Sometimes... i can't explain myself. I don't really know why i do things... and it sucks. I get jealous, over-protective, selfish, stupid and emotional WAY to easily.... and i try and cover them up. I know it is bad and i could hurt someone in the process. I am not one of those people who get into those situations and then get too far into them so they try and pull out and break everything apart. I am not one of those people who PRETEND to not care... because i do. I care deeply about everyone, even if i've just met you for a second and you made me smile. YOU made me smile, and that means alot to me. So i care and i don't want to make you upset or ruin you or make you pissed off with me or lose you.
I do not make up stupid rumours, or pretend to hate you (unless i need to hate you to get you away from me), i do not decide to be friends with you again unexspectadly after i just made you upset, i do not glare at you horribly and laugh when i see you just because i may dislike you alittle. I am not an EVIL person... if you find this, you'll see i'm very fucked up but i need to say something, put this somewhere. Just so maybe one person reads it and understands me. Just so i know that everyone is the same, in situations that you wish you weren't you for alittle while.