Can't Not
Breakin' 'em off a piece of my wicked funky style
Up front straight up,
No hiding behind a facade conformed society's way
Masses try to fit in, sin after sinner
Up inner higher self discriminatin' against the ways
Others are livin' their lives
But I is real different
Yes a unique open mind
Just f*ckin' sittin' around here totally bored
Just waitin' for fate to let me conquer my goals,
These helpless feelins' although they're not true,
No verve is left inside of my soul,
But tell me what can I do?
Forced to cope, just don't know,
How to acheive, my goals
A life derived through inner strength,
And the traits in the divine,
Strange perversity dominates,
The spirit and the mind

Justice is Blindfolded
Justice wears a blindfold
Justice is blind to my kind
With an open mind you will find
That the truth will set you free to be yourself,
Equality is unheard of,
In this establishment pre-judicial system
Where money talks, I am unheard
Disciples from hate in control
Loud and clear it's not fair,
Open our ears and our minds will follow,
Equal voice volume no longer hollow
With this blindfold
It's so hateful and cold
What we're told's another lie,
Spit out by, our nation of misinformation
Their hearts like cement
Heavy and thick like mud
No brother can afford a lawyer to correct what's been done, Innocence is money, no cash, I just look funny,
Ain't hired cuz my life's a parole,
Too bad it's my life you f*ckin' stole,
You can't take away my freedom
This ostracising way of life you're leading
It's bleeding ignorance infectious to others
Your influence influenza
You can't take my life from me

Sound Control
You know that I'm a fugitive that's how it is,
A funky freaked out twisted lyricistical mystical energy,
When I'm flowin' I'm flowin' to blow it up,
Because I'm like gravy,
I got the sauce to get it done right,
And acheive all there is that I want to be
Individuality about myself remainin' true and free,
And helpin' others in need
Ain't no greed conquerin' my destiny,
I live my life around the homeopathic schizophrenical energetical
Vocal manner is gettin' fatter and fatter
Served on a platter
With a big old fat @$$ side of metaphysical culture,
I've controled my past and I control my future..
Don't see my life through tunnel vision
With horizon's expanded with an open mind
Clear to those tidbits of knowledge..
Pimp @$$
You know I like to kick out that flowin' sh*t,
Make you get up and groove so loose
And let your inner child play out loud
And experience the only ways to learn and enjoy
Those times seem so and few and far between right,
Take advantage with that smile I've seen,
With that gold toothed grin when we win over the floor,
Like before me with my bro to my right side
He's the man churnin' out that collaborated rhythm,
To make those clothes fill up with sweat,
The girls are (???)
I control my future,
I've controlled my past,
Try to keep my head clear to acheive my goals at last
It's a whole as a sound control

Scapegoat
Corrupt errupting authority watchin over me all the time
Rhyme after rhyme I'm keepin' it real
With that spat out flow of steel,
Those lyrics promote a unity of the real people,
But still sometimes i feel like a walkin conspiracy theory
To all of the motherf*ckers around who got a problem with my ways
It's ok I'll keep my head up with my chin down
Bull forward head on collision,
With those who ain't got no faith in the cause that I feel
I need to get across in my lifetime
The clock's tickin' time's winding down
So make it all worthwile
Stop blamin' me,
I'll be your scapegoat!
These psychotic tendencies you have for me
Just comin' out of nowhere, nah,
If you spoke your mind more often you'd see it's not me,
Cuz I'm your teacher, your preacher, a creature
Willing to take on my own responsibilities though,
I'll be your scapegoat!
Blamed by your ego's unwillingness to be confronted and true, Lackin' respect you choose to spit in the wind,
But Karmas' chasin' you blamin' me,
I'll be your
Blamed black sheep I stray, ostracised for being me...

11 Months
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Negative Rein4sment
Everything you say is negative thats how you live
Anothers your vision's so blind that's how you f*ckin live
Talkin' sh*t behind peoples back you're just playin' your self
Sucka thats how you live
Negative reinforcement thats who you are
You're not your blind
You're always talkin' shit behind peoples back
You're just playin' your self sucka
I'm just, motherf*ckers make me wanna scream
Ain't down with that sh*t
You know I, you know you need to rearrange
Fool f*ckin c*nt

Flatline
Coming Soon...

Gift

Smile
Smile, can't you see I'm still me, anti-authority, same philosophy, enjoying life as much as I can I will, trying to create that contagious smile with that passion that I long to succeed in my ways days pass by I'm not gonna sit here no more, won't you see your not me why would you want to be your an individual on your own do what you want cuz you want to

Again and Again
sick and angered by my friends extremely cold and heartless/honest talkin shit behind my back about me to my friends the source a jealous passion towards a spirit stuck in contention and fame just need some time to myself again need to bring back the old days when I was in control of my life again and again just endangered w/ my friends extremely bold and honest I�ll be when it comes to me I said I�m sorry but you don't hear me I tried to say that I was sorry to you but you don't think I speak honestly that�s ok cause I can move on I�m so sorry....no

Emotional Times
life sucks sometimes friendships turn to lies of hatred in disguise it bring tears to my eyes I can see the truth from the neutral side in my mind confusion cripples me into my element of control unsureness...emotional times I'm just...drama etched in my mind I can see it all the time I've seen more than my share of pain and suffering I'm just fine respecting something more than nothing all the time and its time to move on...emotional times I'm just fine, I can see my faith sailing away and I can see my faith coming back to me I can see it coming back to me...I can see it I can taste it I can live it cuz I'm just fine...no

Now
well I need to be around you and I need to see your eyes on me now cuz I need to caress your face with mine and I need to know that you care 'cause I bleed in pain when I�m without your soul cuz I love you on a level so high it's hard sometimes I know I'm so me around you we have to be together now I'll miss you while I'm gone but here and now is where I belong. Will you wait around for me? well I hope so cuz without each other we're wrong

One Night Stand
I�ve come 2 grips, unreality, through fatality, realized just how much happiness brings to me....lately, doubt and worries' inflicted my mind w/ an illness of ego the worst of it's kind, been so busy unhappy unnerved, I can, see my destiny is chasing me, I'm, finally happy and ready to go, I had a one night stand w/ myself last night, the fright of a lifetime, once again I have proven my strength to myself all alone

Believed
frankly modest speech dishonest eyes upon us like a vulture in the sky hovering carcass molding earth filthy birth afterlife friction based upon fiction replacing friendship untrueness speculation concentration heresy is controlling us all this flagrant foul stench upon us overwhelming everybody like an imaginary forklife brother you point you finger as a scolding motherf*cker sucker blaming evil upon another under that pedestal you hold yourself so high above us I can't imagine what it's like to not a give a sh*t about nothin live the whole damn story led in motion peers are punished for their individuality separating us all I can't believe my friends would make such a lie even though it was I that dishonored your trust but it's done I can't change the past I am gonna make us last just believe in me and I�ll show you that they're nothing true

I
I am seeing tunnel vision in a world that�s dark and cold, I cannot believe how much I've changed since the days of old, I know it's temporary but I need to focus straight, I cannot believe I lost control of my fate, I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about, I need support behind my back to help me spit it out I am gonna win, I can't afford to blow this one, I hate myself sometimes, I love myself, I need this way of life because it holds me. contradictions the way of life happiness is wealthyness is healthy now I've made it through those lies and deceit, I think what�s done is done and I can't complain anymore I am sure, now that I've found myself again it feels great I can't believe I'd lost control of my fate

Mentobe
it's ironic considerate rarity patron of love higher knowledge engulfs me 'cause the blast of fate a lesson to my eyes concerned and overwhelmed theirs were of fear and I am feelin so empty inside and yet it burns so awkward this time it's something with my pride lies I cannot hide my true side and maybe in distress I can still come out laughing that's the way I am this little boy proud of helping those in need but he's not me but just maybe he could be I can see it now because I am a hero to his eyes temporarily blind this immature kid a spirit as well an angel hiding by helping and wanting to understand me tears a waterfall of acid cries from his eyes I need to recognize it's meant to be am I hard to recognize what do I need to realize why can't I see with my own fucking eyes what do I need to see

Mirrors' Reflection
I am your mirror's reflection what you don't like about me is what you hate in yourself you should see through others' eyes before you go ahead and make em feel like sh*t but you won't because you hate yourself images bitch sometimes I get so frustrated haunting visions in the back of my mind no you struck a pose with your hand extended open arms in an idiocratic ways you try to lie to yourself but you can't break through that sacred wisdom of your spirit used me but you don't want to know me sometimes I would give anything just to be something more I see the truth upon that pedestal's frowning down upon me like a trophy valued by masses of minds are closed to a variety and change a life so bland and boring uncomment living through others learning from nothing true and nothin real sometimes I would give anything just to be something more than nothing

Dragged Down
I am just a person like you, I am just a fuck-up that's true, but your the only one I'll turn to by my side everyday and night its time to climb out of this big black hole even if I can justify that I am alive and alright your still the only one I�ll turn to by my side so I cry alone, I can't believe you drag me down again, just when I think that I�m fine I always then realize that I am the only one to turn to me inside

Comeback
ill times rollin' lackin the flow ache in my throat and wisdom seems so lost, and yet it's better in ways it's different, I miss those old school meditations when relaxing and getting visions was a given with my eyes closed I propose a toast, to myself to find the time to ask my lord and galaxy to point me in the right direction, I got my foot in the door, I gotta keep on writin' and stay planted to this world, before I can take off...please come back to me I need to say goodbye to these old ways stagnant lifestyle's no longer in my way, I gotta keep on movin', so I pray, and wait for a sign from my guides, they help me proceed as I lay, and dream of my future, I miss those times...comeback to me...

Impact
I make an impact on life through truth as well as lies I overcome your eyes and leave an etched memory forever, it's my gift, my intentions are only well, its my gift mine, I lead people everyday always in the correct way never lead astray and leave an etched memory forever... an open mind is hard to find

Welcome

Mine
When I look into your eyes you help me to realign and show me just how to be myself inside
I'm in control of everything it's taking time but that's okay I can bring you to my side
You're my blessing in disguise
You're mine
You're my blessing in disguise
You make me realize
Just how and where I want to be
Years from now
When my focal point is set on something I know I'll get
It's not a question of how but more of when
You're a hot commodity the choice is mine and mine for keeps

Poem
Overbearing panic attack entrenching my veins
In an hour I'll be okay I pray that this pain will go away permanently someday
I've seen more than I should have to I've seen this on my own
This song is a poem to myself it helps me to live
In case of fire break the glass and move on into your own
Reoccurring drowning effect entrenching my brain
I hope you'll be okay someday so I can say that you moved on in the right way
We've seen this and we've breathed this and we've lived this on our own

Everything
Grown up an only child
One parent home my style was spoiled and doubted
Untrusted neglected by others around
You saved
You saved me
You were the only one there for me
Loved me dearly treated and supported me right through the thick and the thin
Look at me now
I hope you're proud
You're everything to me
Taught to be myself
Showed independent
Health alone through struggles made it work
Ourselves just a mother and child

Art
Occasionally I feel like the walls around are closing in on me
Physically I feel sumtimes I need the seclusion to be free
The irony at last I see
Reality is my perception
And my personality is my reflection
I must eliminate and change
Yesterdays pains today
I finally feel my wounds are healing, releasing and pouring out of me
The pressure's success becoming apparently a bigger part of me
I'm looking back at the things that I can't remove
My past's ok with me
The future's brighter than I could imagine it to be

Myself
If life was a game could I win in the end
And if I was sane would I fuck it up all over again
These questions and answers can help me redefine myself
And I thank your open ears for all their help
No-More-Shame
Is what I see for myself
I need to change for my health
I need a better way of life for myself
If I stay the same how long will I last?
Yet if I change will I still just be alone and typecast?
Professional answers can't help me to design myself
So I thank your open arms for all their help
Caressing gateways of the mind over matter through space as time
Heals wounds inspiring gifts of light inside myself just need some time
Just need some time to myself to figure it out
Cause I've got no doubt then when my dreams come true
It's because of you and the fact that I let you and I thank you
Inside ourselves just need more time

When
Can't seem to find myself in this smoke filled room again
The lesson of being bored and na�ve so I been told
It's just my problem I succumb from the bottom
Looking up at the reflection above of those below
Yeah, well I know that there's no point in rushing I'll get my chance
When the time is right I'll get mine in no time I want to shine with you by my side when is how
Now and then
Then is now
Now for when
When is how I live

Fault
Why did I let you inside my life?
How could I let you inside my body, my soul, my brain?
Now I can't make you go away you're driving me insane and inside out
I can tell it's meaningful and so hurtful there's no place just to hide
I can tell you right now
That this pain that I feel is not just inside of my mind
I can tell you right now
That it's physical and painful to be so vulnerable
How could I lie to myself again these bad decisions are a never ending story
You'd think I'd know by now just how to bow to smile
I can tell you this pain is so unreal can't help but feel left all alone
I can tell you to listen to me when I say to you
I know this is my fault

Sumtimes
What I excel in best is my excessiveness self deprecation I hate myself sumtimes
How can I be down when all that I want is in my reach what is wrong with me?
(Fuck It)
Sumtimes I can feel so touch and go
Sumtimes as my self esteem is low
Well at least I know sumtimes I'm beautiful
Beautiful, and if I wasn't me I'd still laugh at me and point the finger and blame myself as well
I will not succumb to any of my peers I'm in control and I'm losing it
Sumtimes as my feelings coincide
Sumtimes while I struggle to survive
Well at least I know sumtimes I'll be all right
Sloth

Breathe
Jealousy is raining down on me right now as the fear of losing you is setting in
But I'll continue to do my best although it's scary
Wondering if this will be my very first time to lose and not to win
And I've got no back up plan but I'm not a quitter
I try to scream but I can't breathe
Can anybody hear me?
I try to dream but I can't sleep
Can anyone shield me?
I shut my eyes and hold my cries to myself
My pride's in the shitter but I'm not a quitter
Confidence is coming back to me right now and the strength in earning you I'm comin' to
Cause I've continued to do my best although it was scary
Wondering if this will be my very first time to win and not to lose
And I had no back up plan but I'm not a quitter

Like
You look like me
I'm sorry for you
You talk like me
I cant understand you
You think like me
You're fucking crazy
You want to be me
But that�s ok because
You remind me of me
Someway
But only the good
Cause I'm just me
Hanging by a thread for your honor
Just helps me to see inside myself
Hanging by a thread for your honor
Just helps me to see�
You act like me
Cause you're embarrassing
You talk to me
But don�t listen
You think like me
You're so damn crazy
You want to be me
But that�s ok because�
You remind me of me
Someway
But only the good
Cause I'm just me
Hanging by a thread for your honor
Just helps me to see inside myself
Hanging by a thread for your honor
Just helps me too see�
When these memories become liquid dreams just like fantasies
And like fallen leaves I guess all I need is to find my desires and set out to acquire them
You look like me
I'm sorry for you
You think like me
But that�s ok because�
Hanging by a thread for your honor
Just helps me to see inside myself
Hanging by a thread for your honor
Just helps me to see inside myself

Dreams
Confusing reality I see myself but it's not really me
How could it be when I am me
I guess maybe it's just a dream
C'mon c'mon c'mon wake up wake up
And things aren't what they seem
C'mon c'mon c'mon wake up wake up
And people are fake too
I don't lie in dreams although I lye in my sleep
And I don't sleep to dream yet everything that I see is haunting
Bent truths controlling my world I see the depths of it my toes curl
I feel so sick I'm sick of this because I know that I'm not asleep

Time
Time
Just a counter clockwise in motion
Time
It requires strength, love and devotion
Time
A dictation of every person
Time
Is used to make us free again
When we can turn back time
To anytime by moving on inside
Then will we still ask why all of the time
Or be just fine inside our minds
Time
Grows things older, faster when you find it
Time
Is a wasting away while we spend it
Time
A reflection of our pasts' with it
Time
Is used to make things right again
I can see this coming over my mind
Cause you're right
Inside - My mind