hehe yeh i am a little toooo happy. Only because of this afternoon. It started bad (for instance the rain, which i got soaked in and i thought i was ill), then got better (for instance the lots of kissing with rob) and now i can't really remember that much. Except for my very very stupid laughing fits, that sounded like a cockney girl loser.
I'm so hungry. Got a big pizza with me now, just munchin' away.
So glad i don't have an exam tomorrow.
apple juice rocks my socks. what do you think?
listening to this "new faces of rock" cd, from all the people on the further seems forever label. I like Mae. They are good.
You know, i wish i had a proper computer chair. my back hurts.
My mum just gave me this lavender stuff for a bath that i am sooo going to take soon. I wish roberto could be with me, with the candles. how yummy that would be. (okay okay enough with the gay soppyness)
Hehehe james wilson just came on, one of the many people in compass, he can't type and his head hurts! gutttted.
oh yeh... lets talk about the police. They came over and we hid but they took loads of peoples drink away (except they just went to asda and got more) but then they didn't come over ever again and everyone was just well quick blatantly drunk. So yeh? silly piggys.
my poor boy aswell, his lip is all cut. Because silly Chris Howe banged his head into him? how silly!!
I feel pretty sorry for roberto and laura because they have a french exam tomorrow. how much i would hate it.
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12/05/03 time: 5:42 pm
so many pictures, too little time.
this may take a while to load up
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12/05/03 time: 5:17 pm
Today was my last full day of secondary school EVER.
I have one lesson left, Maths. And then thats it. I'm not a school child anymore.
Today i went to Claire's mummys funeral. It was a pretty service. Everyone there seemed really supportive of eachother. I gave my support to Claire, she was amazing as she always is.
My daddy has a job, that means my family aren't going to be so strapped for money any longer. Which is nice to know. Hopefully i can have a birthday party after all.
but with the good news comes bad news. Rob is now aparently grounded until after our gcses. That kinda sucks, because he gives me lots of cuddles when i am down (which is quite a lot of the time). So now i have no cuddles and i can't give him cuddles either. :(
I guess it has its ups. I mean now i should actually study. Or i will just waste all my time complaining on this website about how i want cuddles. Sooo.. yeh? hmm.. kinda sucky.
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11/05/03 time: 11:28 am
It was Emilys birthday meal last night at route 66 and i had so much fun!
(and also Taking Back Sunday aparently haven't split! they are just on a break hopefully!)
I also did the weirdest thing ever. I went to "TIGERS" (an over 18 club) hahaha. I dunno, i hate being around older people, especially older boys. I look like a 12 year old. I just feel like i'm trying to be an age i'm not. And i like being my age anyway! I don't want to waste my life away wishing i was older.
The main reason i went last night was because i wanted to dance, i had just bought a little mini denium skirt, which is soo cute and i just wanted to dance so i did. To Justin Timberlake and "two can play that game" by bobby brown and "dreamer" by that girl that i don't know. It was fun.
My boys had his hair cut aswell! he looks even more cuter than normal now! and any bet last night i was just giving him sooo many compliments and generally being a silly little girl that was annoying. oh well. He phoned me in tigers i couldn't hear a bloody thing, and it wasn't because the music was loud it was just cos of bad reception, i swear!
So yehh, my sisters home but leaving really soon. I need to study.
okays bye bye.
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10/05/03 time: 2:14 pm
Taking Back Sunday broke up....
i love that band and now there music isn't going to be around anymore. I can't believe i haven't seen them play either. They were one of my most inspirational bands to listen too. The screaming mixed with the beautiful overlaping vocals. And the little guitar riffs that were lovely and the double bass (that actually didn't sound bad) drumming was amazing.
My next background will probably be about Taking Back Sunday.
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09/05/03 time: 6:54 pm
I think i'm just going to tell everyone, because this website is a relief for everything that i feel and i need to talk/write about it, because i just feel so upset at the moment.
My good friend, Claire Tockley, her mummy died of cancer last week. I've watched her go through her mum getting diagonsed, to it being uncureable and the pain at the end of it all, it all happened so quickly. I have never seen someone so brave in my life as Claire, i can't believe how amazing she is at the moment. Over this week, i haven't thought about it that much because i'm an emotional person and end up in tears. Today i just came home from school and thought about it all and it just makes me sad. I don't know about you, but my mum, she means the world to me. At this age, at this time, i don't think i'd be able to cope without her.
So i'm just, shocked and annoyed and upset this has to happen. Its so weird a lot of things have been shown to my face right now, a lot of horrible things. That i haven't seen before in familys. Its just been a bit of shock and i can't quite take it in and i can't understand how other people must be feeling.
I just can't believe how brave she is.
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09/05/03 time: 1:58 pm
ahhh a whole computer room to myself... oh wait i spoke tooo soon.
oh wells... Mr allan was cool and let me just come up and do the webby and check the email since my connection at home is being sucky. I am also listening to Justin and any bet this boy that has just come in hates Justin... but whatever, i loveeee him.
My friend Katie is going to meet him next week! god damn lucky girl!
I managed to play the new emogame thingy. Its rather funny. As emogame always is.
My year book is filling up. I have also taken so many photos it is just CRAZY.
Sooo this is my last lesson of English EVER again. Unless i fail in my GCSE and have to take it again. Which would suck. But yeh.. and i pretty much finished physics and chemistry. Also drama and music is over... :( its sad but exciting at the same time.
Okays gotta go and do some other stuff see yaa.
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09/05/03 time: 8:06
Gotta be quick, cos i'm late but my speaking test went okay..
alot better than last year. I'll update laterssss.
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09/05/03 time: 8:05 am
ohh its the friday five! Friday yay!
1. Would you consider yourself an organized person? Why or why not?
2. Do you keep some type of planner, organizer, calendar, etc. with you, and do you use it regularly?
3. Would you say that your desk is organized right now?
4. Do you alphabetize CDs, books, and DVDs, or does it not matter?
5. What's the hardest thing you've ever had to organize?
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08/05/03 time: 7:30 am
Chloe
loves
Juliana Theory.
"We're at the top of the world, you and i, we've got a lot of time and it sure feels right cos you reached in your pocket and pulled out a pass and said you can take me anywhere!"
So theres a new mini game on emogame. (http://www.emogame.com) <-- i need to know my html better to make a link but i am fat and cannot be arsed to go find it and copy and paste it.
Anyways the mini game. My computer just hates it! it disconnects from the connection then just can't connect again till i get rid of the emogame. Which is slightly worrying.
In about 2 hours i have my spanish speaking. I'm okay. I could do my revising for it, but i am sick of bloody spanish words.
ohhh i went in Robs jacozi? that is sooo the wrong way of spelling it. jacoosi? jacouzi? well whatever. It was all yummy and warm. My skin felt all soft once i came out.
I'm also taking a lot of photos of the digital camera, that Owain still doesn't care when he gets it back! Silly boy! Well its cool. I'm gonna make an extra part to my year book of all the photos i love.
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6/5/03 time: 5:48 pm
Weekends are always nice when you are happy. So i had a good weekend.
I need to start revising in 2 days, i have a speaking exam. I am not ready. So tonight is my main aim of getting that learnt.
I watched the maths revision bitesize. I wish there was just a channel dedicated to bbc bitesize, so i could watch it all day... it would be sooo helpful.
I also got a year book today! yipeee! So lots of people shall sign and i shall be happy. (i'm not even in one photo in the year book, hehe oh dear)
okays gotta go now and check emails and do my spanish
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04/04/03 time: 4:37 pm
okay soooo, still in a god damn good mood.
I was gonna go to my chummys house, Emily, for a little gathering. But that just feel in.. soo maybe i should organize something? since i have a free house? but i just hate organizing everything, too much thinking work. Still i would like to see Steppy and Laura.
Last night i slept over at the boys house again, yes. But you know, its scrummy. I'm thinking of a new layout too.. just a little change. but i need to go over it in my brain before i make any decisions so maybe when i'm feeling creative that will be done.
As far as revision goes, i watched a bout 20 minutes of bbc bitesize on tv. On biology. I need to do more maths and my spanish speaking is so soon.
:s
on the good side of everything, my graphics teacher said my folder work was very good :) and very good to him means A-B yay!
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4/04/03 time: 4:24 pm
I may have been away but i still did the friday five!
2. Name two songs that always make you cry.
3. Name three songs that turn you on.
Justin Timberlake -- Rock Your Body
4. Name four songs that always make you feel good.
5. Name five songs you couldn't ever do without.
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03/05/03 time: 4:45 pm
okay so it hasn't really been that much of a break.
What can i say, i love this website. That classes me as a geek, and theres nothing i can do about it.
I'm in a better mood. Last night was wet and cold, but i went to the station with my friends. Lee Shreeve passed his driving test! good on him. He gave me a ride and we blasted out Justin Timberlake. I loved it.
Then i slept over at the boys house. It was freezing so i wanted to go in pretty early. We watched waterboy, ate chocolate and sweets. Then we watched some 70s porn. ahh it was the stupidest porn i have EVER seen. I mean i haven't seen that much porn, but it was stupid! "your skins so soft"?! "whats that a mole?" how retarded.
Still funny. Then we watched south park.
Now i am being lazy and taking stupid photos.
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30/04/03 time: 10:32 pm
I feel kinda sad... i dunno why. I'm blaming the hormones. I'll feel better in the morning.
I sow James today, he got hit by a car and its his birthday today. We watched jackass the movie and sung to him. It was groovy, James is such a nice kid, he needs for lovin'.
I have a slightly sick feeling in my stomach too, one thats familiar and i hate it. It makes me feel useless and empty and alone.
My connection is being gay lately, our family have no money i just have this strange feeling things are going to start going crap.
I think i need a break for the website too... just for maybe 4 days or something..
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30/04/03 time: 7:57 am
I just found out i can tell whos signing my guest book aslong as they've signed it before. soo yep. Just thought i'd say that.
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29/04/03 time: 7:12 pm
Yawwwwnnnn... someone slap me and tell me to start on my spanish speaking. Please.
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28/04/03 time: 10:53 pm
YIPEEEE!!! no more projects in secondary school EVER again!
Finished the graphics project.
CHLOE vs GRAPHICS COURSEWORK
CHLOE WINS!
now its:
CHLOE vs SPANISH SPEAKING
whos going to win? new target, new fear, new DANGER! hehe (quote there from kerrang)
anyones i'm tired little fellars. I'll be speaking to you soon.
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27/04/03 time: 1:05 pm
I've done SOME graphics, not enough and i need to finish it by today otherwise i am screwed. I will get it done.. i know my stupid brain will realise somewhere along the line that i need to do it.
I am BROWN. But my hands are orange :\ "oh dear chloe, you feel asleep with too much fake tan on you" hehe. Its okay, it will start to dissapear soon anyways.
I am in a happy mood! I always kinda look forward to going back to school. I have to make the most out of these last 2 weeks....
2 weeks
and i have finished secondary school.... FOREVER.
I will be so upset, that i have no science lessons with Sophie and Claire. No more drama lessons of funnyness. No more music lessons of doing nothing. No more uniform... no more maths, english, science. god... that is weird.
I guess i'm growing up :O what?! growing up! nooo chloe don't grow upppp.
nah, its not going to happen.
Anyways changing the subject. I want to see some bands. Last night the movielife played, i love their new album. "LATE NIGHT, SNOWFALL, GET US TO THE HOSPITALL" classs.
I can't wait till Taking Back Sunday and Brand New. OH! yeh i might ask mean fiddler if i can take some photos as i am studying "movement" and "photography" haha yeh nice one. Well i am! that will be soo goooooood. I will ask now actually.
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26/04/03 time: 7:36 pm
YAY! my donnie darko theme is done! I especially love the front page, if you don't know by the way the address is much shorter http://www.soimpossible.tk to be excact.
Today i did alittle work, not enough.
Laura went to lakeside and met busted! lucky girly. I don't need any busted boys, i have my own boy any way :) who has curly hair! who can beat that!? i get to see him tonight, i think we shall eat popcorn!
ohhh god. My mum put a certain amount in my bank and i spent it in one day on 2 tops, fake tan and a tie. I tried on sooo many bras in debenhams, i thought about getting this poka dot one, but this Jane Norman top entised me in. I am such a silly girl. oh well... i have 2 months till i can get a job of my own anyways!
The fake tan i got is sooo good. So much better than lying around in the sun, which does nothing except increase the risk of skin cancer. I am all browny like. so yay!
Also might get a mix cd from the goddess of addictive journal, Nora. All the way from America. But thats just a maybe. I would indeed love it if i did.
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25/04/03 time: 12:23
1. What was the last TV show you watched?
2. What was the last thing you complained about and what was the problem?
3. Who was the last person you complimented and what did you say?
4. What was the last thing you threw away?
5. What was the last website (besides this one) that you visited?
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25/04/03 time: 00:47 am
I spent all day doing this donnie darko animated background, ofcourse because i am not pro it didn't work. But it really looked good when i made it, then i tried to put it on here and nope just didn't want to work. Yeh the whole Donnie Darko theme, i watched it yesterday with Roberto again and i love it more and more i see it.
So that sucked about the background. I know the website looks all random now, but i am just too tired to do anything else until the morning. I have other ideas though, that will make this website look different for a change. Which is always good right?
Today was a quick day, the holidays are dissapearing fast. Which means my gcses are coming up quickly. ME = GOD DAMN SCARED.
There was sad news today. My sister cried while lying on my belly in my bedroom, which made me cry too. To cheer her up, we both played on the dance mat, that seems to make us both happier.
So i shall sleep now and wake up tomorrow and maybe get this webby sorted. But thats just maybe.
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22/04/03 time: 6:20 pm
i can't get a job :( do you know how pissed off i am that i can't get any money. Well i am so pissed off i would eat a big rat... well i probably wouldn't but whatever.
You have to be 16 to get a job. Everyone told me you need a national insurance card and that is it, but that is obviously wrong. So i have to wait till the 29th of June till i can get my own money!!! GRRR.
I might just get a paper round. It sucks so bad but atleast i'm getting some sort of money. I can't even do this Kleeneze Distributor thing, which is virtually a paper round, but you have to be 18 to do that! jeeeeebus.
Oh well... my mummy said that she will sign up and then i'll do it and get the money. Sounds cool with me. I only get like �25 a week though... how sucky.
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22/04/03 time: 00:17 am
yesterday i don't know what i did? i'm kind of confused. I know in the evening i went to Pats house, then Robert ended up sleeping over.
This morning me and rob went to asda for breakfast, then to chelmsford because we were going to see a film, but that just didn't happen. Then we ate some more came home and i had even more food at Robs. Then we went out for a while with all our friendies... and now i'm home watching my sister on the dance mat.
ahh expert level... classsiiccc..
I got my telly sales "talk" tomorrow, so i should get a job there hopefully. Then money in my bankkk wooo yehh.
I've also got to do a lot to my graphics.. and study... god damn.
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19/04/03 time: 4:00 pm
Last night i decided to go to Marconi club in the end. Steph and Laura met up with me for alittle while there aswell and i met Lauras new boy. He seems cool, though i don't really know him and he was drunken too.
I mainly went to see Basik Standerd, the lead singer (Lawrence) is good friends with the boy and the drummer (Helen) is also going out with the crazy boy Greg. They played well, taking the piss out of "Emma" aswell, which i thought was class. High Jinx played really well from the last time i sow them and "the big" also played. It was a nice night, i met up with a lot of people who i hadn't seen for a very long time which was cool. Its always nice to see Hayley once in while and check that shes okay.
I've pretty much sorted out a new account for my money i earn once i get the telly sales job.
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19/04/03 time: 10:39 am
I got my national insurance number!! yay!! i was soo thinking of all the things i need to buy this morning and i came down and my mummy gave me the letter! yay!
I can work, i can buy clothes, games, makeup, band tickets, dvds, presents for people! yay! I don't have to worry about asking my Mum for money all the god damn time.
Now i just need to ring up living design and i also need to sort out another account to put all my savings into.
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18/04/03 time: 5:47
random photos
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18/04/03 time: 5:19 pm
So i think i will go out with my girlies tonight.
I was going to go to the marconi club tonight, but i just.. i dunno the effort. And i need to spend more time with my girls. Theres some party that Steph said about, that i think we are going to later. Maybe. I might just stay in. I need someone to force me to come out.
God damn.
I want energy!! where has it all gone?
oh yehhh the new Dashboard Confessional album is called "A Mark, A Mission, A Brand, A Scar", i'm trying to figure out what it all means and i can't work it out. So i'm just going to have to wait till it comes out. How exciting! :)
I look all scabby, i might go and do my hair and my makeup in a minute, just so i feel a little less manky.
Last night was yummy. As it always is with the boy. Snuggling in the morning is just so cosy and scrummy. I'm sure your sick of me and my loved up stupidness. Sorry. I'll apologise now.
Photos will be up. There is too much writing. I want to be able to make a better layout. God damn. Thinking of a new background and theme, i haven't come up with anything as of yet.
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18/04/03 time: 5:07 pm
I feel lazyyyyy... i'm such a fatty, i need to get off of my ass and do something.
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18/04/03 time: 4:50 pm
Friday five is hereeeee:
1. Who is your favorite celebrity?
2. Who is your least favorite?
3. Have you ever met or seen any celebrities in real life?
hmm? I've met, kenny from the starting line, chris carrabba from dashboard confessional, rx bandits guys, all of steel train and some of the guys from homegrown. They are not celebrities but does it look like i care?
4. Would you want to be famous? Why or why not?
5. If you had to trade places with a celebrity for a day, who would you choose and why?
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17/04/03 time: 5:58 pm
Today is what i call a nice chilled and relaxing day.
I've just been lying around in my garden trying to get a tan. It takes AGES for me to tan, but i think i got some kind sun to my pasty skin so thats cool.
I helped my sister with her multimedia stuff by being happy eg getting ice cream, jumping on the trampolene, walking around the river.
sooo yehhh thats it. tonight the boy might kip over, he is at a bouncy castle party right now, i am jealous.
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16/04/03 time: 11:24 pm
Nice yummy day of naughtyness.
Maths was okay, ofcourse its not going to be fun but you know it was alright. I learned some stuff.
Then i met all my friendies at compass for a little while. That was nice and then went home had some yummy food and met up with the boy later on. The sun was sooo warm today, i loved it!
Can't stop listening to Copeland, i love it.
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16/04/03 time: 9:06 am
okay so the next album i get is Copeland, i got a song from them yesterday called "Priceless", its so lovely.
Today, even though its the holidays i have to go back into the place of hell SCHOOL. ergh. The pain. And the worst of it all, its a whole day of MATHS. The lesson i detest so much i would prefer to run around the town naked just to miss the maths gcse but still pass.
I just hate it that we get 2 hours to prove how good we are at Maths. 2 hours. and the fact that there is only 1 right answer. erghhh i am going to be SICK in that GCSE exam. Ever since i started year 10 my Mum said "you have to get a B.. everyone prefers it if you get a B in maths." I mean i'm bloody fighting for a C let alone a fricking B.
So maybe this day will help. Maybe. They also decided to tell us theres been a load more criteria put on to the exam, THAT WE HAVEN'T LEARNT! i've been doing maths for what? 11 years? and in those 11 years i haven't learnt a whole lot of new stuff which they decide to tell us a month away from the exam. Nice one, yeh i will get a C, sure.
If i get a B i will eat my own arse, and film it. and boy would love to laugh at that, but gutted it isn't going to happen.
okays thinking about it all is getting me rather stressed.
Well my mummys harry potter just came through the door! YAY!
I'll be watching that again later.
okays i'm off to listen to Copeland and surf around on my morning session.
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15/04/03 time: 10:44 am
I've already wasted most of my morning looking at bras and bikinis for the summer.
oh well what a shame. I found some nice stuff though, wonderbras seem pretty cool so i might get one of them and i found this really cute cherry bikini which i have to get.
But just remind yourself Chloe, you have no god damn money.
Yep. No money.
Yesterday was yummy, spent it with Rob most of the time, we played video games. There this demo where your monsters and you run around knocking down buildings in this city then once you've found eachother you fight and use all these cool moves. You could only be 2 monsters on the demo (monkey is the best) but it was funny.
Sorry have to cut in here. Why the hell would you buy a bikini top for �50? thats just to much. Even if it is all cute, that is still just to much. Then the bikini bottom is �40! how silly.
hmm i need to start working out. my tummy is getting all fat and i still hate my thighs. I'm not complaining, i like my body, but you know i like to feel slim.
I also should start revising. So i think i'm gonna leave the bra shopping now and go to the bbc bitesize website.
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14/04/03 time: 10:49 am
Yesterday turned out better than i expected.
I first spent the day cleaning my room doing a tad bit of revision and putting the "kinda of" finishing touches to my graphics project. Have i even explained what my graphics project is? no, probably not. Well i have to design the front of a bar/club. Some other people are doing car stands and wine bars but i wanted to do something with music so i decided it would be a place where all the bands i loved would play :) so a venue.
I will take some photos of it soon actually, but i do want to make the back of it, unfortunatly my dad decides that i should make it out of cardboard?! that just sounds cheap and gay. So that sucks i had this cool idea where music could be playing inside it and flashing lights would be in it too but it looks like THAT idea is over.
YYYYYaaawwwnnnn... soo last night, me, steph, pat, godard and jamie went out we laughed alot:
?
Then we ended up meeting up with Lee shreeve who it was his 18th birthday yesterday (nice one) he was with Greg, Ad Shreeve (my replica if i was a boy), James Knights, Ad Knights and some others. We went to our local pub, sat in the garden bit and swung on the swings. Had a laugh, it was nice.
I've found a lot more people going to Taking Back Sunday and Brand New so it should be a laugh.
I'm in my p.js right now, deciding what adventures i shall embark on today.
My mums copy of "Harry Potter" might arrive today... that would be cool. I might see the boy which would also be cool. So who knows?
i need to have a wash.
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12/04/03 time: 10:43 pm
Oh yehh! Me, Steph and Laura are going to see Taking Back Sunday and Brand New!!!!! Yehhhhh i love music and i love bands and i love the high i get when i see them. Lots of dancing, lots of singing, lots of fun fun fun.
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12/04/03 time: 10:41 pm
I hate hormones.. they suck.
So yesterday night was an alright, i was cold and had things on my mind. They still kinda are now.
Today, i talked to my sister and giggled with her lots. Then i sow the boy and he got "Harry Potter and the camber of secrets" we watched that and laughed at the bit right at the end where Mr Malfoy is about to put a spell on Harry and he goes:
We then came to my house and i ate some pizza (robert's mummy makes a nice rap of chicken concarney, yes i don't know how to spell that) and then Rob became obsessed with trying to make this puzzle rubber (hehe i am proud you made it my dear) and then we played some good old mario party, which is classic with me and my girls. Yep that was my day, i should really start revising.
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11/04/03 time: 4:37 pm
i've pretty much been on the verge of breaking down all day. Even though i really shouldn't.
I don't know whether to talk about what happened today. I want to, i need to talk more about it, even though theres nothing to say. My eyes feel so low from the tears. I can't imagine how the person feels, i wish i could keep my arms around her and click a finger and everything will be okay again.
but it won't be. And it makes me angry because i don't understand why it should happen, i don't understand why we should live at all if things like this happen.
but i guess you have to learn from all this. In some shitty way, its life.
So i will leave this subject now. Maybe bring it up again when there is a right time to say it.
I hope your okay.
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thinking: Yay! my daddys got a jobby!
does my boy look just gorgeous as we were walking to his house after his band practise.
tom and the cheeky courtney in science
chris and james at break
this is the hall i shall spend my next month in doing my gcses. This was when the year 9s were doing there exams.
i like this upwards picture of laura, very pretty
My most favourite class, my drama class. Its all thanks to mr darley that i'm going out with rob now because of this class :)
my 3 gorgeous girls at the beginning of a school day.
This is Andy Mark on a friday night at the station, doesn't this look like this should be his album cover?!
the sexy boys Rob and Tim
listening to: Anberlin -- Foreign Language
Roberto is very un-organized but that doesn't mean he should be grounded completely.
i'm gonna put some photos up me thinks
listening to: Donots -- Today
if you would slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt.
listening to: Justin Timberlake -- "i'm gonna take it from here"
listening too the washing machine
I think i would. Most of the time. Its just my room that isn't very organized most of the time. But i do like to know that everything is perfect before i go out e.g everyones coming out, we know where to meet, what we're doing. And i'm pretty much always organized at school. That sort of thing. I have to say though my bedroom is a bloody tip.
Nope. I don't see the point i'd probably lose it or something.
Hmm tissues on there, some cds next to me. My breakfast on here, but yeh its pretty organized.
My cds are alphabetize but thats it. Only because i love my cds and i like them looking neat. Even though because i've just lent and copied a load of cds they are all messy. But i will sort that out soon enough.
A school show. Its hard when you've got to tell a load of people what you need and what they have to do. I remember me and Sophie Farquhar being incredibly stressed. Everyone complained about Sophie "taking over" but they were just sitting on there arses doing nothing. I'm one of those people that if something needs to be done and no-ones doing it, i'll just go ahead and do it.
I had such a headach that day though, from the shouting. In the end i just sat at the sound desk at the top and laughed with Chris Acton.
listening to: Juliana Theory -- Shut your mouth..
listening to: Mewwww
lots of chinese, prawn cracker eatting dogs, cuddles, rides in lee's car, giggles and baths with bubbles. :)
listening too: The amazing justin timberlake
1. Name one song you hate to admit you like.
Busted -- but she said no? somthing like that
Dashboard Confessional --
Brand New -- Soco Ameretto Lime
ohh just need to get my disco cd oh i got it!
Lipps Inc -- Funkytown
Wild Cheery -- Play that funky music white boy.
Dashboard Confessional -- Hands Down
The Starting Line -- Left Coast Envy
Weezer -- i forgotten what its called but its the one that Roberto put on my cd
311 -- Amber
Incubus -- Anti Gravity Love Song
Dashboard Confessional -- So impossible
Saves The Day -- This is Not An Exit
Reel Big Fish -- Brand New Song
Taking Back Sunday -- number 9 (thats not what its called)
The Used -- Bulimic
listening to: Justins album.. my sister is gone :( but she copied me all her cool cds :)
thinking: need a break from the webby, i am sad :(
lyric: "Can't you see the wall you built for me?"
looking at: cosmo girl and wanting the �15 shoes from oasis.
chatting too: Kylie and Owain
song: the early november -- ever so sweet "ever so sweet, you baked it in cakes for me" :)
talking to: the fairy girl laura
talking to: Mr Shreeve and Mr Tullet
hmm... let me think. South Park last night with Mr Brandon. the amusment of the weird frog and JEEEEEEEESUS christ .
I'm pretty sure it was having no money. I want a job and can't get one mwaaaaa.
Most likely the boy. Probably using one of these words: Yummy, scrummy, beautiful, sexy, lovely, gorgeous. Or i said i liked the way his eyes twitched sometimes, because he looks so cute.
A can of peaches that i just ate! yummyyy.
hotmail i guess! just checking up on the old email.
thinking: "No new clothes, no new dvds, no new trucker caps, no new wonder bras
:("
dance mat song: SUCK ON MY BRAINS! "give me that beat hun"
who just came round?: Roberto :)
thinking: "sex and the city dvds, bench jeans, wonder bras, cherry bikini, i can't wait to get lots of money"
lyric: "18 forever, so we can stay like this forever and we'll never miss a party, cos we keep them going constantly, and we're never have to listen to anyone about anything, cos its all been done and its all been said, we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get"
the curly hair has taken over my head.
Another weird thing Rob told me to take a picture of.. hehe bears making all sorts of lovin. The random things he does, that make me smile :)
this is my brother reading a magazine in our garden when the sun was shining yesterday.
song: Starting Line (you starting on me? oh james you fool) -- Left Coast Envy
lyric: "pacific coast partttyyyy"
song: copeland yess i love this band
Celebrities? hmm i don't like celebrities.. they annoy me. I'll say, hmm.. i dunno? i only like people in bands. I suck. Lets go for, Justin Timberlake. yummy boy. I would of choosen Chris Carrabba but i don't class him as a celebrity.
who do i hate? David Beckham, or Victoria Beckham they annoy the living crap out of me.
the money would be nice. The adoring fans or whatever and all the kick ass partys. But i don't think i would want to be, i would hate all the attention and all your privacy being disrupted. I would love to be like Kenny from the starting line (girl version) because his popular in the pop.punk scene but not everyone really knows him. It's cool.
We sooo had this question before and i chose Britney, but now i'm going to choose, Kelly Osbourne but when she was going out with Bert from The used. Yeh that would be cool.
song: Copeland -- Priceless
lyric: "couldn't keep your love from me, cos i need youuu" <-- copeland
song: Taking Back Sunday -- Summers Stars
song: Coheed and cambria -- Neverender
president who?? PRESIDENT BUSHHHH! (push you in a bush)
yeh Pat is quite the hilarious guy.
song: Mew -- Comforting Sounds (nice strings)
song: Mew -- Comforting Sounds (i love the tapping bit)
"FARRRTTTTERRRR"
if that is the right way to spell it? but its funny and when played over and over and over and over and over ect.
