Defending myself, too myself:
Moving to a new town from home I had a clear head oh my shoulders
and could still see straight. I knew who I was and I where I wanted
to go. But now coming from a blur leaves everything so much more
dizzy. Its hard not being able to practice personal politics and just
except that purchasing commercial meat and excepting bibles is right.
No I am sorry. We don’t all come from the same back grounds and
because mine involves boundaries and morals that aren’t explainable
or that you may never understand the impact that a subculture has
had on me, doesn’t mean I need to constantly defend all that I do.
This is my life and these things don't mean that such is the “alternative�?
for that is just a stupid label for Peril Jam. This is just the way I have
come to grow the past 6 years and every question you have in regards
to any aspect of it, I have 4 back. And every time you ask, I feel stupid
somehow, by “why the fuck do you care the reasons why I wear a vest
with patches on it, why do you wear one that says North Face on it.?
Our arms are still cold. We’re not that different.�? But I feel as if I have
learned from this abundance of Normalizum or endless interrogation.
And that’s to shut my mouth because for the most part there is nothing
to comment on if its not hurting anyone, and for the most part every time
you say something, its ignorant and it shows that there is a difference
between us. And such a difference shows we would never feel comfterbul
talking about why the music on the radio sucks shit or
why its fun having crushes on boys.