Dec 20: 2 am (almost)
Its this early/late b/c i went to sleep at like 7 so im not really tired anymore... i hope my dad doesnt find me b/c i know he would freak (when does he not if it's dark out...)... and i guess i should add that ive basically set up and updated this whole site while at his house (since my parents are divorced)... and he has good internet... ive been fighting w/ him lately too, so thats why i havent updated it in a long time... i actually only came to his house for the points (as in brownie points) and so i can work on my car (and still GET it for my bday in may)... im even keeping a pic of it in my pocket if I get really pissed off at him... i do that a lot... neways he thinks im doing all the shit i do b/c i dont like his g/f.. and guess me telling him i had NO RESPECT FOR HIM didnt mean anything... jackass... i even said it simply so he wouldnt get confused... so its his fault that he doesnt know why im mad at him...
Newayz... i got tons of plans for my site.... but the prob is that i either forget, dont have time, or (mainly usually) im too lazy... one plan is to list all the CDs i have so maybe someone can either hear about a group or just to look if they're fucking bored... or even, hopefully, someone can recommend more music groups to me, and everyone else who might visit this site... i really love suggestions on music, b/c i always want more CDs.. oh and i wanna also add a list of CDs i want so i dont forget or someone can talk me out of it (b/c its gonna be a long list!)... i have more but i cant think of them right now.. i wanna go back to sleep too...
Anyways, I got tons of poetry, but I left it at home so I'll bring it here ASAP... and its really good b/c its another depressed/suicide poem... ive been writing alot of those lately... if u have ne suggestions give them to me (this statement is actually sounding like an old record right now but whatever...)
I LOVE THAT PHRASE!! you are the death just living to die |
