AntsLH12: i couldn't resist
Atheist142: really?
AntsLH12
: why do you wanna debate?
Atheist142: 'cause it's fun!
AntsLH12
: heh
AntsLH12: you sound like me
AntsLH12: ok
AntsLH12: ask me a question...
AntsLH12: we'll see what happens
Atheist142: hmm, are you a theist?
AntsLH12
: yeah
Atheist142: how come?
Atheist142
: and what kind?
AntsLH12
: why not?
AntsLH12: christian
Atheist142: well, I don't see a reason to be a Christian, so I am not one... I've always wanted to know why people are Christians...
AntsLH12
: many reasons
AntsLH12: some want to feel better than others
AntsLH12: and some have felt something
Atheist142: and you?
AntsLH12
: i've felt something
AntsLH12: but what does me as a person matter?
Atheist142: you're a person, and all people are important methinks
AntsLH12
: interesting
AntsLH12: why am i a christian?
Atheist142: yeah...?
AntsLH12
: because so blinding was the calling i had to answer
AntsLH12: that is my case
AntsLH12: but it is different for everyone
Atheist142: what do you mean?
AntsLH12
: people get called or come to faith in different ways...
AntsLH12: each story is amazing in its own way
AntsLH12: but why?
Atheist142: yes, but how were you? Did God appear to you in person, talk to you, did you see good resoning behind the Chistian faith...? what?
AntsLH12
: why go to a religion where people may try and tell you how to be?
AntsLH12: ah
AntsLH12: i questioned
AntsLH12: and then i got the answer
Atheist142: what do you mean?
Atheist142
: can you be specific?
AntsLH12
: no
Atheist142: if this is too personal, just tell me :-)
AntsLH12: specifics are too difficult
Atheist142: like did you ask "is there a god" and god stuck his head in and said "yes"?
AntsLH12
: pretty much
AntsLH12: in an overly dramatic way
Atheist142: oh.
Atheist142
: that
Atheist142
: that's really groovy
AntsLH12
: what is "that"?
Atheist142: your experience... it's groovy
AntsLH12
: heh
Atheist142: the way you seem to describe it, although you aren't being very specific :-\
AntsLH12: right on
AntsLH12: lol
AntsLH12: because when one goes to specifics he can be discredited
Atheist142: why is that a bad thing?
AntsLH12
: or she ;-)
AntsLH12: when people do not listen, they do not learn
Atheist142: If I'm wrong, I'd like to know I'm wrong... not believe a lie.
AntsLH12
: and if you are not learning, what are you?
AntsLH12: wrong?
AntsLH12: wrong, heh
AntsLH12: christians an make that an ugly word
AntsLH12: and get sucked into the hypocrisy we preach against
Atheist142: what do you mean?
AntsLH12
: we say not to judge
AntsLH12: yet we do
AntsLH12: why?
AntsLH12: we're human
AntsLH12: but people do not think of us as human
AntsLH12: we are "christians"
Atheist142: what's so bad about judging?
Atheist142
: I'm so confused!
AntsLH12
: and if we mess up, well then obviously we're lying
AntsLH12: judging?
Atheist142: yes
AntsLH12
: it can hurt people
Atheist142: well, telling the truth can hurt people...
AntsLH12
: and if all people are important as you state, why would you want to hurt them?
AntsLH12: ah, but how do you know you are right?
Atheist142: what do you mean?
Atheist142
: with my lack of religion?
AntsLH12
: if you are wrong and judge a person as an idiot when he is truly smart, is it truth you are poitning out?
AntsLH12: no
AntsLH12: it is a lie
AntsLH12: though unintentional
AntsLH12: still a lie
Atheist142: I agree, but judging people irrationally will do that.
AntsLH12
: judging a person openly will do that
Atheist142: Not judging people can get you in a lot of doodoo
AntsLH12
: not necessarily
Atheist142: I agree
AntsLH12
: that's where faith comes in
AntsLH12: heh
AntsLH12: if you assume everyone to be your better, then what kid of a person are you?
Atheist142: I see your point about judging people :-)
AntsLH12: gullible?
AntsLH12: not necessarily
AntsLH12: kind
AntsLH12: yes
Atheist142: you get low self-esteem :-)
AntsLH12: hah!
AntsLH12: self-esteem
AntsLH12: sheesh, that's nineties psychobabble
AntsLH12: self esteem is how you think of yourself
Atheist142: yes
AntsLH12
: you can change that however you wish from moment to moment
AntsLH12: if you live on the whims of others, what are you?
Atheist142: comparing yourself to others, putting yourself in a negative light, will give you low self-esteem.
AntsLH12
: certainly not yourself
AntsLH12: did i say anything about putting yourself in a negative light?
AntsLH12: be careful in assumption
Atheist142: well thinking that others are better than you doesn't say much for you, does it?
Atheist142
: :-)
AntsLH12: it is called humility
AntsLH12: it is essentially respecting one as your better, and speaking as an equal
Atheist142: I agree with the equality part, and respecting people, but I think we're just on different viewpoints here
AntsLH12
: knowing he is your equal
AntsLH12: of course we are
AntsLH12: or she ;-)
AntsLH12: now
AntsLH12: hit me with a hard one
Atheist142: I did, you never really answered me before...
Atheist142
: I still don't know any evidence for Christianity.....
AntsLH12
: other than the fact it has thrived for centuries?
Atheist142: well, Buddhism has survived longer than Christianity
Atheist142
: does that make it right?
AntsLH12
: well, does that not narrow down the religious spectrum
AntsLH12: ?
AntsLH12: it's true
AntsLH12: paganism was around for much longer than any other religion
Atheist142: atheism has always been around, does that make it right?
AntsLH12
: ah, but i am going from a cult perspective
AntsLH12: christianity was thought to be a cult two thousand years ago
Atheist142: I don't think duration of existance or number of believers is any real evidence.
AntsLH12
: more than that
AntsLH12: shush up and listen
Atheist142: okies
Atheist142
: *listens*
AntsLH12
: and most cults die out
AntsLH12: in fact all really do
AntsLH12: within a span of years
AntsLH12: usually once the leader dies, they split up
AntsLH12: right?
Atheist142: not necessarily
AntsLH12
: usually
Atheist142: usually, yes
Atheist142
: I think...
AntsLH12
: thank you for bearing with me
Atheist142: I don't know stats, really...
AntsLH12
: nor need you
AntsLH12: ok
AntsLH12: well our leader did "die"
AntsLH12: and they did try and split up
AntsLH12: or rather they would have
AntsLH12: but what made them come back together?
Atheist142: may I interrupt a second?
AntsLH12
: and i don't think it was good cooking
Atheist142: lol
AntsLH12
: fire away
Atheist142: 1) you didn't quote any stats, or historical situations, or anything concrete, this is all outlined like a big story...
AntsLH12
: stats?
Atheist142: statistics
AntsLH12
: I KNOW THAT!
AntsLH12: sheesh!!
Atheist142: 2) even if this is true, it doesn't prove anything, it just shows the perserverence of people, which I already admire.
AntsLH12
: if you are looking for "stats" you will find little in answers and simply more speculation
AntsLH12: i shall share with you my story then
AntsLH12: those are the "stats" i go by
AntsLH12: ok?
AntsLH12: in detail
Atheist142: sure
AntsLH12
: i hated confirmation class
AntsLH12: what a bore
AntsLH12: my parents begged me to sit through it
AntsLH12: so i did
Atheist142: (aside)I liked confirmation class... :-P
Atheist142: sorry, continue
AntsLH12
: i loved it too
AntsLH12: because i'd goof around with my buddies
AntsLH12: but the class in itself was boring
AntsLH12: blah blah blah
AntsLH12: write this down
AntsLH12: heh
AntsLH12: so
AntsLH12: i graduated by slacking off
AntsLH12: lol
AntsLH12: how horrible
AntsLH12: now we are getting confirmed
AntsLH12: i'm catholic
AntsLH12: so we get a sign of the cross on the forehead
AntsLH12: and a slap on the cheek
Atheist142: *smak*
AntsLH12
: (to show we'll suffer(
AntsLH12: well i go up
AntsLH12: i'm thinkin
AntsLH12: cross on forehead, smack on cheek, off i go
AntsLH12: well, when he did that cross on my forehead
AntsLH12: it was like lightning flaring throughout my body
AntsLH12: i felt liek i was floating back to my seat
AntsLH12: like
AntsLH12: and then life from then on out was interesting
AntsLH12: that's my numero uno reason for being a christian
Atheist142: that's groovy
AntsLH12
: life is interesting
AntsLH12: anywho
AntsLH12: not doen yet
AntsLH12: that was nothin
AntsLH12: well it was something huge, but i got the huge okey dokey sign in the near future
AntsLH12: well
AntsLH12: i hate the idea of religion
AntsLH12: a system made by the hands of men with rules of men and whatnot
AntsLH12: so i rebel
AntsLH12: i try looking into other churches
AntsLH12: it was an unhappy time
AntsLH12: i thought i was doomed to go alone
AntsLH12: well, a camp came up
AntsLH12: i had so many thoughts i wantd to share
AntsLH12: i went, it was a catholic camp
AntsLH12: i thought, oh great
AntsLH12: so i go there
AntsLH12: first day i challenge a few to questions
AntsLH12: then that feeling told me to listen
AntsLH12: and it made sense, even though it was the most non-sensical thing i'd ever heard
Atheist142: that's a contradiction :-P
AntsLH12: not if you look at it this way
AntsLH12: i was no longer hained by a logic of worldly things
AntsLH12: chained*
AntsLH12: there was more than the rules of physics and "reality"
AntsLH12: what i heeded was beyond those rules
AntsLH12: it broke them
Atheist142: so you're saying that god doesn't make sense.
Atheist142
: :-?
AntsLH12
: twisted them into fifty nots and made a new necktie for father's day
AntsLH12: not to a human living by a logic handed down by men who are trying to explain away god
Atheist142: oh, so god is not logical. :-?
AntsLH12
: pure scientists
AntsLH12: you know?
AntsLH12: you could say that
Atheist142: okay, so what you're telling me is that god isn't logical, correct?
AntsLH12
: he is not logical in the sense that he exists
AntsLH12: for if we were logial, there would be no God
AntsLH12: true?
Atheist142: not necessarily
AntsLH12
: very necessarily
Atheist142: there could be a god, just definitely not the Christian one.
Atheist142
: so you're saying that god is illogical.
AntsLH12
: PAH!
AntsLH12: do not twist words
AntsLH12: you talk as one who does not want to see or hear, though they ask for glasses and hearing aid
Atheist142: what do you mean?
Atheist142
: explain how I have been this way.
AntsLH12
: you want to debate
AntsLH12: what is solved in a debate?
AntsLH12: i want a conversation
Atheist142: I want to understand you before making conversation. I don't want to talk about somethign that I do not understand.
AntsLH12
: you think i understand God?
AntsLH12: lo
AntsLH12: l
Atheist142: So far I don't understand you. You're saying that god is illogical, yes?
AntsLH12
: no
Atheist142: I'm trying to understand what you believe and why.
AntsLH12
: you are not looking deeply enough
Atheist142: That's pretty much all.
AntsLH12
: God is not logical to the minds of men who believe in only what they see
AntsLH12: and what is sheer fact
Atheist142: So God does not follow the laws of logic as we know them.
AntsLH12
: i ask you
AntsLH12: is oxygen good for you?
AntsLH12: right
AntsLH12: is oxygen good for you?
Atheist142: alrighty then. Oxygen is good to breathe.
AntsLH12
: wrong
Atheist142: what do you mean?
AntsLH12
: oxgen destroys cells and is a horrible toxin
AntsLH12: our body needs to use things called "anti-oxidents" in order to tolerate oxygen
Atheist142: what do you mean?
AntsLH12
: otherwise we would oxidize to death
Atheist142: explain how this works, I don't undertstand.
AntsLH12
: you don't need to
AntsLH12: the point is what yo need to see
Atheist142: well, if I don't understand, I doubt what you say is true.
AntsLH12
: LOL
Atheist142: if you refuse to explain, I doubt what you say is true
AntsLH12
: ok
AntsLH12: then go on and be a fool lol
AntsLH12: i am not at a loss for you not believing
AntsLH12: you are
Atheist142: well, if you can't explain what you believe, then why should I believe you?
AntsLH12
: dunno!
AntsLH12: if oxygen is bad for you, why should you breathe?
Atheist142: because if you don't, you die. Very quickly. You never showed how Oxygen is bad for me, you just make claims.
Atheist142
: you never backed them up, and I doubt you.
AntsLH12
: what causes rust?
AntsLH12: oxidation
AntsLH12: what causes decay?
Atheist142: oxygen slowly combining with metals and making chemical reactions, but it happens mostly only with iron and other metals
AntsLH12
: oxidation+bacteria
AntsLH12: decay
Atheist142: back that up
AntsLH12
: decay decay decay
AntsLH12: you are a fool...
Atheist142: show me a scientific study that claims that and I'll believe you.
AntsLH12
: ok
Atheist142: otherwise your facts are unsubstantiated.
AntsLH12
: lemme get my AP Bio binder lol
AntsLH12: i haev already taken college courses in Biology dear
Atheist142: that's groovy
AntsLH12
: www.biology.com
Atheist142: I need to login here
AntsLH12
: name
AntsLH12: riders
AntsLH12: pass
AntsLH12: apbio
Atheist142: I'm in
Atheist142
: where to?
AntsLH12
: search for oxidation
AntsLH12: oo!
AntsLH12: cellular respiration
AntsLH12: go to that one
Atheist142: okies
Atheist142
: complicated stuff you're learning...
Atheist142
: very shiny...
AntsLH12
: dang skippy
AntsLH12: but my teacher is one in a million
AntsLH12: he made it interesting
AntsLH12: i aced it
Atheist142: okay, and what exactly am I looking for?
AntsLH12
: Cellular respiration is the process of oxidizing food molecules, like glucose, to carbon dioxide and water. The energy released is trapped in the form of ATP for use by all the energy-consuming activities of the cell.


Atheist142: yeeesss...
AntsLH12
: keep going
AntsLH12: oxygen plays a small role in respiration
Atheist142: I'm in the overview... it seems to be essential in the later stages, in the organisms that have a later stage...
Atheist142
: but I'm only in Bio 1
AntsLH12
: wrong
AntsLH12: it is ony essential near the end
AntsLH12: and plays a dinky little role
AntsLH12: and when you look at it
AntsLH12: you just about scream
AntsLH12: "When i suffocate and nearly die, it's because of that!!!!???"
Atheist142: note: I wrote "in the later stages" and I'm not seeing what I'm supposed to be looking for here...
AntsLH12
: well
AntsLH12: i am no AP Bio teacher
AntsLH12: i hate biology lol
Atheist142: and it plays an essential part, no matter how "dinky" it may seem... at least that's what my Bio teacher made it seem like...
AntsLH12
: it is essential
AntsLH12: but so devastatingly simple
AntsLH12: it breaks down stuff
AntsLH12: that's all oxygen does
Atheist142: yes, and that's rather important, no?
AntsLH12
: yes
AntsLH12: but what does it break down
AntsLH12: ?
AntsLH12: answer: everything
AntsLH12: including your own cells!!!
Atheist142: really? where does it say that?
Atheist142
: I'm not seeing it
AntsLH12
: sheeshhh
AntsLH12: make a few inferenes and think for yourself for once
AntsLH12: if you are so afraid of being wrong you simply do not want to try
AntsLH12: inferences
Atheist142: look, I may be inferring wrong, and I am really doubting this from you.
Atheist142
: And I'm bad at inferring, especially with my lack of knowledge.
AntsLH12
: okok
AntsLH12: i went out and got my binder from my car
AntsLH12: i'll type the whole dang packet for you
Atheist142: lol :-)
AntsLH12: hold on
Atheist142: ks
AntsLH12
: lost my binder
AntsLH12: ok
AntsLH12: it was in my friggin room
AntsLH12: sheesh
AntsLH12: keep yer knickers on
AntsLH12: i'm looking for it
Atheist142: k
AntsLH12
: searching internet now
AntsLH12: searching bag is hopeless
AntsLH12: http://www.gulftel.com/~scubadoc/pulo2tox.htm
AntsLH12: well?
Atheist142: hang on a sec
AntsLH12
: stubborn
Atheist142: wait, why is this important again?
AntsLH12
: to show your own insecurity
Atheist142: I can tell you myself that I'm insecure!
Atheist142
: I am an insecure person
AntsLH12
: your fear of being wrong is so strong that when someone may be giving you the right answer, you will not listen because they do not have enough "proof"
AntsLH12: that is dangerous
Atheist142: well, you did not give any proof so I could not accept you. You gave proof and now I believe you. :-) happy?
AntsLH12
: no
AntsLH12: you did not believe or trust
AntsLH12: which was the point of this littel experiment
Atheist142: yes, because If I did that to everyone, I'd be very gullible.
AntsLH12
: no
Atheist142: yes.
AntsLH12
: you'd learn
Atheist142: no, I'd be a blind idiot.
AntsLH12
: the only way to learn is through mistakes
AntsLH12: then consider me a blind idiot
AntsLH12: do i seem a blind idiot?
Atheist142: about some things... you had to ask!
Atheist142
: but I'll listen to you anyway, or I'd be worse than a blind idiot, no?
AntsLH12
: about what am i a blind idiot?
AntsLH12: i want to know
Atheist142: you haven't shown me any evidence for any god, especially not the Christian one... but if you have any, I'm listening.
AntsLH12
: i was at the camp
AntsLH12: and i was listening to all the answers they gave me
AntsLH12: they made sense
AntsLH12: so
Atheist142: you told me your personal story, but you never told me any answers yourself.
AntsLH12
: i wasn't done
Atheist142: oh, I'm sorry... continue
AntsLH12
: you interrupted remember?
Atheist142: oh go ahead, continue continue
AntsLH12
: well i heard somethng about saturday night
AntsLH12: it was supposed to be some big deal
AntsLH12: i asked what the heck happened on saturday night
AntsLH12: they kept saying you'll see
AntsLH12: it ticked me off
AntsLH12: well
AntsLH12: i found out it was something called a healing mass
AntsLH12: where God's Holy Spirit would be very strong
AntsLH12: and strange things happened
Atheist142: I heard about those!
AntsLH12
: ahem
AntsLH12: anyways
Atheist142: go head... :-\
AntsLH12: ;-)
AntsLH12: :D
AntsLH12: ok
AntsLH12: i go in
AntsLH12: and we start singing
AntsLH12: i suck at singing
AntsLH12: but i do anyways, cuz it seemed right
AntsLH12: well
AntsLH12: i closed my eyes as we began to sing
AntsLH12: and suddenly i felt as if i was losing my balance
AntsLH12: i almost fell over
AntsLH12: i figured i shouldn't close my eyes anymore
AntsLH12: well
AntsLH12: we stood up and sang another song
AntsLH12: this time
AntsLH12: i had to sit down
AntsLH12: in the middel of a mass!
AntsLH12: when i'm supposed to be standing up
AntsLH12: ,iddle
AntsLH12: sheesh!
AntsLH12: anyway
AntsLH12: it suddenly feels like fire is washing all over me
AntsLH12: i cannot even contain it
AntsLH12: my body begins to shake like something so full it is abou tot burst open
AntsLH12: about to
AntsLH12: i felt so very at peace
AntsLH12: i had not a care n the world
Atheist142: that's nice
AntsLH12
: i knew that God loved me, i knew it
AntsLH12: and you could give a crap less
AntsLH12: because this is not a statistic
AntsLH12: nevermind
Atheist142: no, I think it's very good that you feel that way
AntsLH12
: great, but i do not tell the stroy for my own benefit
AntsLH12: there was my proof
AntsLH12: explain it back to me
Atheist142: you had a vivid personal experience.
Atheist142
: therefore you believe.
AntsLH12
: you are a fool
AntsLH12: can you not trust the mistakes of those made before you?
Atheist142: how am I a fool?
AntsLH12
: or do you have to make the mistake yourself?
Atheist142: how am I a fool?
AntsLH12
: here is the Truth
Atheist142: truth, with a capital T
AntsLH12
: sure it might not be
AntsLH12: but what have you got to lose?
Atheist142: my dignity
AntsLH12
: your dignity!??!?!
Atheist142: yes my dignity!
AntsLH12
: people already look down on you for atheism!
Atheist142: I know, and poo to them!
Atheist142
: I have to live with myself before I live with others!
AntsLH12
: then why can't you go with that mentality to try christianity?
Atheist142: because I can't live with myself knowing that there's no evidence for what I believe.
AntsLH12
: i just gave you evidence
Atheist142: no, you gave me a vivid personal experience
AntsLH12
: what loaded words
AntsLH12: you cannot even use your own language
AntsLH12: yuo are at the whims of others
Atheist142: I was looking for facts, statistics, etc.
AntsLH12
: how's that working for you?
Atheist142: How am I?
AntsLH12
: got any answers lately?
Atheist142: nope, and still looking
AntsLH12
: you will never find one
Atheist142: whatever you want to believe
AntsLH12
: for the answer is not within a set of statistics
AntsLH12: it's in your own heart
AntsLH12: right there
AntsLH12: http://www.self-realization.com/prooffor.htm
AntsLH12: Men believe God to be the Being than which none greater can be thought. It is greater to exist in reality and in the understanding than to exist in the understanding alone. Therefore, it is contradictory to hold that God exists only in the intellect, for then the being than which none greater can be thought is one than which a greater can be thought, namely, one that exists both in reality and in the understanding.

AntsLH12: "Whatever is contained in a clear and distinct idea of a thing must be predicated of that thing; but a clear and distinct idea of an absolutely perfect Being contains the notion of actual existence; therefore since we have the idea of an absolutely perfect Being such a Being must really exist."

3. Leibniz: "God is at least possible since the concept of Him as the Infinite implies

AntsLH12: no contradiction; but if He is possible He must exist because the concept of Him involves existence."

Atheist142: I can concieve of Santa Claus, does he exist too now?
AntsLH12
: saint claus?
AntsLH12: yes he did
Atheist142: Santa Claus, the American tradition...
Atheist142
: the fat man in red who lives under the North Pole who gives gifts every Christman
Atheist142
: I can concieve of him, does he exist
Atheist142
: ?
AntsLH12
: no he does not
Atheist142: but I can conceive of him@
AntsLH12
: for simply because you say so , things do not appear
Atheist142: that seems to be the argument here
AntsLH12
: no it is not
Atheist142: then what is it?
AntsLH12
: you jumped to a conclusion too quickly
Atheist142: explain it, please.
AntsLH12
: and did not read
Atheist142: you're right. please explain it.
AntsLH12
: because you are only caring about being right, rather than learning
Atheist142: no, I'm too lazy to read right now, although I'm probably going to later.
AntsLH12
: because your heart is not in question of whether santa claus exists
Atheist142: actually, I was really upset about that when I was little...
AntsLH12
: your heart was made by God
Atheist142: you haven't proved that.
AntsLH12
: and yearns to return for him
Atheist142: you've assumed that.
AntsLH12
: shut up
AntsLH12: and listen
Atheist142: *sigh* go ahead
AntsLH12
: you honeslty need to learn to shut up
Atheist142: tell me what you want me to hear and get on with it.
AntsLH12
: why else would you be so up in arms over this?
AntsLH12: no
AntsLH12: you are no longer listening
Atheist142: okay, then lecture me about it.
AntsLH12
: our discussion is over
AntsLH12: the main thing about believing
Atheist142: as you wish, although I'm alway open if you want to talk :-)
AntsLH12: is you have to try
AntsLH12: no
AntsLH12: you are more closed than anyone i've ver talked to
AntsLH12: except myself
Atheist142: alright, so you tall me what I think, although you're not me...
Atheist142
: tel^^
Atheist142
: tell^^ aah can't spell
AntsLH12
: good night
Atheist142: nighty night!
AntsLH12
: God Bless
Atheist142: no thanks
AntsLH12
: if you truly seek Truth
AntsLH12: too bad
AntsLH12: if you truly seek truth
AntsLH12: you have to accept something
Atheist142: if that makes you feel better...
AntsLH12
: it has nothing to do with me
Atheist142: are you done ranting, or do you have something pertinent to say?
AntsLH12 signed on at 11:47:34 PM
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AntsLH12: i have nothing logical to say
Atheist142: I figured that one out a while ago...
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