Pretty Song by Darcy copyright 2001
Pretty songs playing on the radio
flushed face
she isn't singing along
longing for what she won't allow
empty perfection begging to be broken
don't do it
musn't break down
keep going be strong girl
crying to herself
why
why am i like this
never knowing the answer
head pounding as she frantically repeats
be strong
oh god.... be strong
see how long it can last
dead lasts forever
suicide is a beautiful word
she longs to wrap herself in it
feel the soft flutter of life slip away
why hasn't she jumped
she's had the chance
the pretty songs on the radio
all she hears
as she descends into hell