POKEMON GAME!

I wish i didn't find my gameboy in my draw. I just switched it on and started playing pokemon now its like my misson to get all the pokemon and make them on like level 20! And beat everyone.

I also knowww i haven't changed my website. I'm sorry but i'm tired. I need to just get these exams out the way and i think aswell as getting a job for the summer my other mission is to learn more html. And teach myself so i know it fluently. That would be just sooo groovy.

Okays since i feel better i'm going to take a nux vomica like my mummy said then study some more and then probably end up teaching my clefairy to kick some other pokemon assss! hehe... i'm such a god damn loser.

but come on! I WAS KICKED IN THE BALLS <-- as lee would say.

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05/06/03 time: 3:57 pm
listening to: SUPER RADDD

So i just had my english exam this morning. It was pretty cool, Jamie Oliver was in there, he is a pretty boy, kinda made me want to cook actually.

My maths well... i dunno, i'm gonna be crapping my pants when i open that envelope with the marks in.

Soooo i got home from english intending to sit down and read through my r.e notes. But my sleepyness took over and i virtually passed out on my bed. Until an hour and a half later to find my house empty and my mum has gone shopping with her friend. My sister should arrive home today, which is cool since my boyfriend won't dance on the dance mat with me! god damn! me and laura are going to burn some calories on them aswell hehe.

For the rest of the day i have been looking at clothes. I am really needing to shop. I dunno, suddenly i want to buy lots and lots of clothes, which is worrying, since i don't HAVE the money.

Theres this gorgeous dress in topshop and also French connections skirts are just lovely. Me, Laura and Steph all love office and shellys shoes too. I'm thinking about wearing my pink flowery dress with flip flops. I might try that now actually.

Yep i know the website is ugly i will sort it out. But i can't make my links go on one background colour. Sucky.

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03/06/03 time: 8:03 pm

erghh... the maths revision is starting to kill me. I just can't remember everything and i somehow think i'm just going to fail anyway no matter how much i study.

So because i'm in a bad mood i'm going to make a new theme.

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02/06/03 time: 9:17 pm
listening to: Dashboardy -- Good Fight

Wow, chloe is actually pleased with her biology. So she treats herself to a bath and running around in her prom dress in the house that is empty.

Hehe. I felt like those little girls that try on all their mummys clothes and lip sticks.. I dunno i still see myself as this little kid and when i had this dress on i felt all grown up. I have indeed come to love the dress though. I sat on the floor with it all poofing out and i felt like a fairy or something. Made me happy.

So this year feels like its nearly over. This has by far been the best year at secondary school. No evil people, no depression, no feeling like i'm worthless, NADA. I feel like i'm me, and thats better than anyone deserves so :p. And i can truely say its nice to be the girl with the big ears. Chloe Louise Brooks. :)

So now i listen to Dashboard the good fight and sing along with my yooooghurt and bannana and water and i am very peaceful.

Over the next week i won't be updating so much. Theres maths on wednesday and other things... so i shall see you when the time is free.

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31/05/03 time: 3:38 pm
thinking: only 20 more pages of biology to go.
And the summers only just begun...

Andy mark... just a bit muddy.

The boys muddy

if you look, you can just see Lee Shreeve jumping naked into the river hehe.

Andy mark jumping into some mud

Steppy, Steve and Russel relaxing by the river.

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31/05/03 time: 10:11 am
listening too: Dynamite Boy -- Welcome to the Jungle

Mann... yesterday was soo soo funny. I went swimming in the very dirty river but it was a laugh. Then when i came home i had the best shower, it just reminds you how much being clean is nice.

Pictures will be up soon of Pat, Godard and Andy Mark in the mud.

Today i am going to read the WHOLE of my biology revision book. Then tomorrow i will do it again. Tonight, i think i'm going to see Basik Standerd... i think. Lawrence said he'd like me and Roberto there and i might try and get others to come 2.

You wanna come?! well... its just somewhere is chelmsford.

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30/05/03 time: 12:32 pm

Yesterday i went to the flood gates where i laughed at Pat for being a mud monster in the river.

We all decided to get everyone together today and go in the river. Yes its dirty, but it will be a laugh. I've got to go soon, i hope everyone comes. Roberto can't come anymore because he has to go to the opticions.

I studied for quite a long time yesterday too. So everythings been all fitted in. Oh yeh and i'm like really really burnt. oopsie! I went in robs jacuzi again aswell yesterday so i reckon it was then. He then slept over, because i had a lonely house and i hate being lonely.

Okaysss i better be off. I'll update laters.

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28/05/03 time: 4:01 pm

The matrix was soooooo good. From the reviews i thought it was going to be alittle pants but it was fantastic. The storyline was good! a little confusing but once you got your head round it, it was cool. The effects.. oh my lord the effects. The bit that got me and Rob were the lorrys going into eachother and ofcourse Neo fighting all of the "Smiths" with the poll.

Trinity also kicks butt. I wish i was her. Her on the motor cycle and in the car. That was god damn groovy.

So yehh, i had a cool time. Then Roberto slept round since we have now been going out for 6 months and we had a lot of fun.

Today i went to chelmsford, looked at some shoes. I wanted these rainbow ones but i decided for prom i'm going to wear my sisters shoes. Since she has pretty ones. So all i got was a loafer.

I gotta revise..

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27/05/03 time: 9:18 am

I can't have a birthday party anymore :(

Kinda sucks, i would of really loved to just see everyone (including you Shaun Tobias) because some of them i probably wouldn't see as much anymore. My mum just says its extra money to think about, and the effort i guess for her. Which is understandable. I mean like 30 kids to be around. Must be kind of stressful.

So i just don't think i'm going to do anything. Maybe see my girls or something. Normally i complain about people not doing things, but i dunno.. i guess with the exams and crap theres not enough time to plan. So yeh thats the end of that.

6 months to the day, of going out with the Brandon boy. Which to me is just amazing. I still get little butterflies... i love butterflies. And today is Karens birthday (robertos mummy) so we are going to see The Matrix. :)

Also got to go to chelmsford because Rob hasn't bought her a god damn present, silly boy. Mind you i've probably done the same thing to my mum.

Oh yehhhhhh just remembered, last night went to see Echelon. They are so much better than Longview. Who are signed! The Parrot song made me think of fairies for a long time. I was just staring making up a little story in my head because the music went so well with it. Hehe when we were watching Longview these head bangers (and one of them had there chest out, if i was in a pit with him i would be getting away from that sweaty man fast) they were like trying to make me and rob dance, but it wasn't head banging music hehe. They were so so drunk.

Sooo yess i'm going to check my lovely friends journals and blogs. Robertos site is coming along.

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26/05/03 time: 11:46 am
listening too: The Starting Line -- Make Yourself At Home

lets all look at the gorgeous digital camera i would just adore to have... isn't it just amazing..

I won't even really talk about saturday night, because i just felt like poop most of the night. It was a good party, i just didn't feel good myself. So thankyou Simon and Emma, you rock my world. And Lee is cool, because he gave me back my "so impossible" cd i thought i lost again. And i do indeed love that cd.

Yesterday (sunday) was so lovely. I met Robs HUGE family. Me being in a family thats so small and i'm the smallest kid it isn't really that fun. When my family have gatherings its just.. well nice, but i would love to be able to run around and play "it" and play "bulldog" and eat marshmellows over a fire.

Theres so many little kids that Rob is cousins with. So we all ran around out at the back of the field. Rob gets on so well with kids they all love him, i thought it was brilliant. He so blatantly never wants to grow up. Hehe, this one kid, Daniel was like "do you love Rob?" and i was like "well... hmm yeh i guess i do!", and he was like "well thats good because Rob loves you too" and then he ran over and told Rob i loved him and asked Rob if we were going to get married! Hehe.

I can't wait to have my own family.

Sooo today, i will probably go to Asda and get a few things that i need. Then study. Play on the dance mat with my sister! oh the fun! Then tonight i'm going to see Echelon at the Colchester Soundhouse.

Oh yeh! i'm helping Rob build a website. Its all going to be on the Matrix! So wait and you will see...

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24/05/03 time: 4:04 pm

last night was rather a laugh, at the marconi club (didn't go station in the end because of the rain). Me, laura and Steph laughed at how there was a shower room and we all wanted to have a naked shower hehe. The bands, well they were heavy. I'm not a heavy person, but whatever.

Tonight is the lovely Emma and Simons birthday party. It shall be all cool.

I found a digital camera that i would just luuuurrrrvvee so much. It's a Fuji one, and the reviews on Amazon say its amazing, so looks like thats the one i'll go for. Though i might not get it since its ALOT of money and yeh my mummy said i probably can't have it. It's okay though, as soon as my birthday comes i can get a job and save up for it!

Theres so many things i want when i get a job. Any bet the money will just waste away on a bunch of crap and i won't save at all.

Oh yeh! i got my prom dress, i think it is indeed pretty. Its like really dark red, pink going into maroon. And its a full skirt at the bottom with a tight top. The woman in the shop said i looked like a "princess" made me smile. :). It cost alot of money (i HATE money) hehe my dad was like "oh around �40 pounds then" and my mum went "yehh something around that".

I've done some maths revision today. Learnt Simple Interest. fun fun fun. I watched the matrix again too. On tuesday (6 months going out with Rob) it's also Robertos Mums Birthday. So we are going to see the Matrix Reloaded, i can't wait!

okay gonna go and maybe take a nap. Or watch some big bro.

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23/05/03 time: 11:11 am
lyric: "Going all the way, looking so helpless, everyday, daddys little defect"

Friday Five time!
1. What brand of toothpaste do you use?
My mum buys toothpaste for me, it changes all the time.

2. What brand of toilet paper do you prefer?
Hmm? well again my mummy buys it just aslong as its soft and whipes away everything needed to wipe. I love it!

3. What brand(s) of shoes do you wear?
Shellys, Converse, any skate type.

4. What brand of soda do you drink?
Coca-cola, if thats what you mean. I drink most fizzy stuff. But i need to drink more water.

5. What brand of gum do you chew?
hmm.. ahh i forgotten what its called. It begins with E i think.. who knows.

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23/05/03 time: 10:54 am
lyric: "how does it feel, how does it feel? cos its tearing me apart" Sugar cult.

Soooo its a friday! ohh that made me realise friday five time baby.

Well yesterday i had a kick ass day with my girlies. Making a cake! (i also had spanish reading, just don't ask, i just DON'T CARE, not like you would ask? and i mean, why would you care? ok shut up chloe) For Lauras mummys birthday and me and Steppy had a nice little flirting time too. hehe yeh i love my girlies.

So i woke up this morning then went back to sleep and in my dream i went downstairs then my Mum and Dad were in my kitchen and they said to me that i wasn't aloud to go to the station and for some reason in the dream i just started like throughing a fit and screaming and crying. It was bad.

I woke up thinking? what the hell? So i hope my mum lets me go to station tonight. I'm not bloody staying here. I will get bored, not that station is the place to be or anything hehe.

Right yeh.. okay also i am going on the water diet and must eat lots of fruit diet. Because for the prom i want to have perfect skin on my face. No ugly spots.
Plus i know i've got to dink more water anyways. I've got a big glass with me now and i took a big gulp of it this morning. I felt it go over my whole body it was yummy. Well not the water.. the feeling of my body feeling nice!

since there is no exams today, i shall study then look for a prom dress! then go to the station hopefully and see the boy and all my other friends, including Lawrence.

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21/05/03 time: 6:53 pm
listening too: Sugar Cult -- Bouncing Off The Walls

I actually love this photo i took. I think its probably the best one i've taken.
And well i hope you like it too..

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21/05/03 time: 4:27 pm

Need to sort out this sister site thingy... i want to do it i just can't make a decent button. I think it will just have to be Dashboard. Since this site is just named after him.

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21/05/03 time: 4:25 pm
listening to: The Starting Line -- Make Yourself At Home

hmm.. i hated my english.

i really thought crap. My mice and men fucked up so bad i think my poems went better but still they weren't excactly brilliant. I ran out of time. Which i NEVER did in the mocks. It seemed like 2 hours was 2 minutes.

I'm so worried. I just don't know what to think anymore. I just want those Cs then my little baby we can do multimedia! woooo yehhh. And be a website queen :). And make pretty t-shirts with cool graphics on and kick ass animations. And maybe some band will one day ask Chloe to make a website for them and even do the design for there Cd sleeve! that would make me super happy.

My day was made better with some breakfast food at asda with the gorgeous Steph and Laura and snuggling up with Rob and falling asleep in his arms.

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20/05/03 time: 3:27 pm

*Dashboard Confessional*
Christopher Ender Carrabba
*Ender Will Save Us All*

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20/05/03 time: 3:25 pm
thinking: i want to watch "girls inlove" god damn it

Surprisingly my music wasn't that bad.

I mean it wasn't like the most easyest thing. I did guess most of the stuff but it was educated guesses. Ahh the magical cat song. I need to find it on Kazzaa now!

God there is this weirdo programme on now a kids tv programme. Its terrible. I never seen so much crap. My kids are never going to watch this.

Well yeh.. i need to study for english.

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19/05/03 time: 10:40 pm
thinking: Acoustic songs = pretty songs

I guessed every single question. And for some reason. I still don't give a holy poop on a scoop. Do you think i should. I do. But i DON'T.

god damn.. its annoying me.

I care alittle more about music, but if i cared loads i would be in bed by now. Soooo i obviously don't care THAT MUCH.

My mums out. I hate the house when its quiet. So i will stay up until she is home.

Lawrence is a cool cool guy, i'm glad Roberto is friends with such a nice person. Makes me happy to talk to two boys who like Dashboard. I think i'm going to make them both an acoutic album of all my favourite acoustic songs by bands. Like yellowcard and the starting line and the early november and brand new and ofcourse Dashboard!

jeeeeeeebus i just did the biggest burp. Ohh yeh!

do you like my newish kinda layout!? i made this box bigger so when the digital camera works! yipee nice pictures.

I need to sleep... then eat pancakes tomorrow.

I love my boyfriend... i seriously do, how comes i got so lucky to have someone so great and caring and brilliant and pretty. how?

I believe him and Lawrence are going to play at my birthday party. And Lawrence wants to play So Impossible. Do you know how much i would love that. I'm still waiting for something to go wrong God, i know its coming. Don't think i don't! You may be in your clouds laughing at me, but i know its coming.

Well night everyone.

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19/05/03 time: 7:48 am

so.. i have my listening test for spanish really really soon.

I feel as though i should be caring more. But i just don't. I DON'T CARE. And this is my GCSE and i don't care? how very very stupid. hmm.. i COULD get a C. But thats if i studied my ass off, but the thing is i'm not even really studying. I'm teaching myself new things that i have never seen before. So its kinda hard to try and fit everything in my tiny brain.

I just don't know if i'm even going to bother that much, any bet in the exam half way through i will just give up and start ticking random boxes.

I want to see Laura and Steph. But i think they are busy. And i really do need to spend time studying.

The english exam is really starting to get to me. I'm pretty god damn worried that i won't get a C in english.

Me and rob were saying last night on the phone that if we don't get the exam results that we need then we're just not going to show anybody. I'm kinda glad theres someone whos at the same level of smartness as me. All of my other friends (well girl friends) are just so much more brighter than me, its not like they put me down and i sure know they are all going to get better marks than me. It just makes me wish i was them. Which sure isn't going to happen.

Anyways i'm going to surf around maybe download the new starting line song on the drive-thru site.

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18/05/03 time: 8:06 pm
thinking: gonna go watch Justin now on MTV

I went to Props and Frocks. I mean its a dressing up shop so i kinda knew it was hardly going to have the dress i wanted for prom. But it was still really fun to look at all the costumes.

Hehe i am now thinking about having a dressing up party with a bouncy castle for my birthday!
I want to have a party with loads of people and i want there to be some drink but i don't want everyone being drunk and i want my family to be there too.
I was thinking that i would like Greg and his girlfriend there (Helen) and Lawrence and Jordan there because there good friends of Robs. But i mean they don't really know me you know? Soo.. i dunno, but i just would like them over because they are cool people.

I want Emily to be there, but she hangs out with loads of other people and i would like Kyle to be there, but just him and he would probably feel real weird hanging around with all of us, i mean he hangs with really different people to me. So i'm kinda thinking about it now.

hmm.. i just don't want the hassel of my Mummy being stressed. I actually think thats the main reason why i don't want people being drunk and loads of people there. Because i hate to see my Mum annoyed.

I just need to start planning it now, because as soon as the exams are over its virtually my birthday. Ahh man i want all my internet chummys there too, Dave Hatton, James Wilson... i even want Lee Shreeve there! There would be soo many people. God damnnnn.

I have studied loads today, Loads of spanish, english and finished a section of Music. Its so hard. I know that most of the stuff i'm learning for the first ever god damn time. Which is SOO stupid. And even when i'm reading it and trying to imput something to my brain its just going straight back out and i don't even remember it.

It took me 5 god damn minutes just to learn what "Alberti Bass" was "a bass line consisting of broken up chords, this is very promenent in Classical music" and seriously 5 whole minutes just to remember that. Then i've got to learn about 70 other musical terms that i probably won't even be able to use in the exam. If you notice i'm writing loads recently on my bloggy, i need to obviously get out aload of stuff. Howwww annoying.

This week is going to be the worst. I just know it. Once its over, it is then MATHS ENGLISH AND SCIENCE time. Which might just kill me. but we shall c. My brain is going to be a good ass brain over these 2 months i swear.

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18/05/03 time: 10:46 am
listening to: Slow Coming Day

God damn! I can't get the kodak software to work! and i'm so sorry owain but i've lost of the software cd. I will find it. Either my sister has it, or it is in this god damn house. I'll keep looking.

Its really frustrating. I HATE losing things.

I was going to put up a load of photos of when me and rob made pancakes last night :). We went to Pats house and watched a film where pancakes appeared somewhere in the film. Then Greg started going mental and wanting pancakes and i sure wanted some too. So when me and rob went home i decided to make some. They were yummy. It was pretty randomly late too.

Quite glad Roberto slept round last night, my parents were out for a really long time. And i would of been all lonely.

So today i'm going to shop for my prom dress. Then study my ass off.

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17/05/03 time: 12:38 pm
thinking: brand new are playing a date in june yay!

Friday night sucked my butt.

Well first off i went to Aroma with Robs famille. That was fun. We has lots of yummy food.

Then i went out and everyone was just sooo i dunno. There was a certain event i was most annoyed about.

The main thing that put me in a bad mood was that my mum doesn't understand why i hang around at the station. Yes it is a crap place, looks a bit dodgy. But where the hell else are a bout 15 of us going to hang about? we don't want to go to our town because we will either get: . beaten up
. our names taken down by the police for doing nothing

I can't take all my friends back to my house because my mum would HATE it and i would hardly like to clean up after all of them.
"why can't you just stay in?" says my mum.

ermm.... and have no friends and be depressed all the time! yeh! fun life!

So even when i am down the station with my friends the police come down. Everybody except me, steph and shaun ran away. The police then tell us to move away from the station. I ask them where else are we going to go? we don't want to go to the town we're just going to be beaten up. But the police man says:
"sorry its just my job, a train station is meant for travelling not loytering" (fair enough, but there isn't a place in this town called "loytering" spot is there that we could go to!)

So that was just a bunch of crap really.

It rains i get cold and annoyed. We could of gone to a party but i had to be in soon anyways... and steph and laura went off because they are aloud in at 12:30.

yehhh... i'm being a stupid brat and i know my life isn't that bad but it just annoys me. There is no place where we can just meet up with our friends, talk have a laugh, be ourselves with the constant over looking of adults.

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16/05/03 time: 11:35 am

Friday five time is here again! :) 1. What drinking water do you prefer -- tap, bottle, purifier, etc.?
Bottled. Its just nicer.. and my mummy says it's better for you.

2. What are your favourite flavor of chips?
I take your saying crisps. I would say... chicken flavored crisps or tomatoe

3. Of all the things you can cook, what dish do you like the most?
hmmm hehe chicken dippers and waffles. I really haven't learnt to cook proper meals. I can make muffins! and cakes! :)

4. How do you have your eggs?
I don't like eggs. blah.

5. Who was the last person who cooked you a meal? How did it turn out
My mummy, the average kinda meal. It was yummy as it always is :)

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15/05/03 time: 10:47 am
listening too: finchy baby
and thinking: woo sister bought dance mat, competition time!

I want to change this layout completely. But i am scared everything will go wrong and i won't know how to put it all back again.

I just want this box to be sooo much bigger so i can put really big photos in here. Like Nora does in her journal. Because they are pretty. But at the same time i want a really cool background that you can actually see... if that makes sense. I just need to change the table so it is see through? hmm i hope i can do that.

Also my birthday is nearly a month away. I don't know if i can have anything that big because we are still low on money. But i would really like to go to center parks with Rob. He brought that up a couple of days ago because we can't go to reading. I would love to spend a whole 4 days in a little cabin with Roberto, it would be so beautiful.

Or i would like to have my own digital camera... because well... i can't keep Owains all my god damn life. I really need to give it back to him soon. They are really cool and if i'm doing web design then, hell yeh that would help me out. But they are soo exspensive. Like �300 to �600. And i know we don't have that amount of money, for a god damn camera. So maybe if i get a job on my birthday and i put a little of my pay check away i can buy one of them. That would be cool. hmm.. yeh...

Okays today i'm going to go to asda and buy aload of folders to sort out all my revision sheets and crap. I need to go to Stephs and collect all my poop i left round her house. Then revise girl. Revise.

ahh yeh last night watched the shining. its just freaky. "red rum"

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14/05/03 time: 10:40 am
on what website?: blank page

oh my lord! hehe the kid that played with The Ataris when i sow them just wrote in my guestbook! hehe nice one Johnny. That was really class he just got on stage and started playing.

His in a band named "anal dave" how random, but cool. go check out there webby Anal Dave

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14/05/03 time: 10:09 am
thinking: yay the sun has just come out! morrrreee sun!

"the first morning of freedom" as my mummy put it as i woke up this morning.

my house is now again quiet as its just me and my mummy living in it. Its weird how a third person always makes the difference?!

So i awoke this morning sat in my bed listening to Sugar Ray and reading "big cheese" (as you do) and i came across the interview with Finch. Nate (lead singer) talked about how rx bandits are so much more talented than them, and just because they are "different" from most other bands that means they aren't getting reconized (people kinda just ignore them because they have a new sound). Which is so blatantly true. So yep.
They are so much different to all the other bands i listen to, they are so original with there lyrics and chord structure and riffs and everything! I wish Roberto would listen to them more because there such a kick ass band and i know he would like them.

Yesterday he said he was listening to the Dashboard cd i made him before we were going out and he said he really likes Dashboard now. It made me super happy. I dunno, Dashboards just... helped me through a lot of stuff so its kinda nice to have the boy i love like the same band i love.

Soooo today, i shall clean my room, sort out my head do some revision maybe watch a film and pig out on chicken dippers?! thats a pretty radical day if you ask me. And maybe the boy will come over laters... but who knows?!

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13/05/03 time: 7:32 pm
listening too: the cd of RAWK!

Never do i have to have a lesson at school AGAIN! hahahahahahaha!

hehe yeh i am a little toooo happy. Only because of this afternoon. It started bad (for instance the rain, which i got soaked in and i thought i was ill), then got better (for instance the lots of kissing with rob) and now i can't really remember that much. Except for my very very stupid laughing fits, that sounded like a cockney girl loser.

I'm so hungry. Got a big pizza with me now, just munchin' away.

So glad i don't have an exam tomorrow.

apple juice rocks my socks. what do you think?

listening to this "new faces of rock" cd, from all the people on the further seems forever label. I like Mae. They are good.
You know, i wish i had a proper computer chair. my back hurts.

My mum just gave me this lavender stuff for a bath that i am sooo going to take soon. I wish roberto could be with me, with the candles. how yummy that would be. (okay okay enough with the gay soppyness)

Hehehe james wilson just came on, one of the many people in compass, he can't type and his head hurts! gutttted.

oh yeh... lets talk about the police. They came over and we hid but they took loads of peoples drink away (except everyone just went to asda and got more) but then they didn't come over ever again and everyone was just blatantly drunk. So yeh? silly piggys.

my poor boy aswell, his lip is all cut. Because silly Chris Howe banged his head into him? how silly!!

I feel pretty sorry for roberto and laura because they have a french exam tomorrow. how much i would hate it.

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12/05/03 time: 5:42 pm
thinking: Yay! my daddys got a jobby!

so many pictures, too little time.

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does my boy look just gorgeous as we were walking to his house after his band practise.

tom and the cheeky courtney in science

chris and james at break

this is the hall i shall spend my next month in doing my gcses. This was when the year 9s were doing there exams.

i like this upwards picture of laura, very pretty

My most favourite class, my drama class. Its all thanks to mr darley that i'm going out with rob now because of this class :)

my 3 gorgeous girls at the beginning of a school day.

This is Andy Mark on a friday night at the station, doesn't this look like this should be his album cover?!

the sexy boys Rob and Tim

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