Rejected

Always being rejected
by my loved ones.
The pain is always expected
and is never done.

Seeing them smile
all without me.
But here I am meanwhile
like an unwanted flea.

Into the nightfall
I am alone
Feeling so small
in the unknown...
Dead

Broken into pieces
on the floor
With scratches and scars
that are sore
This is not real,
it�s only in my mind
But this world,
it cannot be kind
But it pushes me so much
so far
This world itself can
be a painful scar
Only dreams can
take me away
From the painful words
that you say
So small, so fragile
I am
But now nothing can save me
from every slam
It�s getting dark,
and my eyes start to close
A lonely grave,
with not even a rose.
Alone

I�m left behind
left all on my own
Only in the back of your mind
I learn to grow in the dark
growing alone
That�s how your seed was sown

What�s that word that you�re supposed to be?
Here, or was it gone?
Am I being
loved, or is it ignored?
Not like there�s a difference...
I�m only a child.
Left all alone in the wild
wild world this is.

All alone in the place I fear
No one to care for me
My wings are gone, and I�m left in tears
because there�s nothing I want to see
Nothing that wants me
Nothing to show me the key to this world
that�s no worth living.
Nothing to see, I only see one thing...
You�re gone.

Gone into the world I fear
Sometimes I wish you�re near
And I cry out for mercy for me
for all of my hopeless fears and tears over you.
Yes, you.
I want you near to see me die.
To see what you�ve done just by leaving me behind.
Night Poems
See every night some summer I tried to write at least 2 poems, and most are about real stuff but these AREN'T cuz the real ones are too personal....oh and sorry they're all sad, but I just wrote them like that so deal with it.
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