GenghisTong: hi
My Cyclops Sux: Sup
GenghisTong: whatcha doin
My Cyclops Sux: Rndom stuff
My Cyclops Sux: I was going t take more pics for you earlier, but i wasn't sure...
GenghisTong: wasnt sure of what
My Cyclops Sux: I didn't have any ideas
GenghisTong: oh i see
My Cyclops Sux: I was wondering if you had any ideas
My Cyclops Sux: Like, if you wanted them to be a certain way
GenghisTong: oh you dont have to take em
GenghisTong: i just like looking at them that's all
GenghisTong: you dont gotta go out of your way
My Cyclops Sux: Go out of my way?
GenghisTong: nm
My Cyclops Sux: tell me
GenghisTong: if it's too much trouble dont worry about it
My Cyclops Sux: BTW, does taking all of these pics make me a little cheap, BTW?
My Cyclops Sux: It's not any trouble, actually
GenghisTong: no
My Cyclops Sux: I just don't really like taking them.
My Cyclops Sux: But as long as it pleases you, that's more important
My Cyclops Sux: I'm used to doing things i don't like doing.
GenghisTong: if you dont like doing it it's cool
GenghisTong: i dont wanna pressure you or anything
My Cyclops Sux: But when i think of the fact that other people like it when i do those things, i don't dislike doing them quite as much
GenghisTong: that's good thinking
My Cyclops Sux: It's not pressure
My Cyclops Sux: People pressure me into doing things far worse
GenghisTong: like what
My Cyclops Sux: too much too remember
My Cyclops Sux: I do like, 5 tasks at the same time
My Cyclops Sux: everytime i'm eating something, i'm always doing 2 or 3 other things
GenghisTong: i would do the same for you
My Cyclops Sux: So, it's cool
My Cyclops Sux: what?
My Cyclops Sux: Those were really cool pics you showed me.
GenghisTong: doing something i didnt want to do as long as you liked em
My Cyclops Sux: I think you gave me more pics than i gave to you(that night)
My Cyclops Sux: You don't have to.
My Cyclops Sux: I don't like bothering people & asking for favors
GenghisTong: i'm just returning the favor
GenghisTong: it's the least i could do
My Cyclops Sux: I just really hope that showing all of these pics doesn't make me seem a little cheap or loose.
My Cyclops Sux: yeah, but those pics were as top tier as Storm is.
My Cyclops Sux: in MvC2
GenghisTong: it's only cheap if you show it to the world
GenghisTong: but it's for me
My Cyclops Sux: really?
GenghisTong: yeah
My Cyclops Sux: so, that never crosses your mind?
GenghisTong: no never
My Cyclops Sux: okay, cool
My Cyclops Sux: i just wanted to know
My Cyclops Sux: i'm not a cheap woman...
My Cyclops Sux: i guess that's why a lot of guys hate me
My Cyclops Sux: but oh well...i don't except for them to look at me anyway.
GenghisTong: this is just something between me and you
My Cyclops Sux: what is?
GenghisTong: the pics
My Cyclops Sux: oh yeah
My Cyclops Sux: i know
My Cyclops Sux: no one knows that i talk to you
My Cyclops Sux: well, i think my sis does
My Cyclops Sux: she never reads our convos
My Cyclops Sux: i'm usually alone when i'm chatting on AIM
GenghisTong: so there's nothing cheap about it
GenghisTong: it's something only you and I share
My Cyclops Sux: I see
My Cyclops Sux: So, that wasn't a little cheap when i showed my arms & leg in those pics?
My Cyclops Sux: Even though i never, ever do that in front of people?
GenghisTong: would you do that for anyone else?
My Cyclops Sux: ...
My Cyclops Sux: a guy?
GenghisTong: would you have shown your leg to anyone else
GenghisTong: yeah
My Cyclops Sux: i don't think so
GenghisTong: there you go
My Cyclops Sux: well, i really don't know
My Cyclops Sux: no, i don't think so
GenghisTong: i mean do you regret showing them to me?
My Cyclops Sux: yeah...
My Cyclops Sux: sort of
GenghisTong: how come
My Cyclops Sux: because...ummm
My Cyclops Sux: i cover up my body all the time
My Cyclops Sux: and ...
My Cyclops Sux: ummm...
My Cyclops Sux: i'm not used to showing anything
My Cyclops Sux: and if my momma knew that i did that, she'd get really mad
GenghisTong: you don't feel comfortable with me?
My Cyclops Sux: i do
My Cyclops Sux: i just don't feel comfortable showing my body
GenghisTong: no one else is looking
GenghisTong: it's just me
My Cyclops Sux: the biggest reason is because i don't want you to think i'm loose inside
My Cyclops Sux: i know you're a nice person
GenghisTong: if i did something just for you that i wouldnt normally do would that make me cheap
My Cyclops Sux: but if i did this for some other guy, & if we ssomehow stopped being friends, he'd probably tell all of my friends i'm a whore even though i'm nothing like that:-(
My Cyclops Sux: well...you're a guy...
My Cyclops Sux: i'm not saying you're anything like that
My Cyclops Sux: i'm just saying
GenghisTong: i'm saying
GenghisTong: it's not cheap because you're doing it for me
GenghisTong: and you trust me
GenghisTong: i assume so
My Cyclops Sux: okay
My Cyclops Sux: i used to be a lot worse
My Cyclops Sux: now, i don't feel quite as badly as i used to 
GenghisTong: how so
My Cyclops Sux: because i've already been violated.
My Cyclops Sux: nothing can be any more embarrassing
GenghisTong: you know i wouldnt do that to you
My Cyclops Sux: anyway, what did you do today?
My Cyclops Sux: i know that
My Cyclops Sux: i'm not accusing you
My Cyclops Sux: i was just talking about old crap.
GenghisTong: i just want you to know i wont think any less of you if you do something special for me
My Cyclops Sux: it has nothing to do with you
My Cyclops Sux: really?
GenghisTong: yes
GenghisTong: if anything i will like it
My Cyclops Sux: Not even later on?
GenghisTong: dont be afraid to do anything around me
My Cyclops Sux: wouldn't that make me a hypocrite?
GenghisTong: what do you mean
My Cyclops Sux: Like, if i were to wear something "loose" or somewhat "skanky" in a pic, wouldn't that make me a hypocrite?
My Cyclops Sux: Since i have never liked that stuff and never really respected skanks?
GenghisTong: that's only if it's public
GenghisTong: this is private
My Cyclops Sux: are you sure?
GenghisTong: yeah
My Cyclops Sux: but i'd still be doing it
GenghisTong: it's not
My Cyclops Sux: hmmm....
GenghisTong: it's no one's business 
My Cyclops Sux: seriously, have you ever talked to anyone like me?
GenghisTong: no one would be there to judge you
GenghisTong: no
My Cyclops Sux: what do you think of me, do i seem normal?
My Cyclops Sux: hmmm...probably not, compared to cali's women
GenghisTong: i think you need to stop worrying about what other people think
My Cyclops Sux: i don't want a good rep, i just don't want to be judged
GenghisTong: who would judge you
GenghisTong: if it's just you and me
My Cyclops Sux: yeah, that's true.
My Cyclops Sux: but what if momma accuses me of doing someting like that, then i'll have to tell her the truth
My Cyclops Sux: to her, i'd probably be a disgrace.
GenghisTong: what if it was our little secret
GenghisTong: no one has to know
My Cyclops Sux: of course, i'd try to keep it a secret
My Cyclops Sux: but everyone is always in my business
My Cyclops Sux: they find a way everytime.
GenghisTong: we just have to try harder to keep our little secret then
My Cyclops Sux: yeah
My Cyclops Sux: i just hope that you wouldn't think of me differently if i wore a certain thing in a pic or two
My Cyclops Sux: i'm not wild or anything:-(
My Cyclops Sux: Do you think i'm lame?
GenghisTong: lol no
My Cyclops Sux: are you sure?
GenghisTong: you just need to get out more
My Cyclops Sux: would most guys hate me?
My Cyclops Sux: get out more?
My Cyclops Sux: as in?
GenghisTong: socialize more
My Cyclops Sux: i know
My Cyclops Sux: would most guys hate me if they knew as much as you do?
My Cyclops Sux: i don't really care, just wondering...
GenghisTong: maybe i dunno
GenghisTong: i wouldnt know
My Cyclops Sux: do you hate how i am?
GenghisTong: not really
My Cyclops Sux: what do you mean?
GenghisTong: no
GenghisTong: not really
My Cyclops Sux: would you like for me to be a different way?
My Cyclops Sux: or do you even know how i am?
GenghisTong: maybe if you werent so shy about some things
My Cyclops Sux: and?
GenghisTong: that's all i can think of right now
GenghisTong: what i'm saying is
GenghisTong: it doesnt really matter
GenghisTong: cuz nobody is perfect
My Cyclops Sux: you've never talked to anyone who is anything like me?
My Cyclops Sux: so, that stuff makes me a worse person than a lot of women, IYO?
My Cyclops Sux: Just curious
GenghisTong: if i didn't like you i wouldn't be talking to you
My Cyclops Sux: i know that
My Cyclops Sux: i'm just wondering
My Cyclops Sux: i keep most of my stuff secret
GenghisTong: yeah you are different from most people
GenghisTong: but that doesnt mean anything
GenghisTong: it just means you are different
My Cyclops Sux: in a crazy way, or just differnt?
GenghisTong: different
My Cyclops Sux: oh
My Cyclops Sux: you don't have to be nice, though
My Cyclops Sux: just tell me what you think
GenghisTong: sometimes crazy is good
My Cyclops Sux: even if it's not good:-)
GenghisTong: i have crazy friends
GenghisTong: they are the fun ones to be with
My Cyclops Sux: crazy in what way?
GenghisTong: i dunno
GenghisTong: they are all different
My Cyclops Sux: well, i don't think i'm crazy when it comes to covering my body & stuff.
My Cyclops Sux: It has a lot to do with religion, being sheltered from "bad things" and being old-fasioned
GenghisTong: dont you think its time to try new things
My Cyclops Sux: i want to try a lot of new things
GenghisTong: well you gotta have an open mind then
My Cyclops Sux: but people have to understand that a lot of very religius women are a lot like in 
My Cyclops Sux: i do
My Cyclops Sux: just not toward all things
My Cyclops Sux: *me
My Cyclops Sux: why wouldn't i have an open mind, i try to?
GenghisTong: i dunno
GenghisTong: if those are you beliefs then those are your beliefs
My Cyclops Sux: i thought i am open minded when i talk to you an others
My Cyclops Sux: i don't like narrow minded people
My Cyclops Sux: i'm afraid to try some new things
GenghisTong: you gotta try them atleast once
GenghisTong: you cant be afraid if you've never tried it
My Cyclops Sux: like...?
GenghisTong: whatevers
My Cyclops Sux: not all things
GenghisTong: lik what are you afraid of
My Cyclops Sux: just a lot of things that other 18+ year olds do
My Cyclops Sux: Like, drinking, smoking, going to clubs, parties, etc
GenghisTong: if you've never tried it how can you judge it
My Cyclops Sux: Nevermind, i don't explain things right.
My Cyclops Sux: i'm not judging it
My Cyclops Sux: i'm just saying that i'm  afraid to do that kind of stuff, a little.
My Cyclops Sux: i never said it was bad, etc
My Cyclops Sux: that's judging it, IMO
My Cyclops Sux: nevermind...
GenghisTong: i dunno either
GenghisTong: but hey
GenghisTong: i got work early tomorrow
My Cyclops Sux: okay
GenghisTong: i'mma crash
GenghisTong: night
My Cyclops Sux: i was going to ask you
GenghisTong: ask me what
My Cyclops Sux: do you want any more pics?
GenghisTong: sure if you want
My Cyclops Sux: i was going to say that first
GenghisTong: i always like to see em
My Cyclops Sux: do you have any requests?
My Cyclops Sux: you don't dislike me after knowing all of this?
GenghisTong: whatever you want
My Cyclops Sux: i have no ideas
My Cyclops Sux: i got my hair straightened, though
GenghisTong: whatever you are comfortable with
My Cyclops Sux: there's nothing you would like?
My Cyclops Sux: i mean, want
GenghisTong: anything will do
My Cyclops Sux: i hate to eat up your time
My Cyclops Sux: anything??
GenghisTong: yeah
My Cyclops Sux: okay...
My Cyclops Sux: i'll find something to wear
GenghisTong: k
My Cyclops Sux: peace
GenghisTong: night