Again and Again
sick and angered by my friends extremely cold and heartless/honest talkin shit behind my back about me to my friends the source a jealous passion towards a spirit stuck in contention and fame just need some time to myself again need to bring back the old days when I was in control of my life again and again just endangered w/ my friends extremely bold and honest I�ll be when it comes to me I said I�m sorry but you don't hear me I tried to say that I was sorry to you but you don't think I speak honestly that�s ok cause I can move on I�m so sorry....no

Emotional Times
life sucks sometimes friendships turn to lies of hatred in disguise it bring tears to my eyes I can see the truth from the neutral side in my mind confusion cripples me into my element of control unsureness...emotional times I'm just...drama etched in my mind I can see it all the time I've seen more than my share of pain and suffering I'm just fine respecting something more than nothing all the time and its time to move on...emotional times I'm just fine, I can see my faith sailing away and I can see my faith coming back to me I can see it coming back to me...I can see it I can taste it I can live it cuz I'm just fine...no

Now
well I need to be around you and I need to see your eyes on me now cuz I need to caress your face with mine and I need to know that you care 'cause I bleed in pain when I�m without your soul cuz I love you on a level so high it's hard sometimes I know I'm so me around you we have to be together now I'll miss you while I'm gone but here and now is where I belong. Will you wait around for me? well I hope so cuz without each other we're wrong

One Night Stand
I�ve come 2 grips, unreality, through fatality, realized just how much happiness brings to me....lately, doubt and worries' inflicted my mind w/ an illness of ego the worst of it's kind, been so busy unhappy unnerved, I can, see my destiny is chasing me, I'm, finally happy and ready to go, I had a one night stand w/ myself last night, the fright of a lifetime, once again I have proven my strength to myself all alone

Believed
frankly modest speech dishonest eyes upon us like a vulture in the sky hovering carcass molding earth filthy birth afterlife friction based upon fiction replacing friendship untrueness speculation concentration heresy is controlling us all this flagrant foul stench upon us overwhelming everybody like an imaginary forklife brother you point you finger as a scolding motherf*cker sucker blaming evil upon another under that pedestal you hold yourself so high above us I can't imagine what it's like to not a give a sh*t about nothin live the whole damn story led in motion peers are punished for their individuality separating us all I can't believe my friends would make such a lie even though it was I that dishonored your trust but it's done I can't change the past I am gonna make us last just believe in me and I�ll show you that they're nothing true

I
I am seeing tunnel vision in a world that�s dark and cold, I cannot believe how much I've changed since the days of old, I know it's temporary but I need to focus straight, I cannot believe I lost control of my fate, I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about, I need support behind my back to help me spit it out I am gonna win, I can't afford to blow this one, I hate myself sometimes, I love myself, I need this way of life because it holds me. contradictions the way of life happiness is wealthyness is healthy now I've made it through those lies and deceit, I think what�s done is done and I can't complain anymore I am sure, now that I've found myself again it feels great I can't believe I'd lost control of my fate

Mentobe
it's ironic considerate rarity patron of love higher knowledge engulfs me 'cause the blast of fate a lesson to my eyes concerned and overwhelmed theirs were of fear and I am feelin so empty inside and yet it burns so awkward this time it's something with my pride lies I cannot hide my true side and maybe in distress I can still come out laughing that's the way I am this little boy proud of helping those in need but he's not me but just maybe he could be I can see it now because I am a hero to his eyes temporarily blind this immature kid a spirit as well an angel hiding by helping and wanting to understand me tears a waterfall of acid cries from his eyes I need to recognize it's meant to be am I hard to recognize what do I need to realize why can't I see with my own fucking eyes what do I need to see

Mirrors' Reflection
I am your mirror's reflection what you don't like about me is what you hate in yourself you should see through others' eyes before you go ahead and make em feel like sh*t but you won't because you hate yourself images bitch sometimes I get so frustrated haunting visions in the back of my mind no you struck a pose with your hand extended open arms in an idiocratic ways you try to lie to yourself but you can't break through that sacred wisdom of your spirit used me but you don't want to know me sometimes I would give anything just to be something more I see the truth upon that pedestal's frowning down upon me like a trophy valued by masses of minds are closed to a variety and change a life so bland and boring uncomment living through others learning from nothing true and nothin real sometimes I would give anything just to be something more than nothing

Dragged Down
I am just a person like you, I am just a fuck-up that's true, but your the only one I'll turn to by my side everyday and night its time to climb out of this big black hole even if I can justify that I am alive and alright your still the only one I�ll turn to by my side so I cry alone, I can't believe you drag me down again, just when I think that I�m fine I always then realize that I am the only one to turn to me inside

Comeback
ill times rollin' lackin the flow ache in my throat and wisdom seems so lost, and yet it's better in ways it's different, I miss those old school meditations when relaxing and getting visions was a given with my eyes closed I propose a toast, to myself to find the time to ask my lord and galaxy to point me in the right direction, I got my foot in the door, I gotta keep on writin' and stay planted to this world, before I can take off...please come back to me I need to say goodbye to these old ways stagnant lifestyle's no longer in my way, I gotta keep on movin', so I pray, and wait for a sign from my guides, they help me proceed as I lay, and dream of my future, I miss those times...comeback to me...