GenghisTong: hi My Cyclops Sux: what's up GenghisTong: just got home GenghisTong: sup with you My Cyclops Sux: Just got home My Cyclops Sux: I cleaned the house and washed my hair My Cyclops Sux: nothing interesting My Cyclops Sux: And been sick GenghisTong: from what? My Cyclops Sux: stuff My Cyclops Sux: It's not a big deal My Cyclops Sux: You got home at 3AM? Cool GenghisTong: yeah GenghisTong: just got back from some party GenghisTong: it's was pretty fun My Cyclops Sux: That's good My Cyclops Sux: My older sis used to go to parties GenghisTong: now it's your turn My Cyclops Sux: Ha ha ha haha My Cyclops Sux: Yeah right My Cyclops Sux: My parents will let her get away with anything GenghisTong: how come they dont with you My Cyclops Sux: I don't know... My Cyclops Sux: Maybe they want me to be a "good girl" forever? GenghisTong: do you plan to? My Cyclops Sux: Not that there's anything wrong with that My Cyclops Sux: Sure, why not. GenghisTong: you never have any urge to do something bad? My Cyclops Sux: Like what? My Cyclops Sux: You mean, things that are bad to my parents, but aren't really bad? GenghisTong: i guess My Cyclops Sux: Sometimes GenghisTong: like what My Cyclops Sux: Ummm, let's see... My Cyclops Sux: Being friends with normal people, messing around with my hair, etc GenghisTong: what about guys My Cyclops Sux: as in? GenghisTong: is there a guy you ever liked? My Cyclops Sux: No GenghisTong: never? My Cyclops Sux: No My Cyclops Sux: But guys liked me My Cyclops Sux: I don't know why GenghisTong: what about me? My Cyclops Sux: what do you mean? GenghisTong: ;-) My Cyclops Sux: BTW, did you drink at that party? GenghisTong: i'm just messin with you GenghisTong: yeah My Cyclops Sux: Well, i'm a serious person My Cyclops Sux: That's why i'm so lame My Cyclops Sux: My parents don't want me to be around guys GenghisTong: lets say your parents let you do whatever you wanted My Cyclops Sux: They think i'm too easy and innocent, i guess. GenghisTong: what would be the first thing you'd do My Cyclops Sux: Hmmmm... My Cyclops Sux: Get a job My Cyclops Sux: If i didn't have one GenghisTong: that's the best you can do? My Cyclops Sux: I guess My Cyclops Sux: I know you're going to hate me after this, but... My Cyclops Sux: I can't think of anything else to do My Cyclops Sux: I've been sheltered from people & places for all of my life GenghisTong: ok GenghisTong: lets see GenghisTong: what if i exposed you to stuff you've never tried GenghisTong: and i gave you my word that you will be ok at the end of the night My Cyclops Sux: like. what? I haven't tried a lot of things GenghisTong: well we'll start off with alcohol My Cyclops Sux: I'd probably chicken out. My Cyclops Sux: Well... My Cyclops Sux: I've always wanted to know how it tasted My Cyclops Sux: But never intended on getting drunk My Cyclops Sux: or anything like that GenghisTong: what if i tried to kiss you My Cyclops Sux: uhhh....:-[ GenghisTong: lol My Cyclops Sux: I don't know My Cyclops Sux: What if i told you that i never kissed anyone before? My Cyclops Sux: I hope you don't hate me:-( GenghisTong: then it'll be special My Cyclops Sux: I never talk about this stuff to anyone GenghisTong: aren't you a bit curious? GenghisTong: pauline? My Cyclops Sux: Sorry My Cyclops Sux: It was freezing GenghisTong: i see My Cyclops Sux: Because photoshop was opening My Cyclops Sux: too much CPU usage My Cyclops Sux: Momma & my little sis are the only ones who know that stuff GenghisTong: what stuff? My Cyclops Sux: Like, never being kissed and stuff GenghisTong: arent you a bit curious? My Cyclops Sux: at times, for a second, maybe. GenghisTong: you've never had the urge for that? My Cyclops Sux: BTW, do you think having a "good girl" image isn't really a good thing? My Cyclops Sux: Just curious My Cyclops Sux: no My Cyclops Sux: I haven't been around many guys GenghisTong: i think good girls are usually the freaky ones cuz they dont let it out often GenghisTong: pauline My Cyclops Sux: Freaky?? GenghisTong: wild My Cyclops Sux: I see GenghisTong: deep down inside My Cyclops Sux: Why did you say my name? GenghisTong: just making sure you are still there My Cyclops Sux: I am GenghisTong: are you uncomfortable with this subject My Cyclops Sux: The computer is just being very slow My Cyclops Sux: I don't really care GenghisTong: be honest My Cyclops Sux: I don't care about a lot of things anymore GenghisTong: i care My Cyclops Sux: I'm a different person My Cyclops Sux: You care about what? GenghisTong: i care about your thoughts My Cyclops Sux: I mean, i don't care if we continue this subject, or drop it My Cyclops Sux: I'm not the same woman i was last year and past years ago My Cyclops Sux: Anyway, anything else you want to say? My Cyclops Sux: or ask about? GenghisTong: lots My Cyclops Sux: ? My Cyclops Sux: Lots about what? GenghisTong: nothing comes to mind right now though :P My Cyclops Sux: This subject, or stuff in generasl? My Cyclops Sux: *general GenghisTong: i have lots of questions about you My Cyclops Sux: I can't see how GenghisTong: i just want to get to know you My Cyclops Sux: BTW, i doubt anyone would want to kiss a piece of trash such as myself:-) GenghisTong: but i don't want to make you feel uncomfortable GenghisTong: i would My Cyclops Sux: I understand GenghisTong: in a heart beat GenghisTong: would you welcome it GenghisTong: or deny it My Cyclops Sux: You would what? My Cyclops Sux: *You would do what? GenghisTong: kiss you My Cyclops Sux: why?=-O My Cyclops Sux: there's other waaaaaay better women out there My Cyclops Sux: in cali GenghisTong: well i got to know you really good My Cyclops Sux: Who can probably own me at MvC2 My Cyclops Sux: really good? My Cyclops Sux: *probably can My Cyclops Sux: I thought you disliked a lot of things about me My Cyclops Sux: I wouldn't blame you GenghisTong: no ones perfect My Cyclops Sux: i know My Cyclops Sux: can you tell me some of the things that you really dislike about me? My Cyclops Sux: i've always wanted to know GenghisTong: i dunno My Cyclops Sux: be honest My Cyclops Sux: i don't care My Cyclops Sux: i hate myself, too GenghisTong: i think you need more confidence in yourself My Cyclops Sux: IMO, that is not a big deal GenghisTong: i think you need to be more open My Cyclops Sux: well...i don't know. GenghisTong: and sometimes i think you don't share your opinion cuz you rather not deal with it My Cyclops Sux: If i open up about certain things, some people may hate me, or laugh at me My Cyclops Sux: What exactly are you talking about? My Cyclops Sux: can you give me an example, please? GenghisTong: i'm just saying i'd like to see you stand up for yourself GenghisTong: cuz i don't like people taking advantage of you My Cyclops Sux: Well, it happens all the time My Cyclops Sux: Almost everyone i know takes advantage of me all the time GenghisTong: then do something for yourself GenghisTong: you ever heard the phrase success if the best revenge GenghisTong: is the best revenge My Cyclops Sux: No GenghisTong: well now you've heard of it My Cyclops Sux: Yeah GenghisTong: my family doubted me My Cyclops Sux: I don't really know how to really do something for myself My Cyclops Sux: besides eat, etc GenghisTong: you just have to do it GenghisTong: get up and do it GenghisTong: the hardest part is starting My Cyclops Sux: Yeah My Cyclops Sux: I'm so used to doing things for others GenghisTong: well it's time to do something for yourself GenghisTong: you're 20 years old My Cyclops Sux: Often, i forget to eat and stuff GenghisTong: it's time to make a future for yourself My Cyclops Sux: i try to get my life together, but it's so hard GenghisTong: you just have to do it GenghisTong: that's the bottom line My Cyclops Sux: I don't even have a job GenghisTong: no one else can do it for you GenghisTong: you have to do it yourself My Cyclops Sux: i know My Cyclops Sux: i'm very independant My Cyclops Sux: I should've restarted it before i got on My Cyclops Sux: Well, maybe i don't need to do things for myself. As long as others are happy, it's cool. GenghisTong: they'd be happy if they see you succeed in something My Cyclops Sux: Not all of them. GenghisTong: then they are selfish My Cyclops Sux: Some of them don't want me to do anything so i can always be there to serve them My Cyclops Sux: I hate selfishness My Cyclops Sux: Can we please change the subject?:-) GenghisTong: then why do you serve them GenghisTong: ok sorry My Cyclops Sux: Because i don't want to start any crap My Cyclops Sux: and because they're related to me GenghisTong: i'm just trying to get close to you My Cyclops Sux: I see My Cyclops Sux: Well, you should worry about yourself GenghisTong: you should worry about yourself too My Cyclops Sux: I'll be okay My Cyclops Sux: I just live to serve My Cyclops Sux: I take pleasure in serving those who deserve it My Cyclops Sux: people who actually appreciate what i do for them. My Cyclops Sux: I don't want any credit or props for doing things, though My Cyclops Sux: I'm sure i've said that 100 times. GenghisTong: well when you come here, i will serve you GenghisTong: i'll make sure you have the time of your life My Cyclops Sux: you don't have to do that:-( My Cyclops Sux: I understand that you have very important things to do GenghisTong: i do GenghisTong: and you are at the top of the list My Cyclops Sux: Like, going to school & working seems hard My Cyclops Sux: why me? GenghisTong: why not GenghisTong: you deserve it My Cyclops Sux: Ever since i first talked to you, you acted so nice to me My Cyclops Sux: Why? GenghisTong: that's just the way i am My Cyclops Sux: I see My Cyclops Sux: Do you trust strangers easily? My Cyclops Sux: Just curious My Cyclops Sux: Kind of a random question GenghisTong: no but i'm willing to give you a chance GenghisTong: do you trust me? My Cyclops Sux: Yes My Cyclops Sux: Of course:-) GenghisTong: there we go My Cyclops Sux: You know i'd do the same stuff for you My Cyclops Sux: Right? GenghisTong: yep GenghisTong: that's why we have something special going My Cyclops Sux: That's cool My Cyclops Sux: We do? My Cyclops Sux: If so, that's good GenghisTong: i hope so GenghisTong: you tell me My Cyclops Sux: Well, i've never opened up to a non-family member before My Cyclops Sux: I told you a lot of things that i people dislike me for My Cyclops Sux: But you seem to be okay with them My Cyclops Sux: *that people dislike about me GenghisTong: i like you for who you are My Cyclops Sux: Truly? GenghisTong: yeah My Cyclops Sux: You don't hate anything about me, besides that other stuff you mentioned? GenghisTong: no i dont think so GenghisTong: there anything you dont like about me? My Cyclops Sux: No My Cyclops Sux: I just don't know much about you My Cyclops Sux: I mean, besides your personality My Cyclops Sux: i probably don't know your whole personality My Cyclops Sux: nevermind, i explain things wrong GenghisTong: well right now GenghisTong: i just cant wait to meet you My Cyclops Sux: Me too My Cyclops Sux: I fear that it might take so long to happen, you'll forget about me My Cyclops Sux: Not that i'm important GenghisTong: i was thinking the same thing about you My Cyclops Sux: Well, i've known about you a lot longer than you've known about me My Cyclops Sux: You're actually famous, i'm not GenghisTong: well you are special GenghisTong: so i won't forget about you My Cyclops Sux: I used to be famous on SRK for a while, but not as a video game player My Cyclops Sux: How long have you known about me? My Cyclops Sux: Just curious GenghisTong: bout the same time you've known me My Cyclops Sux: BTW, every female on SRK is famous for a while....How sad My Cyclops Sux: I mean, how long ago did you here about me My Cyclops Sux: See me post at SRK, etc? GenghisTong: when the commando stuff started up My Cyclops Sux: The thread? GenghisTong: yeah My Cyclops Sux: i see My Cyclops Sux: Did you hate me? GenghisTong: no My Cyclops Sux: i'm so random GenghisTong: i was intrigued My Cyclops Sux: why? GenghisTong: cuz you knew what you were talking about My Cyclops Sux: i was scared My Cyclops Sux: i thought you & dasrik was going to flame me or something like that GenghisTong: lol My Cyclops Sux: Dang, you really thought that? GenghisTong: yeah My Cyclops Sux: I just didn't want people to be like i was My Cyclops Sux: Learning Commando with no help My Cyclops Sux: then giving up My Cyclops Sux: a lot of those guys asked the same questions over and over, so that goes to show you that they really needed help GenghisTong: heh GenghisTong: well i'm sure they are better now with your help My Cyclops Sux: Not that it matters, but did you know i was female? GenghisTong: no My Cyclops Sux: I didn't deserve that:-( My Cyclops Sux: well, i never flashed it around(the fact that i'm a female) My Cyclops Sux: I wanted to blend in My Cyclops Sux: and i still do My Cyclops Sux: When i told you that i was coming to SD, did you know? GenghisTong: i got the pm GenghisTong: did i know GenghisTong: yeah My Cyclops Sux: how? GenghisTong: well not really GenghisTong: i just assumed My Cyclops Sux: oh My Cyclops Sux: did you think i was a fangirl? My Cyclops Sux: or fanboy? GenghisTong: no GenghisTong: you wanted a place to play My Cyclops Sux: yeah, true My Cyclops Sux: i was afraid to PM you My Cyclops Sux: i was afraid of you, period GenghisTong: are you afraid of me now My Cyclops Sux: of course GenghisTong: i thought we gotten past that point My Cyclops Sux: *Of course not My Cyclops Sux: It was freezing up My Cyclops Sux: Sorry GenghisTong: so what if you it was just me and you right now GenghisTong: in the same room My Cyclops Sux: I usually respond My Cyclops Sux: That would be cool GenghisTong: that's good My Cyclops Sux: It is? My Cyclops Sux: I'm such a dork, though GenghisTong: lol GenghisTong: nothing wrong with that My Cyclops Sux: And my voice...Ugh... GenghisTong: you have a lovely voice My Cyclops Sux: Ewwww... My Cyclops Sux: I thought you hated it for sure GenghisTong: lol GenghisTong: it turns me on My Cyclops Sux: .... GenghisTong: lol My Cyclops Sux: Ha ha ha My Cyclops Sux: I really hate my voice My Cyclops Sux: I hate it more than my face GenghisTong: i think it's just fine My Cyclops Sux: Do you like your voice? GenghisTong: no My Cyclops Sux: I may sound this way for the rest of my life. My Cyclops Sux: now you know how i feel:-) GenghisTong: haha GenghisTong: do you have a microphone My Cyclops Sux: No GenghisTong: :-( My Cyclops Sux: Why? GenghisTong: i want to call you right now My Cyclops Sux: Why? Just curious GenghisTong: because i want to hear your voice My Cyclops Sux: Well, if it wasn't so late...It would be okay. GenghisTong: i know My Cyclops Sux: Daddy is gone, though My Cyclops Sux: For a while GenghisTong: i just want to hear your voice My Cyclops Sux: I see My Cyclops Sux: Well, you'll get tired of it My Cyclops Sux: when you meet me GenghisTong: it'll be worth it My Cyclops Sux: I don't know My Cyclops Sux: things might get ruined like last time My Cyclops Sux: I didn't really know what you wanted to do, though My Cyclops Sux: I should've asked more questions My Cyclops Sux: instead of being too afraid GenghisTong: like what My Cyclops Sux: Well, you told me to hit you up, but you didn't say why and when GenghisTong: i told you whenever My Cyclops Sux: Yeah, true My Cyclops Sux: But i didn't know what to say My Cyclops Sux: or ask/talk about My Cyclops Sux: I guess i should've talked to you about a week before i left GenghisTong: yeah we coulda planned things out GenghisTong: would you ever fly out here by yourself My Cyclops Sux: If i were able to My Cyclops Sux: Of course My Cyclops Sux: Where i live there, i'll be alone My Cyclops Sux: I might have to live in a very ghetto area, though My Cyclops Sux: IF i get killed, oh well. GenghisTong: well you will always have me My Cyclops Sux: He all have to die sometime My Cyclops Sux: Yeah, but i heard that you can get robbed and killed GenghisTong: nah it's not that bad My Cyclops Sux: if you live in a bad area My Cyclops Sux: always? GenghisTong: always My Cyclops Sux: What if you learn something about me, then dislikes me? My Cyclops Sux: Wow....No one has ever liked me as much as you do. My Cyclops Sux: Or maybe people just don't like me, period GenghisTong: heh GenghisTong: maybe i will find something i dont like about you GenghisTong: but i know we it will be worth the experience My Cyclops Sux: huh? GenghisTong: i know we will have fun together GenghisTong: what do you think? My Cyclops Sux: Yep My Cyclops Sux: of course we will My Cyclops Sux: i don't exactly know what you have in mind My Cyclops Sux: Besides playing GenghisTong: if you found something you don't like about me GenghisTong: would you still be willing to take the chance to find out? My Cyclops Sux: Like what? My Cyclops Sux: Sorry, i'm a clueless sork My Cyclops Sux: *Dork GenghisTong: well we are going to move into a house in january GenghisTong: atleast we'll try to GenghisTong: hopefully you move here by then My Cyclops Sux: i want to move there sometime next year My Cyclops Sux: early or mid at the latest My Cyclops Sux: i hope things go right for you GenghisTong: well we will be looking for roommates My Cyclops Sux: Daddy seems to dislike women so badly, he might give me money to move out My Cyclops Sux: sooner than i expected GenghisTong: damn My Cyclops Sux: not that that's a good thing My Cyclops Sux: He said that he didn't want any of us to stay here My Cyclops Sux: Because he thinks we side with momma My Cyclops Sux: He can't even see himself GenghisTong: what do you have saved up so far GenghisTong: if you dont mind me asking My Cyclops Sux: $500 My Cyclops Sux: untouched GenghisTong: almost there GenghisTong: whenever you are ready to move GenghisTong: let me know GenghisTong: i'll do whatever i can to help My Cyclops Sux: I think i need $10, 000 to move GenghisTong: nah My Cyclops Sux: You will? GenghisTong: yeah My Cyclops Sux: Okay, $5000 My Cyclops Sux: for sure GenghisTong: you just need enuff to come out here, pay for a couple months rent and food My Cyclops Sux: but i have to make sure i have a job GenghisTong: that shouldnt be a problem GenghisTong: plenty of jobs out here My Cyclops Sux: isn't $5000 too little? GenghisTong: lets see GenghisTong: if you are getting your own place GenghisTong: that's expensive GenghisTong: if you are roomming with someone My Cyclops Sux: I have no choice GenghisTong: it's pretty cheap My Cyclops Sux: really? GenghisTong: yeah My Cyclops Sux: How much at the cheapest? GenghisTong: i only pay 325 a month My Cyclops Sux: Dang, cheap GenghisTong: yeah GenghisTong: plus if you room with someone My Cyclops Sux: what about cable, phone, etc bills? GenghisTong: you always have someone to talk to GenghisTong: prolly about 100 bucks a month total GenghisTong: so if a ticket costs you 400 GenghisTong: you only need a couple more hundred to live for a couple months while you find a job My Cyclops Sux: I see My Cyclops Sux: If i get a job for sure, before i come My Cyclops Sux: I won't worry so much about coming with too much money My Cyclops Sux: I know how to save up very well My Cyclops Sux: As much as i hate to almost give myself credit My Cyclops Sux: So, you'd really help me out? GenghisTong: yes of course GenghisTong: anything for you My Cyclops Sux: Why are you so nice?:-( GenghisTong: i just want the best for you My Cyclops Sux: :-( My Cyclops Sux: I don't know why... My Cyclops Sux: You act as if i did something very big for you GenghisTong: dont ask why GenghisTong: just accept it My Cyclops Sux: Okay My Cyclops Sux: I'd have to do something for you, though My Cyclops Sux: It's not my fault...I feel guilty GenghisTong: sounds like a deal then My Cyclops Sux: Yeah My Cyclops Sux: I wonder what i could do, though? My Cyclops Sux: I'm kind of useless GenghisTong: dont worry about it GenghisTong: just think about the good times we're going to have together My Cyclops Sux: Yeah My Cyclops Sux: when i visit, or when i move? My Cyclops Sux: I'm thinking about just moving GenghisTong: both My Cyclops Sux: and not visiting first My Cyclops Sux: or should i do both? GenghisTong: no move here GenghisTong: you know you want to My Cyclops Sux: I do My Cyclops Sux: I should just move, and not visit? GenghisTong: yeah just move and not visit GenghisTong: whichever is sooner My Cyclops Sux: That will take longer My Cyclops Sux: I probably won't be there until march or april My Cyclops Sux: at the latest GenghisTong: :-( My Cyclops Sux: I need to save up My Cyclops Sux: I am cursed when it comes to getting a job My Cyclops Sux: I wish i could mail in a resume' or something My Cyclops Sux: To somewhere GenghisTong: what if i said you could stay with me until you get a job My Cyclops Sux: I wouldn't want to be a burden My Cyclops Sux: What if it took me months to get a job? My Cyclops Sux: Dang....I should feel ashamed... My Cyclops Sux: Keeping this poor man up until 5AM:-( GenghisTong: well you won't be a burden GenghisTong: lol GenghisTong: i enjoy your company GenghisTong: and it won't take long to get one GenghisTong: cuz i'll help you My Cyclops Sux: i'm pretty shy GenghisTong: i think you'll lighten up once you get to know me My Cyclops Sux: I don't talk much My Cyclops Sux: What if you dislike a lot of the things i do or like? My Cyclops Sux: Or vice versa? My Cyclops Sux: No, that was a dumb question My Cyclops Sux: I don't dislike anything about you GenghisTong: lol GenghisTong: it doesnt matter GenghisTong: because i'm eager to meet you My Cyclops Sux: I see My Cyclops Sux: I just hope you feel the same way how you feel now My Cyclops Sux: I'm a little different in person GenghisTong: don't worry My Cyclops Sux: I'm always sick My Cyclops Sux: I can hide it most of the time, tho GenghisTong: you'll feel better once you get here GenghisTong: i promise you that My Cyclops Sux: I hope so My Cyclops Sux: I've been feeling really crappy these days My Cyclops Sux: But it's cool My Cyclops Sux: At least i'm getting better with Mags My Cyclops Sux: Maybe i'll learn the ROM in 5 months My Cyclops Sux: If i'm lucky GenghisTong: thats good GenghisTong: lol My Cyclops Sux: I tried doing it today My Cyclops Sux: I do it too fast My Cyclops Sux: That's one of my biggest problems... My Cyclops Sux: Pressing the buttons too fast GenghisTong: heh GenghisTong: i cant do it either GenghisTong: i press it too fast My Cyclops Sux: My sis says i can Tri-Jump good, but i think she's just being nice My Cyclops Sux: the ROM infinite? GenghisTong: oh GenghisTong: im not sure what you're talkng about My Cyclops Sux: You said you can't do the ROM My Cyclops Sux: infinite' My Cyclops Sux: I was wondering if you were saying that you press the buttons too fast, too GenghisTong: i can do the infinite GenghisTong: not the corner combo My Cyclops Sux: That's good My Cyclops Sux: I gotta go, sweetie..... My Cyclops Sux: I feel like that again. GenghisTong: alright My Cyclops Sux: Sorry My Cyclops Sux: :-( My Cyclops Sux: Peace! GenghisTong: thats ok GenghisTong: good night My Cyclops Sux: The sun must be up in your area GenghisTong: it will be soon My Cyclops Sux: sweet dreams