Sadness

~~Sadness~~
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Drown Everything I See Icicle Fingers Is Agony Finished Just Me Relief In Death Shattered Reflection She The Dense Relation ©
Back Up Drown In all the confusion, he came to the conclusion, that he would soon be dead. He wiggled his arms, to get out of harm, But in the water he could not tread. And all of his fear, was holding him near, to the edge of an his reality. He could feel his life go, and his body sink low, and soon his mind would be set free. With a reach of his hand, he grabbed on the land, but his timing was all to late. His grip grew much weaker, and his mind fell much bleaker, and he met his inevitable fate. With one last inhale, he slipped into hell, And closed his eyes forever, He would never speak again, or smile or grin, or talk to his one true lover. © Back Up Everything I See Across the oceans and into the night, Until the sun shines its first glorious light, I have nothing left to surrender, The aching mind is cold and well froozen, Only the evil time trys to remember, It's this God forbidding love I've chosing, The heart shrivles with every memory, and the only sorrow is to be touched, The land is broken upon such shivery, And the once beautiful mountains have been crushed, Now fear into the day is much a hassel, And loneliness in the night too, The walls have fallin' upon this castle, Now the forsakin' Queen is sick and blue, leave me alone this myserable emptyness, It is here I shall fall and cry, There is no hope for this illness, No longer shall I live... but die, The clouds in the sky are invisable, And the dirt in the soil is grey, The feeling of love is no where missable, Dead as a stone, here I lay!!! © Back Up Icicle Fingers The nightmare reoccurs There is a mist which surrounds I cannot see Yet, I am aware of someone Lurking menacingly I see hands With nails like blades Lines in the dead cells I haven't felt them Yet, I know the hands emit coldness It comes towards me I can not see the face Yet, I know who he is He touches my knee Tries to reach higher up my leg I resist My heart goes numb with fear Please, let this be only part of a depraved dream And not a memory of the past convoluted in a dream I will hold fast to the belief that it is just some sick Cruel joke my mind plays whilst I am asleep For I could not live with any other thought Such as that he with the icicle fingers is My step grandfather. © Back Up Is Agony Finished Many fears of mine are real Played constantly as if a dream Yet truth in reality filled with screams Of agony and hatred, i feel Been abused in everyway Emotional scars deep within Scars, ragged,white, and clean across the skin On earth i no longer wanted to stay ....Just fading away..... I've been toyed with in slaughter Heart broken many times Soul disappearing as my mind Suicide in all aspects, sharp objects, hanging, and drowning in the water Trust and hope slipped through the days Grasped upon nothing, nothing to hold All alone, frozen inside with icicles cold Kept to myself with nothing to say ....Just slowly fading away.... Yet then one day i gained control Discovered someone so fine Pure and true and all mine I him, same mind, heart, and soul Seven months of joy and bliss And still going on for forever Wanting for us to be together To consult, love, make love, and kiss But distance was there to stay Miles and miles, hours of time Life treated our love as a crime Far apart to ever lay ....As both were fading away..... Souls cried in union Saying our love is not wrong We will be together, together and strong No matter what, our souls will be one But i wonder at times, of this will life allow? This threat to them for come? Angels side by side in love? Or still servants in endless bow? Will life allow this? Maybe in just little delay? And let us have this one thing to hold? Or will it let our hope, destiny, souls be sold? To suffer and not even pray? ....And just completely fade away..... ' Death defied the living star, to wich no breath was given..... and so she walks the earth alone, for god locked the gates of heaven....' © Back Up Just Me I raise my head slightly out of the dream world, And into my life I'm hurled No more dreams of fantasy No more tainted extacy (Just me) Now I struggle on through my day, Regretting every word I say Now I face the bigotry With no diversity (Just me) And I wonder why I go on Do I think I'll write that number-one song? I'm not even free And I've got no degree (Just me) And, should I die... I wonder, would they cry? My buddies? My Fam'ly? (Who cares?) (Just me...) © Back Up Relief In Death I sit here in this tub the water as hot as can be almost burning the flesh off of me but I don't mind this because I am thinking Pondering my life and its worth That water is clear I see the horrible reflection of myself in the clearness of the water not only the physical reflection but my life as a whole I decide that I hate what I see The water slowly turns the shade of red as the poisons run out of my body the poisons that are needed to survive I can feel myself slipping with every drop of blood that runs out of this infested temple of death The chill of the artic comes over me but the boiling hot water warms my soul I know that my body is pale for the loss of poisons have been so great that I can hardly move a muscle but still I can manage to put a smile on my face I am now completely relaxed in the water and I slip under the surface as my force drains out of my body it leaves me weak and breathless under this water and I know that any second my life will be no more gone from this hell to a better place I smile once again and slowly close my eyes I am free to go where I want now Free to roam in my permant dream © Back Up Shattered Reflection I wish I had a mirror for memories fade away to only look back on yesterdays today. To hold it in my hand to look, to see to cry. To wonder who I am. So I would never wonder why. To shine it on my soul and hope to see my heart to hold it there forever until it falls apart. To reflect it on the eart and undo all the wrong to shine it on all people and show them that they belong I must lock it in a box and throw away the key. To keep it there forever, for all eternity. © Back Up She she stood by the side blood etched into her cheeks like words she presses her forehead to the screen cold leaves a stain handprint in the sand like some kind of fatal reminder and she stops and she watches the lights of the city blur she pulls her face away keeps her eyes staring toward the end past the broken sidewalks past everything and she leaves her soul behind at the window that is and no one notices when the blood leaves her face and stays with them in the room © Back Up The Dense Relation My whole existance I have tried to figure out many things. Some things you can't verify the truth from lies. While on others it's hard to lie than tell the truth. She tried to leave, But he dragged her back by her sleeves. She was out with my sister at a club last night. So when they came back, he picked a fight. She was called a b*itch and a slut Then when I woke up I saw the cuts. Please don't cry mama I know he hurt you Please don't get hurt, although he did beat you. Now I am left alone while listining to the song 'Pretty when you cry.' How ironic. Although he had no right to hit you Please call the police. Get him arrested. Put him in jail. But I can't help to feel this way He just hurt you and now he has to pay This is the last straw I will kill him dead. ©
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