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Internal Revolution by a mute brown mouse This journal is a product of ten years of introspection. This journal was written by a nobody. What�s a nobody? It�s someone who goes through life unnoticed, easily trodden on and is mostly unemployed. chronological order & emotionally color coded: green - memories of personal injustice blue - social injustice rants gold - higher self writings and channelings purple - dreams and tarot readings I've been writing my thoughts since my pre-teens, thinking noone will bother to read my stuff. I quit writing during late teen years because my brother's bossy girlfriend had been invading my privacy. Throughout high school, I denied that my pre-mature "deflowering" had any importance, that it didn't matter. The indignation did not surface until ten years later, after the birth of my first, and only child. I wrote this stuff because it felt therapeutic to write my feelings. Some insights were inspired by the occasional use of LSD: the use of psychedelics substances must be under properly guided supervision in order to have super-visions. The idea of publishing this journal on the Web was inspired by the members of my disfunctional family who personify the worst of north american culture: multiple failed marriages, denial of their past and hypochrisy. They rejected me and blamed me for their inability to understand what I am about: I want to help empower those that were oppressed like myself. I want to help people better understand their own Mysteries This journal is my version of reality, I want it to be an encouragement for others to express themselves before it's too late. This journal is merely a drop in the ocean of what happens to many, many people: the violation of the young innocent self. It is dedicated to those who never got what they wanted in the first place: inner solidarity. It is dedicated to those who know they are missing something in their lives but haven�t verbalised it. It is dedicated to those who are also afraid to make a positive creative change in their lives. This book is dedicated to anyone who wishes for meaning in their lives. It is dedicated to the long ago druids of the celts. It is dedicated to the ancient shamans of the tribes. It is dedicated to the Ancestors and those yet to be. It is dedicated to the Great Goddess, for She was/is the reinforcing inspiration. It is dedicated to the Self which is a part of the Whole.

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