Which Donnie Darko character are you? by Shay

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09/04/03 time: 6:04 pm

Headach... ergh i hate headachs.

I don't want to do any work, but i really have to get my music done. I have more ideas, which is good. The more ideas i get the easier it shall be.

I've decided that teachers actually just WANT to make students unhappy. I mean i always kinda knew it, but i've never really had it done to me until today. She was just so moody and horrible and just started shouting at me because of my uniform. I think she needed a chill pill or something.

I would loveee to see the boy, but he is still busy with work. It's understandable. I would just like cuddles.

okays i need to change this blog too me thinks.

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09/04/03 time: 10:24 am

In the computer rooms for spanish again, i have done all my coursework so i guess theres no point in me being at the lesson. I'm pretending to look up vocab.

aparently kyle loves me. Wow privileged. He just cained me and said "do you ever look at yourself and say i am a geek". I nodded. hehe.

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08/04/03 time: 8:30 pm

I'm a bit more together this evening.

I keep talking about work, i'm really sick of it. But i need to talk about it, just to make it clear to myself what i have to do and what i have done.

So i've done my drama coursework FOREVER! well i think... there better not be anymore. I just want to start studying soon.

My graphics project is getting there, i can get the lights that i bought to actually light up! how sweet is that! I was thinking of having music in the background and lights beaming out of the windows to make it look like a band is playing. But that will blatantly take ages and i just don't have the time for that. Still need to make a sign which is the main thing really for me.

My music, i am really starting to crap my pants about, i have one definitely in the bag but now.. i just don't know.

So you ask me what am i doing on here when i should be doing work?
well i have done enough work that my brain will soon start to get sad if i carry on with anymore.

soooooo sick of talking about work, do you want me to stop? do you even read what i write?

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07/04/03 time: 9:40 pm
thinking about: saying "bye bye" in a baby voice.

EXHAUSTED!

already and its only been one day at school! I stayed after school to do music, didn't help. I got home slept for like 10 mins, had a bath, then all night i've been painting my god damn graphics. It's finally all painted. Now i just have to put it together and make a kick ass sign. the tiredness of me.

Some loser is on my friend's, account trying to make everyone hate her. What a biatch. I hate people like that.

The boy rang and gave me a new band to download who are just sooo cool and i can't wait to get some new music. yipeee. He made me giggle and his done a lot of his work too so i am getting a lot more happier. Lets just hope it's all done by the end of this week.. yehh.. hmm.. my back hurts. Need a massage.

Okays i'm gonna download this song, then get in bed with ice cream... yummy

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07/04/03 time: 7:57 am
lyric: "feels like my head has been spinning around, around, around, around, around, around, AROUNDDD" -- hot hot heat.

My hair is all whispy.

My sisters home so i get to use the ghd straighteners. yipeeee.

hmmm toast is nice. So its the start of a new week, a stressful week with lots of work to do and lunch times to stay in and music compersitions to sort out and and and and studying and maths and coursework and drama and and andndnandnadn.

It's hard being a teenager. Did anybody tell you that? ... i'll cope, i just hope other people can too. I hate people stressing and feeling down.

My dad also doesn't have a job at the moment, so theres not much money. And the gay ass national insurance number STILL hasn't arrived. dammmnnnitt.

I'll cope, i'll cope. There could be worse things.

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06/04/03 time: 5:29 pm

Last night was funny

Emily played well, i was proud. The boy slept over after, even though he was a tad bit moody but later on he was all nice and cuddly like normal. Hmm i love cuddles.

And my sister is home! yay! i love my sister being home. We are going to play badminton nows! hehe yay!

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05/04/03 <-- hehe 5 4 3 2 1 time: 11:58 am

i hate it when something happens and it brings your mood down really badly.

Can't really talk about it, even though i would like too.

I just need to get out of my house and i will in like half an hour to go to chelmsford with Roberto. So thats good. My sister comes home so that also helps.

Last night was funny, station massive that we are now. hehe. I like my group of friends at the moment, there all so nice and funny. Man... Lee Shreeve, getting completely naked. funny boy.

Pat went sky diving just now! His probably in the plane right now actually. I'm excited for him. Tonight i'm going to see Emily and her band play and some others at a show. Shall be fun, we will go to Pats house before hand too and see the movie of him going sky diving.

Okays i'm gonna surf around some more, and block out everything until Rob comes. bye bye

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04/04/03 time: 7:10 pm
song: Hoku -- perfect day

Route 66 Meal

hehe looking forward to eatting shaun?

hehe i think rob looks so cute, hehe and he put a cocktail stick in his hair.

Russel looking rather funny

Alex, and his funny face.

hehe Godard only has one red eye.

Stevey looking all happy.

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04/03/03 time: 5:00 pm
lyric: "but i believe in you so much, i could die for the words that you say"

So glad its friday.

Last night, me and like 10 other peeps went to route 66 and had a big buffet. yum yum yum. It was fun, i took photos. So eventually i will put them on here.

It's all nice and sunny outside, which is the way i love it. I want a hot bath but i do not know where all the hot water has gone. So i gotta wait... god damn.

I also still need to do a lot of work and study. It is getting closer and closer to those gcses. Those exams which get me into college, get me a job, get me money, get me a house, get me a good life for my children. Kinda scarey? yes i think so.

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04/04/03 time: 8:03 am
song: Reel Big Fish -- We are the dateless losers.

ohhhh poop geocities just ate my friday five. Gotta do it again. GOD DAMN!

1. How many houses/apartments have you lived in throughout your life?
Just this house. I'm young, i haven't had the chance to move away yet, i love this house anyways.

2. Which was your favorite and why?
Well i'll say why i love this house so much. Its clean, big enough to get away from everyone, the garden is big, we live right next to the river and i love my room. Oh yehh don't forget my romantic view :)

3. Do you find moving house more exciting or stressful? Why?
I don't know yet, i'll probably be excited for the first time, i don't know about the next times.

4. What's more important, location or price?
Thats pretty tough. I'll say location because i think its important to have a nice area to live in, or just an area thats easy excess to everything. Like living in Covent Garden, i'd have the most tinyiest house but i would still live there so i would love it.

5. What features does your dream house have (pool, spa bath, big yard, etc.)?
Kick ass question. I would love a really nice garden, to have garden parties in. Where theres places to sit and stuff. I would also love a big kitchen and then i would learn to make the most gorgeous meals and for my kids on sunday i would make them a HUGE roast. yehh.. but they wouldn't be fat kids. hehe. I would love an indoor and outdoor pool, they would clean themselves obviously. The outdoor pool would be playboy mansion stylie. I would love a really nice view too. Something to look at when your outside.
ohh and don't forget a cool computer with broadband connection :)

hehe okays so thats the plan for my life.

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03/04/03 time: 7:55am
Rahzel -- If Your Mother Only Knew

Did a lot of thinking about some stuff last night. I've made a few mistakes, but you learn from them right?

So i'm pretty happy this morning.

Rob just wouldn't stop singing "if your mother only knew", so i downloaded it. This guy Rahzel, his pretty god damn cool. He can beat box and sing at the same time. Impressive.

So now i can't stop singing "if your mother only knew".

I want to see some bands soon, but i:
1. don't have the money
2. the time
3. the effort
4. my mummy doesn't want me at london around "these" kind of times. Which is understandable i guess.

Yup. I do want to see The Movielife, Brand New/Taking Back Sunday, The Starting Line and Rx Bandits... hopefully i can.

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02/04/03 time: 5:12 pm
coheed and cambria -- time consumer

i'm okay... i guess... in a bit of a weird mood and i have no idea why. Well maybe i do, but i don't think it should bother me.

I am proud. I did well on my drama coursework. I am not a very good writer... never have been never will be. But i managed to do well. I just need to do the evaluation and then i'm all done.

I've sooo nearly finished 1 of my music compersitions. I have another one to go :/.

My graphics is due in after the easter holidays. I'm scared. Need to do so much, like the balcony, doors and signs. Then add that onto all the folder work too. hmm...

Then plus THAT ALL onto the studying i have to do.

Tomorrow we might all go to route 66 in our town. Have a big buffet. I have no money though :( so i don't know. Plus all the work. The work just doesn't stop coming.

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01/04/03 time: 5:48 pm
song: Get well soon -- I promise

I'm meant to be doing some more of my music.

I finally managed to put one song onto a cd.. Yay! but i still need to work out another one. I had my extra english class after school though, so now i just want to have a bath and sleep. Which i may just do those things soon.

I don't know why i got the crappy ass english teacher though. He is a nice man. But SUCH a crap teacher. His so boring. Makes work so hard to think about. He doesn't EXPLAIN anything. Why are we saying that there is a stanza of 5 lines??.. he just doesn't explain. I need explaination. I need it drilled into my head so i don't forget. But he does nothing like that. So, that makes me generally a dumbass in english.

I hope these english classes have done something.

okays bath time.

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31/03/03 time: 3:09 pm

So i've virtually managed to bunk my spanish lesson and just come into the computer rooms. But my teacher knows. Sooo yeh... i'm pretty bored, probably gonna go and talk to Kylie nows.

I just played some Emogame too, it was cool.

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31/03/03 time: 8:06 am

The start of a new week...

I'm feeling slightly weirded out this morning, maybe my dreams made me feel like it. I know my guinea pigs were in them... and i know rob was there, but i just can't remember what happened at all. Oh wait! a water slide... and choirwood? on k-block stairs? Danielle Wall doing an opening speech? and Donnie Osmond being there.... okay this has just disrupted my whole brain.

I still have done nothing to my music... i should of rung my brother yesterday, but i just couldn't be bothered to have to deal with all the problems.. i have to do it though. Hmm this sucks,

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30/03/03 time: 8:28 pm

So i went out in the end... i hardly did any of my music.

I needed to go into town anyways, return donnie darko, i watched it last night with my girlies. Sure was a weirdo film, hehe almost like bubble boy, but a lot more serious. The kissing scenes were blatantly the best and Jake is just yummy.

So yehhh... i went to compass, the boys were going to jump in the river but the tide was out, so then everyone went home. I went to Pats then met up with the boy later on. We snuggled in the bed, and now he is at his home, aparently doing work, which is what i should be doing.

I want a bath.

and lots of sex and the city episodes.

why hasn't my national insurance number come yet? then i could get a job, then get money then buy all the box sets of sex and the city. I have this gay feeling that it just isn't going to come. I NEED MONEY.

Money for shows, money for clothes, money for dvds, money for food, money for god damn FUN! i hate money.

hmmm... i want more snuggles with the boy.

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30/03/03 time: 1:59 pm

Its such a sunny day! I want to go outside more, but i have work to do.

I ended up doing nothing to my music, i went up to my attic turned everything on, then turned everything off again. I dunno... i just was kinda tired and didn't have the creation in me.

I just took lots of photos of my tortiose and guinea pigs, there cute. The weather is just so warm its lovely. I love the weather like this.

Might see the boy later.. maybe, depends if he has lots of things to do or not.

Hmmm... gotta do some music, so will be off now. update later, with photos probably.

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29/03/03 time: 3:20 pm

hehe me wearing all of robs clothes. :o)

Then i jazzed it up and added "burn this disco out" lyric.. yeh Micheal.J is cool.

This was from last night i did want a front photo since Rob was wearing the cutest and best clothes everrr last night.

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29/03/03 time: 2:52 pm
lyric: "when we get there we're gonna fly so far away" -- anti gravity love song (summer romance) incubus

hmm... such a yummy friday night. So me laura and rob arrived at the station, everyone was pretty drunken we didn't have any drink and well i didn't really want to drink that much anyway.

Greg was an ass. Hehe everyone ran from the police except for Rob and like 3 other people. They were only looking for some prat in our year who was driving a car. It was funny, some other peeps from our year were there.

Then Rob and I decided it was best if we go home after only being there for like 10 minutes.

I am in most of Robs clothes now... he has the best stripey shirt, even though it is mahooosive and he forgot his bakers boy hat so i am wearing that too.

right... today i shall do some music. I will. But just before i'll get some pictures on here.

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28/03/03 time: 7:33 pm

Just remembered the friday five... thank the lord.

1. What was your most memorable moment from the last week?
Doing my Drama GCSE exam. It was so relieving, and so much fun. All the hard work payed off. I was just proud to have it all done and i was happy to see my boy and my lover do their drama aswell and it go successfully.

2. What one person touched your life this week?
The boy, always does, but he made me a mix cd. This is the first boy to actually make an effort for me and MAKE something for me. He put his emotion and feelings into it. So i love it, and it made me really happy this week.

3. How have you helped someone this week?
I helped all my group do our drama, which is a sucky answer, i know. I think i should do more to help people. I nagged the boy into doing his application for Southend? is that helping?

4. What one thing do you need to get done by this time next week?
Music Coursework has to be done and buried.

5. What one thing will you do over the next seven days to make your world a better place?
I shall be all happy as possible to cheer everyone up. I will give compliments and put all my rubbish in the bin :) yep. I am a good girl.

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28/03/03 time: 5:04 pm
song: Jackson 5 -- I want you back!

This is so random brandon.. but whatever.. hehe when me and rob decided to have waffles, chicken dippers and scampi for some food there was a rainbow on one of the scampi from the window crystal we have. Rob loved it so much he told me to take a photo. So here we are.

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28/03/03 time: 4:53 pm
listening: small faces -- itchycoo park (i think thats how you spell it?!)

I am happier, looks like the boys life is a little easier. He is at bandos practise.

I am also feeling better, sooo glad its the weekend and maybe the boy can sleep round tonight, though i doubt. I would love it. Cuddles are yummy.

Listening to the cd still, Idlewild.. such a sweet song.

I will put up photos soon, since i haven't recently.

Oh yehhh so in my graphics lesson today i was reading the articles on the Dashboard site (the community) and this girl explained breaking up with her boyfriend, it was... horrible. She was so blatantly inlove with him and she caught him with another girl (that girl being her best friend). First time kissing, then second time once she had forgiven him again they were well... lets just say doing a lot more than kissing. It made me feel sick.

She said about them making mix cds for eachother when it was fresh young love. Just made me think of me. Since i was listening to one at that time... hmm, the thought it sickening.

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28/03/03 time: 11:32 am
listening to: incubus -- are you in? (the cd roberto made me) :)

Yep... i was right, i am going to be stressy.

My music is the worst i guess. The stupid ass computers at school don't take floppy discs! Grrrr so i have to try and copy it onto a cd. But ofcourse no no no my computer just doesn't want to do it. I need my brother or sister around, but they are not.

It also happens that the boy is grounded. He is my only realease of school, nothing really matters when i'm with him. Soooooo SUCKY!

Though... the boy made me a cd, it is the best! I love it sooo much. Listening to it right now, Micheal Jackson.. it's so cool. When he gave it to me it made me smile all day.

I'm also exhausted, last night i went to see "The Woman in Black", scared the crap out of me but it was in London too so i was really tired and i'm still tired now.

I just want my bed and my brother to sort out my music for me. God damn, and i want the boy to sleep over tonight and there to be no worries.

Well I SHOULD be doing some graphics.... since it is my graphics lesson... but blahhhh i can't be assed.

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27/03/03 time: 8:09 am
lyric: take care -- copeland

I have a feeling that though my drama is done, i still have loads of stressy things that are coming my way. Hopefully i can stay calm and handle them nicely.

I found a new band! well always thanks to emotionalpunk. Copeland, remind me of Gin Blossoms and how i love that band. They were like another one of my first ever bands i got into. Anyways... i got a drama trip tonight to see "the woman in black", its meant to be really scary so i'm looking forward to it. I'll speak to you tomorrow most likely.

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26/03/03 time: 4:44 pm

Yay! i did it! yay! It went absolutely fine! It was so good. I loved it! yay!

I wasn't even that nervous, and i remembered all my lines and everything. We had a little party in our drama lesson too. With lights and music and food. It was cool.

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26/03/03 time: 7:48 am

i'm not nervous that i have my gcse drama exam in like.. a couple of hours. Which is weird.

Yesterday was just... perfect. Rob and Steph did brilliantly in their drama. I loved it. So now there is no more worrying about that. Mr Darley said i looked more worried than they did, which was probably true. I mean these 2 people are my lovers, i want them to do well.

So now, i have to do my performance..

In other news... the weather is sooo yummy now. Well not at the moment, but yesterday was beautiful, we went to compass and hmmm it was so nice. And the boy was all scrumpcious yesterday too. I had a good day.

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25/03/03 time: 8:11 am

Drama was, well i thought it was good last night. I was proud of myself and proud of other people too. I think WE ALL did brilliantly. So i'm happy, tomorrow is my real drama exam.

Rob and Steph perform today, yesterday they didn't get there music to be played which sucked ass. So today i'm gonna make sure they have it.

ohhhh god damn. I did it again, where you don't notice you spilt something down you. I have chocolate all on my tie. I better go and replace it and then go to school. see you.

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24/03/03 time: 8:11 am
gotta go to school, listening to dashboard... new song. Good new song.

Feel a lot better than yesterday.

My drama gcse exam is in 3 days... we have a performance tonight to the public. All weekend i have been at school doing it. I haven't really had a weekend, just like school. I'm tired, exhausted and i'm still worried for people.

As much as i am worried, i am proud of my drama, we worked so god damn hard and it came together yesterday really well. So yep, hopefully today will be okay. God damn though, WHERE WAS NIKI YESTERDAY?!! grrr... we needed him and he didn't turn up. Stupid boy.

Talking of boys, i want my boy. I want to hug him lots and fall asleep in his bed like we did on saturday night after watching "the crow".

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23/03/03 time: hmm.. who cares.

I hate it when you care about people so much and your attached to them so badly, that when things go bad for them you feel what there going through too, it feels like you wish you could do something for them or you could of said something that changed everything.

4 people i love are... worrying me. They can read this. I'm sure they know who they are. It sucks. I can't do anything, i want to scream out some things in their face, but i know it's there own life i can't decide or do things for them.

i hate being depressed, i hate thinking that other people are depressed around me. I hate it. ohhhhh i hate tears aswell... they suck and when your voice goes all wobbly and retardeddddd.. hmm.. need to stop typing but i need some comfort.

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21/03/03 time: 8:11 pm

wow chloe you actually remember to do the friday five.

1. If you had the chance to meet someone you've never met, from the past or present, who would it be?
I would of loved to meet my Mums mummy, and my Mummys grandma too. Because i have her eyes. Well thats what my mum says. They both sounded like such cool people.

2. If you had to live in a different century, past or future, which would it be?
1970s, 60s. It would just have to be done. All the retroness of it all.

3. If you had to move anywhere else on Earth, where would it be?
Alittle island, with the lover and food and internet connection. Maybe a playstation 2 and a few other luxeries. Ohh yeh music would have to be abled to play there too. I would be a happy bunny.

4. If you had to be a fictional character, who would it be?
ohh... hmmm... Herimone Granger... yeh, shes bright and brave and cool.

5. If you had to live with having someone else's face as your own for the rest of your life, whose would it be?
wow, excellent question. I'm quite happy with mine, but hmm.. I'm going for Sophie Farquhars. Her face is pretty. But there are aload of other things you would have to consider. Personally i'd probably keep my own face though if i had the option.

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20/03/03 time: 6:50 pm
Thinking: why can't gas masks be pink?

okay lets talk about the war... since i never have really talked about it before.

I am for it. plain and simply. I don't like Bush and i don't like Blair, but i'm still for it.

We need to get Saddam out, we need to put him in exsile, kill him, whatever just get him away from the world. He is killing people for no reason, he is a stupid ass prick that needs to be caught.

And this war is the only way in doing that.

For everyone else in iraq, i wish there was some way in putting them in little bubbles of safety. But come on, that just isn't going to happen. I wish i could put my hands over them and they would be some kind of shelter but again that just isn't going to happen.

I'm not even a Christian, or really have a huge faith, but i'll still pray for those people. They don't deserve to be in a war that isn't even for them.

And all those people in marches and protesting, what other solution is there in stopping this EVIL gay ass ugly moustache man?

There is nothing. Only protest for the right in saying we don't want the iraqy people killed, who have done nothing. We just want Saddam gone.

There my opinion has been expressed.

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19/03/03 time: 7:29 pm
lyric: There you come, with a smile that'd send any man to his knees

I had a nice day.

Exhausting again... but nice.

We had drama after school, which got me having a headach from the shouting. Still we got quite a way.

At lunch was the best, came back here with Roberto, we had some food and laughed a lot. It was a really summery day aswell. I do indeed love to walk along with the boy. I actually want to see him tonight, but i know he is busy with work so better not. I have decided to have a free night.

Soon i will have a bath, paint nails, have lotion and tcp. Also shave my legs so they are atleast smooth for 10 minutes. I haven't really been doing any of the friday fives recently! I keep forgetting. I'll try and remember this friday.

God damn, Taking Back Sunday are playing with Brand New, need moneyyy!

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18/03/03 time: 10:35 pm
just put on my wall of momories -- pot noodle from lunch with Robert.

Emma, Basik Standerd -- 17th March 2003, Soundhouse Colchester.

Colchester is SUCH a cool place. I was already hyper tonight, and when i'm in a place i've never really looked around before... well it just made me extra hyper. Me, Steph, Patty and James Wilson (poka dot, poka dot, poka dot, shooowwrts) all walked around for ages trying to find the soundhouse from the station. It was a half an hour walk, mostly up a hill (but i didn't mind i was burning away the calories)

We get there, just in time to chat to everyone, i get to see Lawrence (Robs other lover). Then Lawrence gets up on stage with the band, Basik Standerd.

These guys are cool, i'm glad to see a girl drummer around. Always nice to see. The sound guy should of turned up the bass i think. I couldn't hear it so well. They have a nice gel together though, i love it. So they do covers with Inme, okay i don't like Inmes voice, but Lawrence's husky kinda voice fits is pretty nicely.

Ofcourse my favourite bit, they do a cover of "united states of whatever", I laughed so much. Lawrence new none of the words... may i quote "I don't know any of the words but... WHATEVER!", perfect american accent. I still got it in my mind now and i'm still chuckling.

Emma my boys band were up next. I gotta say Robs pretty sweet when his all nervous, even though he blatantly hates it. Greg ofcourse looking all confident on his drums, Paul looking ready to do some head banging with his crew supporting him at the front and then theres Sam, looking rather relaxed and groovy tonight. They all look so different, but i think thats what makes them a good band.

They begin, your going to have to excuse my knowledge of the names of the songs. Oh wait! i got the set list (yes i am a geek) Okays yeh so Charles Manson was first up, Fight Another Day to follow. My favourite Lust, i just adore Robs voice in this one. Then Claustrophobic Tears next. Hehe, then I Am, yes i have the ring tone. And to finish Bluck HH. At the end.... when they played Bluck HH the atmosphere wow... i couldn't help smiling.

They all go for it so well, i loved it! Rob especially at the end, on the floor. The emotion (and if you know me, you know i love emotion) was beautiful. In a weird shouting kinda way. Bert of the used would of been proud of my boy.

So yesss... i do indeed love these guys. I dislike metal, but for some reason i can stand listening to them. Maybe because their my friends? I don't think its that, maybe its just because there so god damn good. Yehhh that's it. And my boyfriend is just so brilliantly cool.

Yay, i'm dating a lead singer in a band. And he sings with emotion.

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18/03/03 time: 10:18 pm

Exhausted is me.

I finally did something for my Music, i feel really stupid in that lesson. I mean i felt stupid when i took art, and i was feeling it again when in my music class last week. Everyones so fricking cool, everyone can play piano lovely and do SOMETHING. Me i am poop. So i sat myself down this evening, had a bit of a drink (hmm yummy red square) to get my brain thinking and i did some bluessss. It's a load of shite. The point is a did it and finally Sir can talk to me about it, tell how to improve it and i won't sit there going, "i don't know...", "hmmm..." then slowely my mind starts to tell me how crap i am for not doing anything ever. THAT WON'T HAPPEN TOMORROW YAY!

I am actually happy with my education at the moment. I went to the extra english class tonight. They are soooo good.

I am slightly worried about our drama, we have to show it in a week. A half an hour performance... and we've only done a tiny bit. It is scarey. But i have this strange feeling that everything will be absolutely fine.

Maths... well.... i'll try.... but i guess i can only hope.

Science, hmm i haven't read those revision books in a while.

Everything else, A okay.

Ahhh yeh gotta do a review of my Boys band... ahh it was so good last night. MY boy is now my idol as well as my loverrr.

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16/03/03 time: 8:55 pm

Something Corporate, Homegrown and Steel Train (woo a drive-thru show) -- 14th March 2003 Astoria 2 (mean fiddler)
Me and Laura get there extra early, to make sure we don't miss anything! We seriusly queue for about an hour and a half. But we do have a massive mcdonalds with both of us. Laura manages to eat a burger and nuggets?! thats pretty god damn impressive in my book for a girl.

These girls behind us had there mother with them. Not quite sure why? But they looked a bit embarrased. Poor kids. Haha Jesus Guy was there, telling us that we will go to hell again. I just said... oh god... no i can fell it in my bones ahhh i'm dying now NOOOO. I'm the devils child. Next time i'm going to sing KISS in his face or something.

So we get in. Go to the merch stand. Oh my lord there is Steel Trains Jack (guitarist singer), Lauras just about to their a cd and i say "hey! wait a min!, you ARE in steel train". Okay lets just say i was hyper. I was hyper all night yes... very hyper.

We ask Jack to sign our BAGS, hehe but what does he do? Signs Lauras Back! But we get free t-shirts!! wooo yeh! We smile, put away our bags and get ready to watch Steel Train, and let me just say we were right at the front. I was very silly and shouted out gay things. But it was a laugh, i got some real nice photos of Steel Train.

They played "alley cat", "blown away" and "for you my dear" they also played some other things i didn't quite know. But they sounded cool. Scotts face when he sings, it is the sweetest thing and i just lurrrvee that bass.

So me and Laura stay for Homegrown. A lot of the crowd obviously came just to see Homegrown, i get squashed and automatically become sweaty. Laura gets lost behind me, but i still got some good photos.

Homegrown play, "give it up", "kiss me diss me", "your not alone"... hmm and thats pretty much all i remember. I had some kids behind me, singing with me. Hehe also gotta say HEY! to my aparent sister Emma... hehe random but cool girl.

I wait for Something Corporate to come on the stage, as soon as they do i shall take some photos then get out of there. I was sooo squashed. Ofcourse they take AGES to come on stage. When they do the encouragement from the crowd is lovely, i love it when the whole atmosphere of the place goes up just as soon as someone walks on stage and the lights go down. I can't quite remember what song they started with.... i still got some great photos. This band do have a lot of energy and obviously enjoy getting the crowd involved.

I managed to get out but crowd surfing. Then i went to find Laura.

I go to the merch stand and who do i find again but Steel Trains Jack and his friend, who was very funny. I ask where Laura is, they tell me that shes looking for me. So i go off and try to find her. While looking who else do i find but Homegrown! Got loads of photos. So good. I love that digital camera.

I watch Something Corporate a bit more. "i kissed a drunk girl" was indeed played :o) so was "i want to save you". Then Laura taps me on the back and i smile happily. I was getting a bit lonely.

We then go meet the bassist and lead singer from Steel Train. Get MORE photos. And laugh a lot.

We then go watch the rest of Something Corporate, and this guy who is not in Steel Train but blatantly works for them gives us hugs which was nice. When something corporate is over, we say bye to Steel Train and leave.

Also grab a few posters on the way :o).

ahhh it was a fun night indeed.

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15/03/03 time: 11:39 pm
thinking about: sleeping, music

me and my spikey hair. At Lauras house.

Hehe greg looks like a girl, i look like a boy.

all the boys, crazy hair. My boy doesn't even need to do anything to his hair. Its already crazy! :o) but i love it.

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15/03/03 time: 6:31 pm
listening to: the lovely steel train.

Ahhhh i had the BEST friday everrrr. I have photos of me with the big ass spikey hair, which i guarentee you, everyone at my school had the reaction as "oh my god", "woah", "how long did that take you?", "can i touch it?" even one kid just touched it and said "OH MY GOD I TOUCHED THE HAIR!" hehe... crazy kid.

Something Corporate, Steel Train and Homegrown.... was SOOOO much fun. I met Steel Train and Homegrown. Got sooo many good photos. Had SUCH a laugh. There will be a link soon to the story of my night and i will write a review. I need to change this blog. i'll do that now too.