hell-o anyone who reads this part which is prolly no1. Rancid was soo good before they sold out with great songs like timebomb or ruby soho but after they sold there greatest record which was and out come the wolves they started sucking ass i mean reaally bad. no wonder they sold out cuz they werent making any money from there true punk fans they had to sell out so all those poser kids who say gay shit like :oh i wear converse and the color pink that makes me punk: those kids will eat up anything u throw at them saying its "punk" in fact you could throw something gay as good charlote at them and say its punk... oh, wait they already have. good charlote is not punk at all. in fact if u listen to them thinking there punk please go shoot yourself before i do. 1. they dont even sound punk they sound all popish and at the most way emo. 2. there lyrics arent punk. yeah whats with that? all there lyrics are about girls well let me tell u something punx dont give a fuck about singing about girls. theyd be singing about overthrowing the government or not selling out or fitting in or killing jews (nazi punk my favorite) 3.they sold out how could they call themselves punk and sell out you know what im gonna kill all these gay pop punk poser bands im serious its already been planned with allie.grrrr god damnit i hate posers more than i hate the government. fucking pussy ass mother fuckers. why cant they not follow what society says is cool? punk is not cool! punk is anti cool! punk is all about of staying out of order and being freaks and having everyone whos not a punk hate you. God go kill youselfs all of you little poser punk assholes. END RANT.. id like to end this entry with saying that i love jason more that punk rock or mowhaks or dead things or weed! thats a biggie and i miss him so much !! i havent talked to u in like a miilino years!! oke well not really but i miss you :-( (i read your website you jokester!! im not cool your way cooler than me im just some little loser rallying over a lost cause which is overthrowing the goverment and true punk. i love you!!!!
Oke im pissed and not juss pissed like normally i mean super pissed so pissed i ould eether kill myself or large numbers of other people. I dont blame any of my boyfriends for cheating on me, in fact i excpect it from the beggining. im not good enough for anyone. i kno i live far away from him but i dont wanna know when it happens. i feel like crying now only i cant cuz im in a computer lab at my sisters college... i feel like crying really loud.... i should wait until i go home then cry. I'm so pathetic, its no wonder he did it. i dont blame you just dont tell me about it. I hate myself. im always getting hurt because im such a loser. I still love him though my friends would call me extra pathetic for that.. i just dont wanna talk to him for a while or anyone for that mater im gonna go home lock myself in my room and cry in the corner of my closet i may be in there for days so if u dont haer from me im ether dead or still in there OR too fucking pissed to write in here like i am now
hey all. oke its been..... 8 days or something like that but im pretty shure im over it, although i still like him. (isnt that sad) i think ive found someone better. if your brynn you know who he is only becuase ive liked him since summer but never got to have him... :-( haha well its true hes just to perfect for me to resist everytime i tell myself to stop liking him it starts all over again. well if you knew him and you were me you would like him too!!! so fucking hott (drool) its unreal he thinks im fucking hot. i told him hes crazy for that and hes like yes, yes i am. Crazy, sexy person you!!! ill have you yet my precious!!! and by have you all know what i mean... F-U-C-K as in imma fuck him. he turns me on so bad
i dont feel good today. i feel like ive been partying for the past week and im juss now having a hangover. i mean its that bad. i feel like someone hit me in the head with a hammer. seriously i feel like shit. even worse because i was depressed already now i have to top it off with feeling sick ! what a fucking shitty day. i feel; like my youth is being wasted away. i swear one day im juss going to fall over and die of boardom. or ill die from being too horny and not having anyone to fuck. one of those....
i feel emtpy. i feel lost. what th fuck am i doing with my life. im a nobody. nobody loves me. every1 hates me. why wont anyone love me? whats so wrong with me that nobody wants to be with me? when is it my turn to be happy? when will i be happy?im worthless. my life is shit. im shit. i hate myself. no one understands me. i feel like im talking a diffrent language or something!!! what the hell is wrong with me? how come im always alone? why doesnt anyone wanna be with me? i wish i were dead. i wish i were imporant.
