GenghisTong (11:00:53 PM): hi
My Cyclops Sux (11:00:59 PM): Who are you?
My Cyclops Sux (11:01:17 PM): J/K!!!
GenghisTong (11:01:49 PM): :P
GenghisTong (11:01:49 PM): where have you been
GenghisTong (11:01:49 PM): i missed you
My Cyclops Sux (11:02:00 PM): i could say the same to you
GenghisTong (11:02:06 PM): heh
My Cyclops Sux (11:02:12 PM): I've been pretty messed up, tho
GenghisTong (11:02:17 PM): how so
My Cyclops Sux (11:02:33 PM): Connect please, i have to get rid of YOUR pics before someone sees them
My Cyclops Sux (11:02:42 PM): People are pretty nosey over here
GenghisTong (11:02:56 PM): lol
GenghisTong (11:02:56 PM): ok
GenghisTong (11:02:57 PM): do it
My Cyclops Sux (11:03:01 PM): I don't know, it seems like depression is breaking me
My Cyclops Sux wants to directly connect (11:03:05 PM). 
GenghisTong is now directly connected (11:03:08 PM). 
My Cyclops Sux (11:04:20 PM): 
My Cyclops Sux (11:04:56 PM): Hmmm...I don't know why i gave you that pic...
My Cyclops Sux (11:05:28 PM): 
My Cyclops Sux (11:05:35 PM): BTW, this shirt isn't mine
My Cyclops Sux (11:05:49 PM): I didn't realize it was so small until i put it on:-(
My Cyclops Sux (11:06:27 PM): I'm wearing jeans because i couldn't find my black skirt, and it was getting pretty late, so i put on anything...
My Cyclops Sux (11:06:50 PM): 
My Cyclops Sux (11:07:27 PM): Ugliest pic:-(
My Cyclops Sux (11:08:01 PM): 
My Cyclops Sux (11:08:05 PM): randomness...
GenghisTong (11:08:16 PM): sirry hold someone in room
My Cyclops Sux (11:08:25 PM): okay
You are no longer directly connected to GenghisTong because the connection has been interrupted. (11:13:45 PM). 
GenghisTong (11:32:50 PM): hi
My Cyclops Sux (11:35:45 PM): hi
My Cyclops Sux (11:35:52 PM): How long have you been back?
GenghisTong (11:36:00 PM): been back for a while
GenghisTong (11:36:00 PM): sorry
My Cyclops Sux (11:36:06 PM): it's okay
GenghisTong (11:36:07 PM): i didnt want anyone to see your pics
My Cyclops Sux (11:36:10 PM): i ain't nobody:-)
GenghisTong (11:36:13 PM): i saw them just now
My Cyclops Sux (11:36:19 PM): That's good
GenghisTong (11:36:20 PM): you look really pretty in these ones
GenghisTong (11:36:22 PM): seriously
My Cyclops Sux (11:36:24 PM): Nope
My Cyclops Sux (11:36:38 PM): IMO, those are some of my worse(face-wise)
GenghisTong (11:37:03 PM): i think you look really pretty in those ones
GenghisTong (11:37:13 PM): you keep looking better and better
GenghisTong (11:37:19 PM): what's that shirt say
My Cyclops Sux (11:37:43 PM): foxy, i think
My Cyclops Sux (11:37:49 PM): It's not my shirt, tho
My Cyclops Sux (11:38:00 PM): I don't wear tight/small shirts
My Cyclops Sux (11:38:08 PM): It belongs to my sis
My Cyclops Sux (11:38:21 PM): I can't see how...She's pretty overweight
GenghisTong (11:38:30 PM): heh
My Cyclops Sux (11:38:40 PM): But i guess momma & daddy will let her get away with anything...
My Cyclops Sux wants to directly connect (11:38:52 PM). 
GenghisTong (11:38:55 PM): so what's this about joining the army
GenghisTong is now directly connected (11:39:10 PM). 
My Cyclops Sux (11:39:21 PM): well, i'll probably never be able to get a job over here
My Cyclops Sux (11:39:31 PM): since i'm not full asian like you, or hawaiian
GenghisTong (11:39:47 PM): the army is not a bad idea
GenghisTong (11:39:51 PM): you get to go places
GenghisTong (11:39:55 PM): and it'd be good for you
My Cyclops Sux (11:40:29 PM): I swear, i didn't know my stomach was showing until the pic was already in the computer
My Cyclops Sux (11:40:48 PM): Yeah, i'd like to join, but my family doesn't support it at all
GenghisTong (11:40:52 PM): that's sexy
My Cyclops Sux (11:41:03 PM): Earlier, daddy was talking crap about me behind my back
GenghisTong (11:41:17 PM): then do it
My Cyclops Sux (11:41:20 PM): My stomach looks a little fat in this pic, too me
My Cyclops Sux (11:41:32 PM): He acts like i can't do anything
GenghisTong (11:41:34 PM): you'll come out more independent
My Cyclops Sux (11:41:44 PM): He said i don't even know how to ride the bus
My Cyclops Sux (11:41:48 PM): Yeah
My Cyclops Sux (11:41:57 PM): I try to be very independent
GenghisTong (11:42:06 PM): i think you should join
GenghisTong (11:42:06 PM): prove em all wrong
My Cyclops Sux (11:42:16 PM): Inever ask anyone to do things for me & stuff
My Cyclops Sux (11:42:32 PM): I want to move to SD, though
GenghisTong (11:42:37 PM): but you gotta take care of yourself
GenghisTong (11:42:43 PM): have em station you in SD
GenghisTong (11:42:49 PM): join the marines
My Cyclops Sux (11:42:51 PM): Someone said that i might get stationed in NYC or somewhere else on the EC
GenghisTong (11:43:06 PM): you can request it
My Cyclops Sux (11:43:10 PM): He said that it's hard to be stationed in cali or hawaii
GenghisTong (11:43:25 PM): nah there's a station here in SD
My Cyclops Sux (11:43:30 PM): I'll look into it...
My Cyclops Sux (11:43:40 PM): He said it's hard to get it, though
My Cyclops Sux (11:44:06 PM): I think he said that everyone else wants to be stationed in cali, so it's hard
GenghisTong (11:44:08 PM): just bootcamp
GenghisTong (11:44:15 PM): that's about it
My Cyclops Sux (11:44:21 PM): i see
My Cyclops Sux (11:44:26 PM): well, i'll try
My Cyclops Sux (11:44:42 PM): momma thinks joining the arm is all about getting killed
GenghisTong (11:44:49 PM): well tell him you'll only join if you get stationed there
My Cyclops Sux (11:45:01 PM): okay
GenghisTong (11:45:04 PM): imho the military is for people who dont have any options left
My Cyclops Sux (11:45:17 PM): yeah, like me
My Cyclops Sux (11:45:26 PM): i'd like to help people, though
GenghisTong (11:45:29 PM): not really
GenghisTong (11:45:29 PM): there's other jobs you can do there
GenghisTong (11:45:47 PM): you'd get paid and everything and stationed somewhere else
My Cyclops Sux (11:45:55 PM): i see
My Cyclops Sux (11:46:13 PM): i hope it works out
My Cyclops Sux (11:46:26 PM): i think my family is going to hate me for doing it, though
My Cyclops Sux (11:47:08 PM): They get mad at me for doing things that aren't even bad,but never get mad at my older sis when she actually says and does bad things...
My Cyclops Sux (11:47:14 PM): I don't know why
GenghisTong (11:47:27 PM): of course they will
GenghisTong (11:47:27 PM): they dont want you to leave
GenghisTong (11:47:27 PM): but you gotta do what you gotta do
My Cyclops Sux (11:47:34 PM): yeah
My Cyclops Sux (11:47:52 PM): i'll try tomake it
GenghisTong (11:48:03 PM): you need to get away from there
My Cyclops Sux (11:48:14 PM): i realized that today
My Cyclops Sux (11:48:42 PM): in so many ways, it's like everyone doesn't like me most of the time.
My Cyclops Sux (11:48:57 PM): anyway, enough about me... what have you been up to?
GenghisTong (11:49:15 PM): i like you
My Cyclops Sux (11:49:30 PM): huh??
GenghisTong (11:49:33 PM): i'mma get a job at this casino
My Cyclops Sux (11:49:39 PM): where?
GenghisTong (11:49:48 PM): valley view casino
GenghisTong (11:49:53 PM): my friend is the hiring manager there
My Cyclops Sux (11:49:53 PM): i see
GenghisTong (11:49:57 PM): so he's getting me a job
My Cyclops Sux (11:50:00 PM): nice!
My Cyclops Sux (11:50:10 PM): you're going to quit pizzahut?
GenghisTong (11:50:17 PM): yeah
My Cyclops Sux (11:50:32 PM): but you looked so cute in your uniform:-( :-( :-(
My Cyclops Sux (11:50:53 PM): Just kidding...It's your choice.
GenghisTong (11:51:15 PM): heh i will still have it
My Cyclops Sux (11:51:25 PM): the uniform?
GenghisTong (11:51:30 PM): yea
My Cyclops Sux (11:51:45 PM): they let you keep it?
GenghisTong (11:52:06 PM): yeah
My Cyclops Sux (11:52:09 PM): i see.
My Cyclops Sux (11:52:23 PM): it's cool that you're getting a new job.
My Cyclops Sux (11:53:01 PM): Are you ging to school?
My Cyclops Sux (11:53:05 PM): *going
GenghisTong (11:53:07 PM): if you move down here you can get one too
GenghisTong (11:53:11 PM): not this semester
My Cyclops Sux (11:53:13 PM): where?
GenghisTong (11:53:17 PM): the casino
My Cyclops Sux (11:53:33 PM): i thought you had to be over 21?
My Cyclops Sux (11:53:36 PM): *have
GenghisTong (11:53:57 PM): i dont think so
My Cyclops Sux (11:54:00 PM): i will move down there...i can promise that.
My Cyclops Sux (11:54:24 PM): i just really need to find a place to stay in advance
GenghisTong (11:55:13 PM): you could stay with me for the time being
My Cyclops Sux (11:55:20 PM): are you sure?
My Cyclops Sux (11:55:29 PM): how would your roommates feel?
GenghisTong (11:55:47 PM): they wont care
GenghisTong (11:56:03 PM): you'd have to sleep in my room though
My Cyclops Sux (11:56:06 PM): what if something comes up?
GenghisTong (11:56:12 PM): nah
My Cyclops Sux (11:56:14 PM): on the floor:-)
GenghisTong (11:56:16 PM): people stay here all the time
My Cyclops Sux (11:56:24 PM): even random people?
GenghisTong (11:56:29 PM): my bed is really comfortable :-)
My Cyclops Sux (11:56:32 PM): So, you're 100% sure?
GenghisTong (11:56:37 PM): yeah
My Cyclops Sux (11:56:42 PM): yep, good for you:-)
My Cyclops Sux (11:56:47 PM): i see
GenghisTong (11:56:53 PM): my roommates cousin is staying here right now til he gets his apartment
My Cyclops Sux (11:57:00 PM): I wouldn't mind sleeping on the floor
My Cyclops Sux (11:57:02 PM): i see
GenghisTong (11:57:25 PM): or the couch
My Cyclops Sux (11:57:27 PM): i'd be paying you for as long as i'd stay, right?
GenghisTong (11:57:44 PM): whatever you can afford
My Cyclops Sux (11:57:47 PM): so, you're 100% sure?
My Cyclops Sux (11:57:52 PM): i'd pay
GenghisTong (11:58:16 PM): when do you plan on coming here
My Cyclops Sux (11:58:22 PM): nothing is worse than the feeling of not being wanted around:-(
My Cyclops Sux (11:58:37 PM): early or mid(at the latest) next year
My Cyclops Sux (11:58:46 PM): or if i'm VERY LUCKY, late 2004
My Cyclops Sux (12:01:01 AM): Well, i'll move to SD for sure, if i'm still alive.
My Cyclops Sux (12:02:27 AM): BTW, didn't you say that someone is staying in your room?
GenghisTong (12:05:17 AM): yeah but we are getting a new place in jan
My Cyclops Sux (12:05:23 AM): i see
My Cyclops Sux (12:05:29 AM): good for you guys:-)
My Cyclops Sux (12:05:38 AM): all 4 of you?
GenghisTong (12:06:07 AM): dunno we'll see
GenghisTong (12:06:13 AM): but if you come now you can have the couch
My Cyclops Sux (12:06:34 AM): i don't have enough money yet
My Cyclops Sux (12:07:13 AM): momma says i need to have at least $5000 before i go, but my sis(who's moving next week) says i only need $2000
My Cyclops Sux (12:07:26 AM): So i guess i'll save up $500
My Cyclops Sux (12:07:37 AM): just to be safe for a while
GenghisTong (12:07:37 AM): 500?
My Cyclops Sux (12:07:43 AM): *$5000
GenghisTong (12:07:47 AM): thats alot
My Cyclops Sux (12:07:51 AM): i'm not that dumb
GenghisTong (12:08:00 AM): just save 2000 and come
My Cyclops Sux (12:08:05 AM): okay
My Cyclops Sux (12:08:19 AM): but what if i have to live in a motel for a while?
My Cyclops Sux (12:08:27 AM): that will eat up my money in no time
GenghisTong (12:08:39 AM): i said you could stay with me
My Cyclops Sux (12:09:21 AM): but you'll probably be out of your apartment around that time
GenghisTong (12:09:55 AM): yeah and we will have a better bigger place
My Cyclops Sux (12:10:03 AM): okay
My Cyclops Sux (12:10:09 AM): i'll trust you
My Cyclops Sux (12:10:25 AM): i just don't want to be a burden
GenghisTong (12:10:45 AM): i told you i can't wait to meet you
My Cyclops Sux (12:10:52 AM): i wouldn't want to make anyone feel uncomfortable
My Cyclops Sux (12:10:58 AM): me too
My Cyclops Sux (12:11:06 AM): but i don't want to cause any trouble
My Cyclops Sux (12:11:09 AM): in any way
My Cyclops Sux (12:11:27 AM): i'd do the same for you if you were in this position, though
My Cyclops Sux (12:11:33 AM): plus, i'd cook for you
GenghisTong (12:11:38 AM): dont worry about it
GenghisTong (12:11:39 AM): just come
My Cyclops Sux (12:11:51 AM): so, $2000 for sure?
My Cyclops Sux (12:12:09 AM): you'd pick me up from the airport and everything?
GenghisTong (12:12:23 AM): yeah
My Cyclops Sux (12:12:28 AM): cool
GenghisTong (12:12:29 AM): you dont even need 2000
GenghisTong (12:12:33 AM): 1000 will do
My Cyclops Sux (12:12:35 AM): you're pretty nice
GenghisTong (12:12:40 AM): just come
My Cyclops Sux (12:12:52 AM): i think i'll have $2000 by the end of the year
My Cyclops Sux (12:12:59 AM): i've been saving up a lot
My Cyclops Sux (12:13:12 AM): i'll remember what you told me
GenghisTong (12:13:30 AM): good
My Cyclops Sux (12:13:37 AM): thanks, you're the best
My Cyclops Sux (12:14:02 AM): It's a shame that you threat me with more  respect  than any of my family members
GenghisTong (12:14:47 AM): even more the reason to come now
My Cyclops Sux (12:14:54 AM): how so?
My Cyclops Sux (12:15:02 AM): oh
My Cyclops Sux (12:15:10 AM): sorry, i read it wrong for a sec
My Cyclops Sux (12:15:22 AM): i just hope it works out
My Cyclops Sux (12:15:30 AM): i know you always keep your word
My Cyclops Sux (12:16:00 AM): early-mid 2005 is a long time from now
GenghisTong (12:16:07 AM): yes it is
GenghisTong (12:16:25 AM): that's why you should get do it as soon as possible
My Cyclops Sux (12:16:32 AM): yeah
My Cyclops Sux (12:16:49 AM): maybe i'll trust you and come with just $1000
GenghisTong (12:17:15 AM): that works
My Cyclops Sux (12:17:24 AM): i'll try to come as soon as possible
My Cyclops Sux (12:17:40 AM): i saved up $500 in 2 months
My Cyclops Sux (12:17:49 AM): even though i had crappy pay at my job
My Cyclops Sux (12:18:17 AM): I have to go, sweetie:-(
GenghisTong (12:18:23 AM): :-(
My Cyclops Sux (12:18:23 AM): I missed you, though.
GenghisTong (12:18:28 AM): i did too
My Cyclops Sux (12:18:36 AM): i did more:-)_
GenghisTong (12:18:42 AM): :P
My Cyclops Sux (12:18:58 AM): I was wanting to give you those pics for a week
GenghisTong (12:19:02 AM): damn
GenghisTong (12:19:03 AM): sorry
My Cyclops Sux (12:19:06 AM): bt couldn't
My Cyclops Sux (12:19:09 AM): *but
My Cyclops Sux (12:19:15 AM): it's not your fault
My Cyclops Sux (12:19:24 AM): it's mine for being really sick and crap
GenghisTong (12:19:39 AM): you'll be alright
My Cyclops Sux (12:19:56 AM): i think my stomach is bleeding kind of badly or something
My Cyclops Sux (12:19:59 AM): not sure, though
My Cyclops Sux (12:20:01 AM): oh well
My Cyclops Sux (12:20:11 AM): Peace and sweet dreams:-)
GenghisTong (12:20:13 AM): ok well good night
GenghisTong (12:20:16 AM): save up
My Cyclops Sux (12:20:20 AM): i will!
My Cyclops Sux (12:20:33 AM): moving to SD is the main thing on my mind
My Cyclops Sux (12:20:46 AM): these days