Lost Love

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Abuse After I Am Gone... Can You See Them? Faked Eyes IF Lonely Cries Lost My Feelings Revenge Solution Sweet Violation The Unlistener The Unloved Untitled- ©
Back Up Abuse you brought me down from heaven to help me find the cure i wasn't suprised when you gave me something putrid and unpure my halo lies here broken shattered and is no more i don't know why you treated me like a whore abuse i have been used abuse i break in two shedding wings are bleeding my soul is a little torn you are all i've been wanting ever since i was born my plastic skin is melting my blood is being sipped now my back is welting from the times you bore the whip abuse i'm out of use abuse all from you © Back Up After I Am Gone... After I'm Gone... Why do I ponder these words you say; I know they are all lies Why do I let my feelings get in the way; My soul is left open for all eyes I'm so confused, my heart has spoken; What do I do Can't you tell, my heart has broken; Torn in two Am I actually so blind; Not to understand That I need control of my mind; Yet, I'm not doing all I can Wounded, your cruel words slice through me like a knife; I wince from the pain taken, you slowly drain what little I have left of life; You drive me insane If you feel no love, why try Soon I'll soar like a dove, and die Will you then be happy? It will be all your fault Will you then love me; After I'm gone... © Back Up Can You See Them? Can you see them? My tears. Of course you can't! Why did I even ask? Oh, I didn't really ask afterall. They were just thoughts in my head. But I wanted to. I did! You can't see them... real tears- because I guess you could say that- to me there is no such thing. Afterall when did you ever see me cry? Oh, never. That's just it. You never *see* me cry. I know they're not what you would call- real tears, but they are real to me! Just because you can't see them... no one can see.. doesn't mean they don't exist! They are real. You just can't see. I want to make you see another side to me, but you can't. You can't see me crying, so why- did I ever think you could see- another side to me? I thought you were the one.. the one to see. Can you see them? No, you're blind to them! You can't see!! Look closer, closer.. but don't touch.. no, don't touch, because- I might just cry tears that all could see. And no I can't let that happen. So don't touch me. But look closer! Can you see them? Please say you can see them. . . © Back Up Faked Eyes Across the oceans and into the night, Until the sun shines its first glorious light, I have nothing left to surrender, The aching mind is cold and well froozen, Only the evil time trys to remember, It's this God forbidding love I've chosing, The heart shrivles with every memory, and the only sorrow is to be touched, The land is broken upon such shivery, And the once beautiful mountains have been crushed, Now fear into the day is much a hassel, And loneliness in the night too, The walls have fallin' upon this castle, Now the forsakin' Queen is sick and blue, leave me alone this myserable emptyness, It is here I shall fall and cry, There is no hope for this illness, No longer shall I live... but die, The clouds in the sky are invisable, And the dirt in the soil is grey, The feeling of love is no where missable, Dead as a stone, here I lay!!! © Back Up IF when souls change from their original form and not do you care, i am afraid. i jump up and down to look like a clown and you walk away then i am afraid. i reach out for you and you reach out too and slap my face, then i am afraid. you kiss my eye and dare me to cry and drag me down then i am afraid. 'why can't you see this bleeding in me? you planted it there and i am afraid.' so you look and then laugh at your better half, you tease to freeze me, i am afraid. rolling on the ground, in love with the sound; i reach behind me. low on my back, a dagger i pack, you continue to choke me, i am afraid. blood from your brow, so who's laughing now? watch that you don't scare me when i am afraid. into your vest, it twists in your chest your heart stops pulsating, you are afraid. when the right time is here, the bowels of your fear consume you in your hate, so leave me be, i'll set you free as hell will seal your fate. stay here and decay, it's better that way. but if you leave just wait. i am watching you run, aiming my gun to clean your shattered slate. © Back Up Lonely Cries I have fallen, Into the fear and inertia of my Lonely soul. I have Cried, So many nights longing to be saved from myself. I have hated, The mournful tones of my cries and and the loneliness of my heart. I have sinned, With the fear and knowledge of haunting regrets. I have regret, for the sins Ive done and the coldness Ive shown. I have needed, Someone to save me from myself. © Back Up Lost I am not really sure, sure of my purpose here. You would think I would know why I exist. Can you imagine the emotional stress and fear? I wake up and spend eternity trying to resist. It might not be for me to know or figure out. The truth may just be that I am lost somewhere I have been. Fact still remains the same, I know not without doubt, So I live here surrounded by sin. Where did you come from, my dear friend? A place so peaceful, and without pain. A place where joy never ever ends. Somewhere with constant sunshine and no rain. I bet you are just like me, lost in world without escape. In a body that you can not leave, or change its' fate. Searching for salvation from a God who can save. Living on borrowed time, hoping you won't be late. © Back Up My Feelings I've been living a life of heartache for seventeen long years The pain I feel is incredible, but you will never see my tears. A wall has been put up to everyone, and no one can get through No one understands my feelings, no one, no, not even you. I wanted to give up so badly, I was looking for a way out It almost happened several times, but almost doesn't count. Is how I feel unimportant, that no one can understand Or do you just not have any answers; an answer I demand. I feel like I'm a prisoner and like I will never be set free Because no one understands my feelings, that is, no one except for me. © Back Up Revenge there I stand... without life any more my storm of mind blew away all I had before as I stepped out of my cold wet tomb to fulfill my eternal, dreadful oath ... your legacy Revenge... Down in the shadows of the forest I wait surrounded by night for your soul to unite our bloody path has been prepared... heaven is crying for the cruel certainty it is the night of Revenge... we swore they will pay for what they've done and now the hour has come for they will beg on their knees, whining in terrific fear- but we wont have mercy and let them die bleeding... Irresistible- the moment comes closer the wolves begin to howl their awful melody as they feel your presence inside like I do amidst the lashing rain we kiss our last and melt together as one The pale moon is shining, dark lord be my light I'm coming my way through the night and the creeping death I bring to them not until I look in their broken eyes I'll find rest... Hate was the seed for now the harvest will be at last I quench my thirst on their mortal fear adamant I remain as I pull out their hearts and tear them up to little pieces with a cold laugh... Where is he now, this wretched thing you call �god"? Shattered your faith as you miserably die... I leave you alone in your crimson puddle of blood. revenge... we swore they will pay for what they've done and now the hour has come for they will beg on their knees, whining in terrific fear- but we wont have mercy and let them die bleeding... © Back Up Solution heaven's gates deny you hatered i'm obliged too when i look into your eyes i see thourh your lies when i look into my eyes EVERYONE DIES death is the only answer the only way to kill the cancer all you do is take and break leaving me to feel so fake you have a probablem and there is no solution one one thing to do KILL THE POLUTION your lies stab me like knifes but you can't hurt me i've already died twice your game is no longer fun so its time i end this one when you left my heart was broken now hatered is the pash i've chosen leaving all behind me frozen it's take to end this game NOW TAKE MY NAME IN VIEN © Back Up Sweet Violation I want you so bad I see you in my head a lack of you gets me mad I still remember the things you said violation oh sweet violation you put this hole in my heart,in my head as I push aside my insecurities I'm wishing you dead I'm on my back like a whore just to provide for you saw me turned,make it hurt stabbing in the back is the best you'd do and maybe I just realized love is such a heartbreak anyway I thank you,you've cleared these eyes now theres nothing left for you to do but die violation oh sweet violation you left this hole in my soul and in my mind as I throw away my gentleness I wonder why sweet violation I made you grow picked up the pieces but where did you go? sweet violation © Back Up The Unlistener AS you lay on the ground I hear nothing I am deaf to your lips,not caring, and loving I refuse to take in such audio and sounds All I hear is stammering but nothing out loud Because no one has ever treated me like you No one has ever given me pain like you do If I turn away because Im crying red tears Dont think im listening For you can not hear I feel the blood run over my lips and glance At where it bleeds from my filthy hands When did i do this? I dont remember such What did you say? Im not hearing much Let me remove my thoughts from my head Oh there thats better, repeat what you said Oh so You want me? Then look as I bleed Just as I thought you cant handle me Leave me alone I will be fine here Just remember that Now i can hear © Back Up The Unloved You see golden rays of sunlight I see the inky depths of space You sleep on vividly flowing rainbows I do not sleep for I have no place You float on feathered clouds I sink wiht gleaming raven weights Your eyes smile with tranquility My eyes cry hot streaming hate You soar over misfortunes with the birds I wither with them down with the dead There's harmonic love in your words There's demonic hate in my head You dance with unfettered wind I squirm in claustrophobic ground You hear your blissful laughter in him I hear nothing but my own desolate sound You're soul is carefree and royal My soul is bound and crossed Your faith is forever loyal My hate within is my only boss You look down where I lay cursed I cower beneath your caress For all you can see is my worst But you still believe in my best You are so different from me If you are an angel from above Then who can I be? I am the unloved. © Back Up Untitled- My life was never the same when I met you I was in love Now I stand alone you threw me away like I was nothing the feel of death on my fingertips the feel of pain and suffering how would you feel if it was you I loved you only to have it wash up in my face Love is nothing to me now you destroyed it when you killed me my life is nothing but bitter I feel for no one or anything ©
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