I really need to drum right now... while everyone is out of my house... i feel so bad for not practising. Okay gonna do it now.
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12/01/03 time: 11:31 am
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11/01/03 time: 11:36 pm
i bought a dance mat :)
today was a nice day... got up, got washed, went to chelmsford with the boy and some others it was fun. Went to boys house, yummy time. Went to route 66 yummy food. Then played on my dance mat... which i adore.
Ohh! i also got back my new years photos... very amusing... i love alexs face... the wondering face... ahh.. truely brilliant when i can be bothered to miss a graphics lesson and scan some stuff in i will show you all how excellent it is.
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10/01/03 time: 6:03 pm
1. Where are you right now?
2. What time is it?
3. What are you wearing?
4. Any people or animals around you? Describe them.
5. What are your plans for the weekend?
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10/01/03 time: 5:44 pm
hellllooo... its friday! and i just remembered about the friday five... so i better check up on that.... jake is evil and then nice... i am confused... hehe and winnie the pooh is a retard!
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09/01/03 time: 4:47 pm
Yesterday was probably one of the most memerable days i've had a school. It snowed... and snowed god damn good. On the way to schoool i have never laughed so much with my girlies... we had HUGE balls of snow and we just were running around in asda car park having a snow fight then the dust bin men started to join in! it was pretty hilarious.
At lunch the field of was just covered in people throughing snow balls at eachother... and lay in the snow was ages and just got sooo out of breath but it was fun. James looked really pretty at one point he was just laying in the snow and it was just covered on him and no-one else was behind him... and it was just clean snow behind him... i really wanted to take a picture...
So yeh... and in the evenings i went to Robs house and the roads were all icey so i we were skating around the roads and i watched Rat race which is an okayyyy film not brilliant but quite funny. Its got seth green yum yum.
Tonight... i plan to clean my room... grrr don't want too... but my mum is getting WAYYYYY to angry for my liking now... the tone in her voice makes my back curl up. Then i shall have ice cream and watch the new series of FRIENDS wheee.
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08/01/03 time: 7:55 am
Its snowing right now! ahh pretty and white and gorgeous! i love snow, probably because we don't get it that much here. We had some yesterday... but it wasn't much so i hope today its a thicker layer... I'm trying to take a picture of it today but its not light enough yet. Looks like its starting to stop :(
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06/01/03 time: 7:08 pm
Last night till school tomorrow, which i am not prepared for mainly because this holiday has been so fun, and so lazy and the time has just shot by because i have loved every minute of it. So tonight i plan to do alittle drumming. Maybe have a bath. Eat and rest. Maybe look over my graphics. God damn boy with the curly hair.... makes me have so much fun... and love every minute of it.
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06/01/03 time: 2:00 pm
The friday five... on monday... woops only just remembered. still better doing it now than never, right!?
2. How often do you wear it?
3. Do you have any piercings? If so, where?
4. Do you have any tattoos? If so, where?
5. What are your plans for the weekend?
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06/01/03 time: 1:42 pm
You love emo? You hate it? really do visit this site and play the game here -- i spent my night till 1 oclock in the morning playing it.
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05/01/03 time: 1:16 pm
04th of January 2003 Emma, Spanking Harry, Depict, Vikings of Legoland and High Jinx -- Woodham Experience Dame E (William De Ferrers)
Over-all Coolness: 9/10
First up was me boys band Emma. okay, its not my most favourite music. I still think they play it well, if you into that stuff and also they were playing at a gig where aload of little kids exspected "blink" cover bands and you know just the whole happy happy bands. hehe Brandon dances well. Paul is just... crazy on the bass. Sam hehe i like his hat. Gregs face when he plays (gritting of teeth). My favourites were "I am" and the little one at the end... even though Brandon didn't sing cos he is silly.
Vikings of Legoland, okay at this point i went out to asda to get some strawberry laces... i was hungry. I did manage to watch alittle. I sow Craig sing Bowling for soup. It was amusing. He had a little cheeky grin on his face all the way through this gig. Lammas was also looking dashing, i liked his hair a lot. I'll have to see these guys again sometime.
Next were Depict, there good. Me and Laura were saying here very... bland... they need over-laping vocals or harmonies or more of a varity in the guitaring, and bass.
High Jinx are genius. The drummer brilliant, bass excellent, guitarist excellent. The lyrics... i couldn't understand to much, so hmm... but yeah with most of my bands i need good lyrics if i'm going to love them. I think they need some harmonies and over-laping vocals at times too. All in all they are a pretty god damn excellent band though.
Spanking Harry... hmmm... sometimes i look at them and think... why? why has your voice suddenly changed from english to american? why do u sound excactly like blink? why do u sing about getting your privates out? Then i think, there enjoying themselves, little kids enjoy it. Hell it is good to dance around too. So... in one word.... whatever. I went upstairs for a while when they were on after hearing about... jacking themselves off. Then came back down for the last song (stand by me) where everyone got on stage. Lammas was having a blast by the way he was dancing.
So i personally thought that night was just funny, i had a laugh with my friends and sow some music being played and thats what i think its all about really. Just the whole fact that some kids have managed to pick up some musical instruments and used there voices and made some music. It made a good night out for kids who have nothing else better to do in this god damn boring town called S.W.F, it was fun.
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05/01/03 time: 12:51 pm
lelele.... last sunday till its back to school. How sucky. School sucks. GCSE's suck. Maths REALLY sucks and so does Howard and her stupid whiney high voice. Ohhhh welllll... atleast i'm with my friends. AND i have DASHBOARD to look forward tooo wheee dashboard lelele i love dashboard. so yipeee!
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04/01/03 time: 1:59 pm
yay.. the website has been re-done! it is of the river... the river i adore. hope you like it. I went down there today with my camara and took some pics. Its where i normally go if i just want to sit and think and stuff.
I was going to take some pictures of dens i used to hang out in... like the bum spot, but i ran out of pictures. I've had a lot of memories there.
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04/01/03 time: 11:18 am
me = sleepy. yaawwwnnnnnnnnn. good morning.
Tonight i see Emma play, shall be good. Also Spankin Harry (hehe) High Jinx, Depict? yeh i think so and Vikings of Legoland i think thats all of them. Come along, i dunno if you can pay on the door though. William De Ferrers, if your from S.W.F you know where that is.
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03/01/03 time: 1:43 pm
Cuties! <-- go to Kayla and Liz's site now now now
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03/01/03 time: 1:11 pm
Okay okay, lord of the rings was good. I was abit lost though because i forgot what happened in the first one, but it all kinda makes sense at the end. I ofcourse still prefer Harry Potter. Lots of fighting in Lord of the Rings and blood and heads on spears and ect. Hehe Gollum is funny. I suppose he was better than Dobby in Harry.
Today... well today... i plan on lying around maybe with Rob. Then in the night i shall have chinese and watch Dvds with my lovely gorgeous friends Laura and Steph. Hehe sex and the city style.
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02/01/03 time: 6:43 pm
Any minute i shall go to see Lord of the rings...
and i have chicken dippers and potato smileys on the way god damn! i shall take them in a tup-oware box... hehe how do u even spell that? i dunno... yeh so i am going with Robby and Greggy and Laura. Hopefully shall be good.
Gig list for this month:
hopefully to that list i can add Finch and BRAND NEW! woo! well.. hopefully i would absolutely ADORE to see brand new. I would also love to see The ataris... but i have a shortage of money.
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01/01/03 (hehe 2003 yay!) time: 5:23 pm
I feel skanky. Thats how i feel to start off the new year... hehe.
Last night was funny in so many ways... but strange in so many ways too. I didn't sleep much... when i got home like 9 oclock in the morning from the train (it was tipping it down with rain) i just got in my bed and slept till half 2. That was a nice sleep. Hehe i took some funny pictures of Alex, he is crazy when his drunk (the wondering face). My skin feels skanky.... blah blah blah. Shall i see the boy? i want to... but i am blah.
NEW SEX AND THE CITY! WO WO WO! bring it on! sorry can't wait... i love that programme. New shoes, new lovers, a new baby! no more mr big problems (i dunno whethers thats good or bad?!) no more Aiden :(. Still shall be good.
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31/12/02 time: 12:37 pm
My straighteners are broken :( i am sad... i love those straighteners and now i have to try and send them back to mr charles worthington and hopefully he will fix them. It says on the back they can fix them or give you new ones so hopefully that will do. Its really is annoying though, 2 days i have had them! And my sister calls me up while i'm in chelmsford and says "your straighteners aren't heating up!" hmm.. how very very gay. oh well i'll get over it.
I bought the cutest top from h&m AND the drive-thru dvd! i've watched it all already! hehe its good theres this bit with kenny from the starting line and his in london at the gig me and laura met him at.. its just weird but cool.
So tonight is the party of new years... hopefully it shall be a laugh.
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30/12/02 time: 12:29 pm
Good morning... well good afternoon now i guess. How i love my straighteners, just thought i'd say that. Hmm.. so i had some weird dreams last night... i can't really remember them... only little bits like this one where i was on the phone and goo goo dolls lead singer was singing down the phone to me... i was really sad for some reason and so i was crying... ??!! i dunno... weird. The sound of his voice was very lovely though.
Today i shall go to chelmsford with my matey Laura. hmmm.. jelly....
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29/12/02 time: 1:35 pm
okay okay its very late! but i've been away! and busy! The FRIDAY FIVE BABY
1. What was your biggest accomplishment this year?
2. What was your biggest disappointment?
3. Will you be making any New Year's resolutions?
4. Where will you be at midnight? Do you wish you could be somewhere else?
5. Aside from (possibly) staying up late, do you have any other New Year's traditions?
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29/12/02 time: 1:22 pm
i ran around my house and took some pictures... some didn't come out well.. so this is all i have. I want a digital camara like Nora!
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28/12/02 time: 8:21 pm
Presents how i love presents:
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28/12/02 time: 8:11 pm
Nice to be back... good to see you all... hope you all had a very happy christmas and i'm sure we will all be having a very funny new year.
So DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL are playing, surprized i didn't tell you sooner. Got the ticket... all nice and purpley. Should be extra fun didilly dum dum.
The list of presents will be up.
i am very happy... why is that you ask? because everything is happy. I am having a nice dinner tonight (my christmas dinner i suppose, where its all homely and warm and stuff) and then i should be seeing some of my close friends thus being Laura, Greg and well you know the lovely Rob. :) lifes nice when your happy.
Hmmm... i feel a lot more christmassy and christmas is over! thats strange. Hmmm yummy charles worthington nice smelling spray that smells of the curly haired boy :).
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23/12/02 time: 4:46 pm (3:46) england
hello there! I�m in an internet cafe.... listening to drive-thru records site. Its pretty warm outside... not enough to get a tan which sucks. Its weird because its christmas and its warm. The citys really nice here though, alot of enviroment and cool buildings. Kinda looking forward to coming back to england it shall me nice... woops thought i nearly broke the computer... that would be of been scarey. okay better go only got a few minutes left. Be seeing you in 5 days...
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6 days till: Dashboard... come on.. i was dancing around in my room today to dashboard with my ticket in my hand... it was fun.
song: north star -- broken parachute
hehe look at my dance mat, its so cool.
6 days until: Dashboardddd wooo i love chris i can't wait to love him and sing with him and say that i hope he does well in his new album... wooo!
listening too: spunge -- kicking pigeons
in Earth, in England, in the South East, in Essex, in a small town called S.W.F in my house, in the small room called the computer room sitting on the computer chair.
its 6 oclock...
some jeans my school shirt and tie and a Reel Big Fish jumper.
Guinea Pigs two of them Bop and Pob ones white and creamy the other is black/greg and white. They squeak a lot. A tortoise also called Torty, which is about 43 years old... it is lovely but gets lost a lot.
hmm saturday lay around, then go to route 66 for my daddys birthday. Then sunday... lay around.... maybe do graphics and drumming. Tonight i'm going out... somewhere in the snowy coldness.
a week until: DASHBOARD BABY!
hurts: my back, my arms, my legs (from the snow fights)
listening to: Echelon -- Tick Tock
heres pictures of yesterdays snow
isn't it just lovely. I tried to take some pictures of the snow now, but you can't really see it falling in my web cam... damn. Oh well... i have coffe thats all warm and makes my insides nice and cosy. I would LOVE it to be a snow day today.
broken: msn messenger (god damn sign me in!)
1. Do you wear any jewelry? What kind?
i wear plastic braclets, all kinds of colours, sometimes wooden necklaces and thats really about it. I'm not one for dangly pretty stuff, i'll probably wear that when i'm older but right now i'm quite happy with the plastic stuff. I like sweat bands too. If i was going to choose between gold and silver i would definitely choose silver. BLAH GOLD IS SICK!
sometimes to shows, when i feel like being colourful or just adding something to an outfit.
i would LOVE my lip pierced in the middle... so i could have a ball and a ring. but you know... me= young... and my mum= against piercings on face. I am hoping to get it on my 16th birthday :) doubt it will happen though.
nope... maybe when i'm older.... maybe.
well... what happened was i sow my boy play in the band he has band and all the other bands. Then on sunday i layed around with the boy in the evening at his house and watched oceans 11 with him and tickled him a lot. it was fun.
random: emo bands have ovaries. hehe
if you don't even know what emo is, have no idea what bands are emo (even though i guess i don't... but you know) maybe you shouldn't bother...
listening to: music and my mum vacum cleaning.
Sound: 9/10
Organization: 10/10
Atmosphere: 8/10
A nice little line up here. For a homely night out. So me Laura and Steph all came along we met up with our mateys. I do love it when you can talk to aload of people, there was a nice bunch of people at this gig.
doing: bobbing up and down on my chair to thursday
song: Taking Back Sunday -- Summer Stars
album: Ataris -- Anywhere but here
lyric: "you don't wanna be there when it goes down againnn"
About to: go out and see lord of the rings
Dashboard -- 17th
The Used -- 24th
Reel Big Fish and The Starting Line -- 1st of Feb woo!
excited because: NEW SEX AND THE CITY!
album: Small Faces -- (what will we do there? WE'LL GET HIGH!!)
Album -- Coldplay
song: Donots -- Superhero
Okay let me think.... i guess i have a few:
Being myself.
Being happy with myself.
Having the right friends.
Accomplishing to be without my brother, sister, mum and dad a lot of the time and not being lonely.
Getting over a few people.
Meeting Chris from Dashboard Confessional.
Having this website for a whole year!
Seeing lots of bands.
I guess thats it... being myself means a lot to me, i've had to be a false image before and its not fun, i don't even know why i was... but right now i feel... me and thats the way it should be.
Letting someone who shall not be named push me around.
Ofcourse!
Try and do well in my GCSE's
I've got a boy, i want to keep this one... but i don't want to ruin my life with him either or his ... try and keep this one happy.
Laugh more with my friends.
Give out more compliments.
Smile some more.
See more live bands maybe even meet some lovely band people too :)
Well... i was going to be in Althorne.. but thats been called off so i might be at Godards... i am happy to be there. I have my friends, well most of them and me and Laura have planned out everything nicely :).
not really... i think this is the year i'm actually staying at someones house and its not all rushy and stupid. Unlike last year (embarrasing). I guess thats what i normally do... something embarrasing... hopefully this year i won't.
Song: Donots -- Today
yes i got the last idea off of Nora. Its a shame you guys can't read her journal anymore... its really good... she has it on livejournal so you can only read it if your on her friends list.
talking to on msn: jodie
Dress
Boots
P.Js nice pink ones with white hearts they are all cosy and cool material.
Cold play album! wo yehhh!
The Beautiful Mistake wo yeh! all the way from new york from my sissy.
Lip Smacker Maker! you make them yourself! -- from my sissy
Buttons from my bro hehe KISS ARMY
Amelie dvd -- i loveee this film
Heartbreakers dvd -- kick ass film
Scarf -- all sparkley from spain
Pop art makeup bag
Charles Worthington Hair Straighteners -- can i stress how cool my cousin is.
Pretty Makeup from cousin -- yes she is cool.
a whole bag of little goodies from stacey
And boy am i grateful for all of that! Very cool presents indeed
song: Dashboard -- The only gift that i need
