8/27/03
An Ending to Sorrow
.
So much heartache
I can bear it no longer
Broken promises
Shattered dreams
Among the pieces of my heart
.
I told myself I would never
Never fall again
But you seduced my dependence
Made me rely on your sweetness
Though it never really existed
.
Broken and crawling
My tears drenched in anger
Fall on the resolution
To send my heart soaring
Through a universe of loneliness
.
So one last time
A tear slides down my hollow cheek
I let remorse emerge
A minute before the end
Thoughts soaking in your lies
.
Hating to love
I have found that which loves to hate
By the smooth, cold metal
Sliding across my throat,
Death, I am yours.