10/1/03
DISGRACE
A rotten child
That's all I am
An embarassment to call daughter
Rebelling against
Society
A pearl in toilet water
I hold my own
Through mists of tears
Trying to find the right path
But all I find
On my search for truth
Is my mother's disgrace and wrath
So long I tried
So long I failed
To bring honor to my mother
For all my pains
My dedication
She wishes I were another
So now I've left
Gone on my own
No more life of reliance
A goal to destruct
Has turned me to
A bitter shell of defiance.