| Process of Decay |
| The pain in my head won't stop It just keeps growing the longer I live Feed by my misery and doubts Warp me into a monster, a monster that you hate Hate feeds the process speeding the corruption along Monster I am, monster made by me and you What I am dwells in my mind taunting me Long for the day that it destroys me Try to speed the decay to no effect Body just heals and continues to function Mind hurts, soul aches, body just exists Exist with no meaning, with no future Just live becuase the demon won't let me die Must take this, don't want to take it, can't take it The monster must die, but the monster is me I am not allowed the sweet comfort of death My punishment is the agony of living Living in a world that resents my very being World knows the monster hiding behind my face The monster knows the lies hiding behind the world Lies to torment, lies to bring pain Can't live with these lies, but must live anyway Live as a monster hated and pushed aside In my world of emptiness, but full of pain Forced to live in pain by the god of this world A god I hate, a god that hates me back A god that won't grant me the pleasure of death When will he let me rest in the sweet embrace of nothingness? |
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