Well, Chion wrote this and wanted me to send it.  See if you can guess who he's talking to...
pocky and bish to those who guess right....-_-;; not like its very hard. Well, Chion had a 
HELL of a time tryin to --

Chion - .....Serra, Druin.

Jessi - Dun you tell me to be silent, musie! *would thwap Chion if she thought she'd survive 
it*

Chion - *smiles slightly*  Just send the fic, onegai.

Jessi - Ok, ok, fine, fine...here goes nothin......baka musie.....

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~Shape of My Heart
~~by Jessi Maxwell

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~ Baby, please try to forgive me
Stay here don't put out the glow
Hold me now don't bother
If every minute it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man that I've become
oh yeah ~

I must say I never really realized quite how badly off I was.  If one has never known better, 
how are they to know that they are unhappy with the way things are?...But you changed all that.
Please forgive me for the things I have done.  I truthfully regret them.

I was always told emotions made one weaker...but please just hold me...even if it DOES make me 
weaker, I just want to love you.  You can save me from the horror I've become...so cold, 
emotionless and ruthless...You can save me.

~ Looking back on the things I've done
I was trying to be someone
Played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart ~

I still look back at the things I've done, look back at the monster I was born to be; the 
monster I never could quite be without regret.  Some god of evil I am, showing sorrow for what 
I've done.

But even after I realized I wasn't what I was supposed to be, I still acted my role, still 
played my part.  I kept you in the dark, kept myself shrouded in mystery, remaining an enigma 
to all I came across.

But I don't want to hide anymore.  I don't want to run from things...perhaps you will be the 
one to heal my tattered soul.  So I'll bare myself to you, to take me as you will.  Let me 
show you the shape of my heart.

~ Sadness is beautiful
Loneliness is tragical
So help me I can't win this war
oh no
Touch me now don't bother
If every second it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man I've become ~

Sadness can be beautiful.  It is one of the most powerful of emotions, along with loneliness.  
A tragic soul tends to do things a normal one would not dare, half the time out of desperation.

Maybe I'm desperate now.  I'm tired of being alone.  I might even say...I was scared.  Scared 
to see if I really can overcome the darkness that I only recently realized was plaguing my 
soul.  Scared to see if you can accept me after you know everything.  Scared to see how much 
weaker I may become.

But I don't care if it makes me weaker.  I have faith that you are my savior.  You can save me 
from the man that I've become.

~ Looking back on the things I've done
I was trying to be someone
Played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart ~

Sometimes it gives me cause to wonder....wonder why I ever tried to be someone I'm not.  I 
often wonder what it was, exactly, that made me try to please Lycavi...or to remain in the 
Shadowrealm, alone, for so long without ever trying to escape.  I still don't know.

~ I'm here with my confession
Got nothing to hide no more
I don't know where to start
But to show you the shape of my heart ~

I come to you to confess my sins...I'm not going to run away from you anymore.  I won't run 
away from it all, and hide away and let it all consume me.  I've done that for far too long, 
and was nearly destroyed.  So now I give myself to you, in hopes you might help me to piece 
myself back together.  It's my last chance before I sink away into oblivion.

I want to feel again.  I want to love.  I want to be alive again.  

~ I'm looking back on things I've done
I never wanna play the same old part
Keep you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart ~

I don't want to be like I was again....not now, not ever.  And I will no more be a mystery to 
you.  I'll try as hard as I can to stay afloat, and not let the waters of despair drag me back 
down.  With you I feel there may be a chance.  I have a reason to live, not to just exist...so 
let me do as I can.  Let me show you the shape of my heart, and pray you can save me. I need 
you as I've never needed anything before...

Viq lyai vaqes, qor eterlie. Viq amolthmar vaq, ayasha kuzanaes.

~Chion Darkfyre

~~~OWARI~~~